Chapter 1: The Inside of The Saint Is ...

Japanese name: Rindou (Gentian)

Flower language: I love you when you are sad

The Inside of The Saint is...

I want to imprint myself on the people I love.

Even in your happy life, I want you to remember me from time to time.

I hope you will never forget who I am throughout your life.

For me, happiness for the people I love is something I should desire.

If that happiness is based on my sacrifice, then it is even more desirable.

I want to leave a lasting mark on the hearts of all who love me.

For that, I'll do anything.

And I want to watch from afar as my loved ones suffer.

I want to see what remains of me behind my happy life.

Ah, just thinking about it...

Just imagining that appearance...

My insides were boiling hot and I was sure I was going to climax.

I am a foolish, ugly, defective creature born with such a modest desire.

What a cruel and twisted thought.

This is not love, it's filthy ego.

I knew it.

Still, I wanted to do it, even if it meant abandoning the path I walked with the people I loved.

So I'll get my revenge.

Clang!

"I order you... Don't move, Tiana. Once you've put this magical device on, you are now my slave. You will not be able to remove the collar of your own volition. From now on, my orders will be absolute."

The man in front of me put a metal collar on me.

Just as he said, my body hasn't been listening to me since I put the collar on.

"Ugh... My name is not Tiana... And who the hell are you guys... Ah... Ah... It can't be... It can't be... It's impossible... How can I didn't notice..."

"Fufu... It's been a while, Tiana. It's good to see you again... Now, I command you, no lying. Please tell me your name again."

"Ugh... that's not right... I... am... Yen... Yentiana Lovecas... uuh..."

Ignoring my will, the truth spills from my mouth.

This collar is an incredible artifact.

It has absolute power over me.

That's impossible...

Where did you get such a heritage-level item?

"Hehehe... Tiana... at last... with you again..."

"Ugh... Please... Stop it... Please... Don't mind me..."

"Give up. It's the unanimous decision of our party to enslave you. You're in danger if we leave you alone. Now that we're all here, Tiana, let's all go to the capital. This will be the true triumph of the heroes who saved the world."

Ah...I can't do it anymore.

I had just dropped out of the story.

I shouldn't have any place in the story from here on out.

That's why I thought I had erased my existence from their sight.

All that was left for me to do was watch you guys from afar and be immersed in ecstasy.

I was supposed to live quietly with that memory in mind.

I'm screwed.

I underestimated their feelings.

Please, release me.

Or better yet…

Kill me.

My current name is Tiana.

Yentiana Lovecas.

She was a former single male office worker and is now a female clergyman.

I am a poor former man who has suddenly found himself in a fantasy world where his gender and appearance have been changed.

By the way, the visuals are...

She's a sexy, dynamite priestess with long, wavy golden hair, good looks, a big butt and big tits.

Any way you look at it, everything are blessed.

Yeah, that feels incredibly erotic.

The creator, they don't really care about my background as a salaryman.

As a priestess, I joined the ranks of heroes who vowed to save the world from destruction.

In the end, I betrayed the hero.

The setting is that I am a minion of the secret mastermind.

I attempt to cross paths with the hero, but fails and is defeated.

As a pathetic villain.

Having turned away from the heroes, I ended up fighting them.

It was one against many, and I was outnumbered, but in the blink of an eye, I defeated everyone except for the hero.

I hurt them as an act of display, but not enough to kill them.

As planned, the hero became enraged.

After a fierce battle, I was exhausted and decided to attack him, but...

My deadly blade did not reach the hero, and instead I was pierced by his sword.

"Ugh... Ah... As I thought... I couldn't do it..."

My chest was pierced by the sword, and I was bleeding profusely and vomiting blood.

No matter how you look at it, it's a fatal blow.

"Why...Tiana!...Why! Why did you hold back? You could have killed all of us..."

"Hehe... I couldn't do it... After such a long journey, I got attached to you... cough... I'm no longer worthy to be a servant of the evil god. Alto-san, I betrayed you all, but... I wanted to travel with you guys just a little longer."

The hero embraces my bloody body.

"Don't die! Tiana! Live! Please! Come on, you'll heal like you always do, right? Use your healing magic! Use it! So... don't leave me...don't leave us behind!"

My body turns into particles of light and slowly disappears from my feet...

"It's useless... Your blow is... a fatal one... cough... it's an irreversible force... no healing magic can't fix it."

"Nothing... you didn't have to go that far!!... I'm..."

"Of course, this body is just a temporary life created for this purpose... In order to thwart the evil god's plans, I had no choice but to do this... but please, don't be sad..."

"No! Don't die! Tiana! I love you! I love you!"

A confession of love cried out by a loved one on their beloved deathbed...it's the most excruciating thing.

"Fufu... what a coincidence... I loved you too... It's a shame that we couldn't walk together... But in my place... you are alive..."

Gradually, my body turns into light and disappears.

"Stop it... Tiana... Don't die! Don't go!"

"Ahh... my darling... thank you... for teaching me... about love..."

"Tiana...? Tiana?... Ah... ah... ah... ahhhhhhh!!!!!!"

I turned into particles of light and disappeared completely from his arms.

Yesssss! Everything is perfect.

I am currently in a cabin in a rural town, far away from the heroes.

It's an evacuation site that I prepared in advance and that only I know about.

Wow, I'm sure have taken a lot of effort to create such a spectacular death scene.

I breaks down my own existence into some strange light substance and replaces it in a fixed location.

It's a very advanced magic, or should I say, a mysterious technology.

In exchange for consuming an incredible amount of magical power, I made it possible to teleport to the desired location.

In addition, I have become immortal.

This ability was acquired as a by-product in the process of developing the magic of "Turning into Particles of Light and Disappear (Big Lie)."

It's been a few years since I came here, and there's no doubt that my existence is beyond the laws of this world.

Thanks to my foul play, I have no trouble with supernatural powers.

I neither grow old nor die.

Now I can continue my hobby of "clouding others through self-sacrifice" forever.

It took a great deal of time and effort to create this magic.

However, it'll be worth getting since I'll be able to continue playing in the same way in the future.

However, dying in the arms of a hero was a reward.

It was the perfect situation to climax.

I never thought he would confess his love to me at the last minute.

Well, the operation was a success.

Now, I can go find my next prey...

It's also a hassle to encounter the hero and his associates when traveling.

They have a strangely good sense, and are stubborn or perhaps even tenacious.

I wonder if I'll be baking bread in the countryside for a while until the heat dies down.

It would be good if I could occasionally observe them from afar.

I am usually the beautiful poster girl for a bakery on the street corner...it's not a bad side hobby, right?

Tiana's inner self after being reincarnated is truly trash.