Chapter 11: Erina's Breakdown

Erina's Breakdown

Recently, when I go to sleep after drinking, my whole body hurts and I wake up with stiff muscles.

It's especially bad around the waist.

My ass hurts too.

Did I get drunk and fall on my butt?　

Apparently, this body sleeps in a very awkward position after drinking.

Luckily, the bar owner was kind enough to let us use the second floor of his bar.　

However, I feel sorry for Alto, who always has to take care of me when I'm drunk.

Still, I can't stop drinking.

It doesn't matter if I'm a priest or a saint, I like drinking parties.　

Alto is the perfect drinking buddy.

It's a friendship between people of the same sex (at heart), and we can have a conversation while we're both pleasantly drunk.

He has excellent communication skills.　

As I talked with Alto, the alcohol continued to flow.

Truly the leader of the party.

He is good at putting me in a good mood.

I don't know... but I feel like I understand a little bit more about the feelings of women who go to host clubs.

It was fun.

It's great to reach that state of ecstasy and intoxication.

But I feel bad for Alto, so I have to show some gratitude.　

Oh, we all went out drinking together at the party a few times, and Alto was surprisingly well-behaved at the time.

Usually he pours me lots of drinks.

It seems that Alto also likes drinking alone.　

Yes, I think I'll show my appreciation to Alto in some way next time.　

Oh, that's a different story...　

It's about time to put the finishing touches on Princess Erina.　

It's been a long time since Erina and I started having sex, calling it training.

It was so much fun to take an innocent noblewoman in my arms.

Erina, a virgin, is completely overwhelmed by my techniques.

Again and again, I wrapped my body around Erina's entire body.　

At one point, Erina looked to me for motherly love like a baby.

At other times, Erina masochistically sought my intense torture.

I developed her whole body, front and back.　

Although she is a virgin, what will happen to Erina if she were to accept a man?

You will probably not even feel the pain of losing your virginity and will be able to sink into pleasure easily.　

As a result of our many sexual encounters, Erina seems to be unconsciously developing romantic feelings for me.

The way Erina looked at me was no longer that of a comrade fighting alongside me.

She has no tolerance for pleasure and is already showing signs of clinging to me.

It's about time.　

I can still picture the look of despair on Erina's face when she realized she had been betrayed by me, as she had become completely dependent on me.

And when I think of the further disappointment that will hit her after the person she depended on passes away...

My chest and lower abdomen are getting hot.　

Ahh... so good... I can't resist.

Unable to bear it any longer, I sat alone in bed, letting my imagination run wild and comforting myself for the first time in a long while.

"Hmm, there's no training today either..."　

These days, Tiana's evenings are taken up with hanging out with Alto.　

It seems like they're having a great time at their favorite bar.　

Asha and I were also curious about them, so we followed them around a few times.

It was a pub filled with rough people.　

Neither Asha nor I can drink alcohol, but the ale that was served to us didn't taste very good.

It would have been nice to have some sweet wine or cider, but that would be too much to ask of a run-down bar like that.

That bar may have been the wrong place for the two of us.　

Asha and I were impressed that Tiana, a priestess, could stay in such a place for so long.

Tiana is a beautiful woman who turns everyone's heads and a saint of the church.

Such a refined and modest woman enjoys drinking among the rough and tumble of the town.

It would have been one thing if Alto had gone alone, but it was a strange sight to see Tiana there as well.　

"Erina-san, there will be no training today. You must be tired from carrying out the request, so please take it easy and rest at the inn."　

"Ah... well... Tiana, it seems like we haven't been doing much 'training' lately... I'm afraid I'm getting sloppy."　

"Ah... if that bothers you, then yes, I guess you should practice on your own. Oh, I can't use soundproofing magic so please keep your voice down."　

"Ah... I see... I get it..."　

"Well, I'm heading out with Alto-san, so I'll be off now."　

In the end, I ended up practicing alone in bed in my room.　

I casually comfort myself.　

"Ugh... It's no good. There's not enough... stimulation."　

I know.

This is masturbation.

It's no longer training or self-study.

At that moment, I suddenly had an idea.　

"How did Tiana do that?"　

I imagined Tiana.

I thought of her.　

"Tiana...Tiana..."　

I reached climax in an instant.

When I thought of Tiana, my heart instantly grew warm.　

This happened the next day.　

"Erina-san, you are prohibited from training or self-training for the next three days. Under no circumstances should you do so. Oh, of course, I can tell if you're lying."　

I was disappointed.　

"Huh? Ti, Tiana... why..."　

Self-training using Tiana as a stimulus had become a daily routine for me.

Even though it was only for three days, I was still banned, which was depressing.

I just want to stay in bed right now.　

"There is a reason, but I can't tell you until three days from now. But rest assured, if you keep your promise, I will give you the best training after that."　

"I, I understand..."　

Those three days were an eternity of agony for me.

On the first day, I was bored and found myself reaching for my lower abdomen.

Just before that, I suddenly realize something and change my mind.

On the second day, I was excited but had no way to release it. My arousal was growing.

Still, I can't mess with it.

On the third day, the fantasy of Tiana appeared and seduced me, and my underwear was wet even though I hadn't done anything.　

On the third night, as promised, Tiana came to my room.　

"You did a great job, Erina-san. Now, as promised, let's train for the first time in a while."　

"Haa...haa...haa...please hurry up, I can't wait!"　

"How was it holding back for three days? Was it difficult?"　

"Haaah... haaah... just look at that disgraceful scene... you'll understand!"　

"Hehe... That's good... Setting a waiting period was the right decision...Erina-san, the training you are about to undergo will be the best one yet. It would be a shame if you fainted, so please do your best to endure, okay?"　

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I am in frenzy.

After just three days of abstinence, I began to crave Tiana like crazy.

The tsunami of pleasure washing over me almost burned my thoughts away.　

"Erina-san, you did a great job."　

Tiana pats my head and offers words of encouragement.

Filled with a sense of fatigue and satisfaction, I was enveloped in happiness.　

"Hmm...hmm...th, thank you."　

"Erina-san, this marks the end of your training. There is nothing more I can do for you."　

I couldn't hide my shock at the sudden announcement that training had been terminated.

"What happens when you graduate?"　

"You're literally graduating. I have nothing more to do with you, Erina. But why don't you start it now? Why don't you go out with Alto-san and have sex? With the current Erina-san, any man would fall for you in an instant!"　

Without Tiana, I was no longer able to pursue pleasure.　

"Don't.."　

"What is it, Erina-san?"　

"Don't wanna! I want to do it with Tiana."　

"Erina-san... do you understand what you yourself are saying? You were training for the man you like, so isn't this putting the cart before the horse?"

I get it. I don't care about training anymore.　

"I don't care if we're the same sex, I want to be with Tiana. I can't live without you anymore. Please, for God's sake, don't end our relationship. I haven't been able to get you out of my head for the past three days."

"Huh... Erina-san, you're actually lesbian?"　

"No! That's not true! Tiana is the only one who can guide me... so please bully me more... love me!"

I said it.

There's no turning back now.　

"Hmmm... Well, that's fine. Erina-san, I'll love you. Give your body and soul to me..."　

"Oh, oh... I see, I see! Tiana! Tiana!!"　

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Tiana began to give me her love.

It was just the two of us, but only for the night.

Still, my heart was full.　

As the days went by without Tiana, my desires grew.

And after enduring it all, the pleasure I felt when she tasted my body was incredible.

My lust lashed out at Tiana like a river breaking its banks.　

I've gone crazy.

Even if I were to return to the royal family, I would not be able to live a normal life.

Furthermore, marriage to someone of the opposite sex is completely impossible.

I want to drown in Tiana's attractive female body.

She is dangerous.

That person is neither a priest nor a saint.

No, she must be a saint who seems to represent the ideal of people in everyday life.

However, those who seek her love may surely be offering something important.　

I have lost it.

But I don't know what I've lost.

Because I am already gone mad.　

Ah, Tiana.

How will you love me today?