+18 IF Route: Chapter 1: Chains of Depravity ♀

"...Hmm."

My head feels really heavy.

In the midst of my dull thoughts, I heard a sound like metal rubbing against metal.

Ummm... what was I doing?

I believe I and Trust fought many demons together before arriving in Nerisford, where we then "rested and slept at an inn that day", and the next day, there was an attack by monsters on a nearby village, which the two of us successfully defeated.

The next day, I had martial arts lessons from Trust early in the morning, and then around noon I went out to do some shopping for the things I needed.

I think the next few days were peaceful.

And Trust too... I can't really remember.

Why do I have such a headache?

I opened my eyes to somehow wake myself up from my hazy thoughts.

"…………eh?"

I was lying on the bed.

That's good. It makes sense, since I was asleep.

However, the location of the bed was not familiar.

...This is not the Nerisford Inn.

There was no furniture, just a large metal door and a regular door leading to the next room.

The air is ventilated, but the atmosphere feels somewhat gloomy.

Electricity...no.

The lights were turned on with magical tools, so it was hard to tell if it was day or night.

"Um..."

I instinctively moved my body and stopped mid-way.

Looking down, I saw that metal handcuffs were fastened to both of my wrists, and the chains were attached to the head of the bed.

The same was true for both of my legs, and my limbs were restrained.

I instinctively puts all my strength into trying to escape from this restraints, but it just doesn't budge.

I am sure that this body must have had a lot of strength, but why ...

I also feel something strange around my neck.

Is this a collar?

I can't touch it so I don't know, but that's probably it.

"Hii...!"

Immediately afterwards, the large metal doors began to open.

It's the type that locks from the outside and makes a terrible metallic noise.

The situation was so dire that I stared in fear at the person appearing through the door.

"You're awake already? Filia is amazing after all."

It was Trust.

As if it were the most natural thing in the world, Trust came through the door.

...What does this mean?

Why, um...is Trust coming in with such a calm expression on his face while I'm being held captive?

"Ummm... Trust-sama? What's going on? Why am I in this state...?"

I had a vague idea.

The reason I'm in this situation now is precisely because of Trust.

"Filia, do you... no, you like me, don't you?"

"...Yes, I like you."

Although it was the effect of the love potion, I have feelings for Trust.

Even without that, Trust is my favorite character from my favorite game.

So, I can say with certainty that I like Trust.

"I see... but I can't trust you."

"..."

To be honest, being rejected so clearly makes me feel depressed.

But I could understand that feeling.

Trust was betrayed by the heroines he trusted and nearly killed by their hands.

No, if it had remained a game, he would have actually been killed.

After an experience like that, he will never be able to trust anyone.

Even I, who experienced that back when it was a game, developed a mild distrust of people.

Then what about Trust, who experience it for real? I can't even imagine what his real feeling was at that moment.

"But I love you for fighting for me."

Hearing those words made me feel sad.

It's so sad that he can't trust the person he loves.

I immediately realized he wasn't in a normal mental state.

And because I know the reason, I can't say anything appropriate.

"That's why--"

"--so that's why you're imprisoning me?"

Interrupting Trust, I confront him with the facts.

Yes... this is the truth of why I'm being held captive right now.

"...That's right."

It was my fault.

I never thought Trust would get so disorted.

And I didn't notice it when I was fighting monsters and shopping together with him.

He was so normal and healthy...

I was so naive to think that time would solve the problem if I was with him.

"I know it's bad, but even if you cry, I won't let you out of here."

When he said that, I realized I was crying.

Large tears fall from my eyes and roll down my cheeks.

...I guess he thinks I'm crying because I'm being held captive.

"I'm sure my feelings right now won't reach you. But let me say this."

Trust saw my tears and became emotional.

Imprisonment is a crime.

His cold expression seems to be trying to intimidate me, but I can tell he's nervous inside.

...There's no need to be so scared.

If that's what you want to do, I'll go along with it as long as you want.

"Filia--"

"--I'm sorry... I didn't realize how much you were hurting... I'm sorry..."

"......"

Trust's expression twists slightly in pain as I once again interrupting him.

No matter what I say now, it won't reach Trust.

I'm sure there were other ways to do it.

But I didn't know how to do that.

What... what do I mean when I said I want to save Trust?!

Am I stupid?

He is so hurt.

If we escape to Nerisford together, will that count as saving him?

There is nothing that's has been resolved yet.

"I have made up my mind. Trust-sama, please imprison me."

"……what?"

"Please keep me locked up forever until you think you can trust me."

"..."

Confusion and doubt.

Such sentiments can be seen in Trust's eyes.

I guess that's only natural.

If you lock a girl up, she'll ask you to let her go.

I've lived my life as a man, so I think I understand it to some extent.

I've even played what are known as 18+ confinement games.

I want to imprison the girl I love and make her mine.

It's not that I don't understand that feeling.

Moreover, Trust had lost important people to the Demon King.

It's no wonder he thought of hiding the girl somewhere where no one could find the her, so that she would never be stolen again.

Still... I never thought I'd end up in another world and be imprisoned.

"So, Trust-sama, this isn't going to stay like this, is it? What are you going to do to me?"

"I can't take your heart for sure, so... I'll take your body."

Well, that's true.

There's no way he could think of becoming lovers while imprisoning the one he loves.

Sure, it might end up being a very twisted romantic relationship, but that's a long journey.

If that's the case, there's only one thing to do.

"...Hmm..."

Trust's face came closer and our lips met.

I remember my first kiss tasting like blood and iron from the battlefield.

But the second kiss was filled with anxiety and distortion...and a faint taste of immoral pleasure.

Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, I seem to feel pleasure even in situations like this.

"Mmmmm..."

Soon the kiss ended and our lips parted.

It seemed like he was going to deep kiss me, but maybe he thought I would bite him if he put his tongue in.

Certainly, if a girl has just been imprisoned and is very resistant, she will bite.

If it wasn't Trust, I'd bite too.

For the same reason, men would be wary of blowjob.

If a man put his crotch in my mouth, I'd bite it off even if it meant being killed.

...Well, normally there's no way a girl would accept a situation like confinement.

"Don't act violently, okay?"

Trust said as he took out a small blade.

There's no way he'd kill me with that knife...

He managed to successfully kidnap and confine me.

As a man, surely he would at least do what he had to do before getting rid of me.

If that happens...

"......"

The clothes I was wearing were cut into pieces with a blade.

It's probably difficult to get me undressed because my arms and legs are tied up.

Or perhaps the intention is to simulate the fear of violence.

In fact, it's quite scary to have my clothes cut with a knife.

"You don't have to do that, I'll take it off myself if you order me to, you know?"

"Ugh, shut up. Shut up!"

Is there still hope in a place where there is a little hesitation?

Still, I was disliked.

Ah, no, ain't I being held captive because I am liked?

You wouldn't want to imprison someone you don't like and do naughty things with them, would you?

When I think about it, the emotions that came from the love potion well up inside me.

Even after he does this to me, I still love him... That love potion is amazing.

But it's convenient for us.

"..."

While I was thinking about this, the cutting of the clothes was finished.

Trust was speechless when he saw me in such a shameless state.

Objectively speaking, I'm a pretty beautiful girl.

It's not surprising that he might find himself captivated by the sight of me half-naked.

As a former man, I can guarantee it.

"Hmm... hmm..."

Eventually, Trust reached out to my chest as if drawn to it.

I accept it without resistance.

I couldn't understand Trust's troubled feelings.

I wouldn't go so far as to call it punishment, but I'm sure God would have called it that too.

Is it really necessary to contort myself?

When I first came to this world, I thought it meant taking on the form of a woman, but I guess this is what it was all about.

If so, I'll accept it until he feels safe.

I guess that's the mission I came to this world for.

"Ah... Ugh..."

Still, it feels so good it's unbelievable.

In fact, I had already masturbated and was exploring the mysteries of the female body.

It was the second day since I came to Nerisford, and my body was hot from the experience of defeating monsters, so I was playing with myself in the bath to cool it down.

But...to be honest, it didn't feel good at all.

At the time, I was thinking that maybe this is what a woman's body is like...

"Hmm.... Kufu...."

My chest...or rather, the breasts on this body are large.

It's soft and yet elastic.

It didn't feel good when I touched it myself, but it felt amazing now.

The texture of the meat spreads across his hands...

"Ah... ahh..."

When my breasts are touched, that kind of fleshy sensation spreads from my chest.

It's so fresh that I would think if he squeezed it hard I could get some amazing pleasure out of it.

Even though I was the one being touched, that feeling crossed my mind.

"Ah... ah... hmm..."

Why does it feel so good...?

Just by him touching my nipples or areolas causes my body to reflexively twitch.

And there's more than one pleasure.

There are several ways to do this, even just by pinching, stroking, or pressing the tip of the breast.

"Huh... ngh..."

...Feels good.

The feeling of wanting to work hard for Trust is gradually replaced by pleasure.

No, it's enough to imprison them.

I guess he wants to pin my body down with pleasure and make me his slave, even if it's just physically.

In fact, that's what Trust said too.

So, is it a certainty that pleasure will be implanted into this body?

However, I don't want to be seen as a naughty woman.

Let me just say one thing.

"Please don't get the wrong idea."

"..."

"I only allow my body to be used by you, Trust-sama. If it were anyone else, I'd go on a rampage, even if it was pointless...argh!"

In the middle of speaking, he grabbed my chest tight.

A sharp pain as if your core was being squeezed.

However, beyond the pain, pleasure seeped out, and I felt as if I had become a fruit.

It felt like the fruit of pleasure was being squeezed out.

"Shut up, shut up! Even if you don't want to, you just have to hand over your body to me!"

"That's impossible. I've trusted you from the beginning, so how could I refuse... nggyu!"

Mycbreasts are kneaded with great force, causing alternating pain and pleasure.

Even though I can make a sound due to the shock, it's difficult to form words.

But still, I continue to say it.

"From now on, please feel free to use my body as you like... aahhh... I'm sure you'll violate me a lot... hmm... but it won't be rape, it will all be done with my consent... agyuuu!"

When I finished speaking, I lay down on the bed, out of breath.

That's all I can say and I'm satisfied.

I won't refuse no matter what you do.

I will never refuse.

If this is a test from God, then I'm willing to be defiled as much as Trust wants.

"Guh... aaahhh..."

Trust is having trouble with his conscience.

But he won't stop now.

He already imprisoned me.

He can't stay in the same state as he was in the game.

"Haa... haa... hey, Filia."

"What is it?"

"Then what can you do for me? Can you be sure you won't betray me?"

"...I will not betray you. No matter how much I embellish those cheap words, you won't believe me, right?"

"Yes, that's right. If you understand, then what are you going to do now?"

What should I do from now on?

You are really asking me some difficult questions.

If I knew that, Trust probably wouldn't be in this state.

But now that things have come to this, I have no choice but to continue doing what I can do now.

"I'm imprisoned with my hands and feet tied, there's nothing I can do."

"That's right. There's nothing you can do."

"Then I'll be with Trust-sama in this closed world until you feel better."

"..."

"I don't know how long I'll be here. It could be my whole life. But I said I'd stay with Trust-sama. If you choose not to fight, then I won't fight either, and we'll rot here together."

Yes, although this world is a closed one.

Trust must maintained his reputation as Hero, so connections with the outside world cannot be completely cut off.

But someone of Trust's caliber should be able to handle the financial issues.

If he regularly defeated monsters and earned the bounty, he could imprison one person for life.

So I don't need to think about anything difficult.

All I have to think about is Trust and this world.

"Why... why you, Filia..."

"Hehe, I wonder why?"

"..."

"Look, we've come to the point of no return, so let's do what we have to do."

Saying this, I rattled the chains that were holding me.

When I woke up it felt awfully cold, but now it feels like a cheap chain on a keychain.

Like...fashion item?

Yeah, that's right. It's like a prop to enhance the sexual mood.

The world? The Demon King? The Heroines?

That doesn't matter here.

This world consists of just me and Trust.

Anything else is crap.

"You have plenty of time, so please tell me to do something naughty."

I am aware that I am extremely corrupt.

But there's nothing I can do about it.

Trust says he doesn't want to fight.

I mean, I know how you feel.

I fought a monster a while ago.

I was able to defeat them on my own, and Trust was cool too.

But, the game of life is still scary.

Above all, it's tiring.

There's no way I could have done something like that if it wasn't my own will.

"Haa... haa..."

Wow, Trust seems really excited.

Even though I was saying such depraved things, did he find me attractive?

Well, that's it.

Maybe I'm not an angelic being, but a devil who corrupts the Hero?

"It's your fault..."

"Yes~ It's my fault~"

Yeah, that's right.

I was a bad guy.

I feel bad for the people of this world who are seeking salvation, but I'm taking the Hero Trust for myself.

He who has become distorted after having important people taken away from him.

But there's nothing I can do about it.

In that case, I'll be his escape route.

Everyone in this world can blame me for everything that's going to happen from this action.

--That's wrong.

--It's not the right choice.

I know that.

But this was destined to be that way.

"To start with...why don't you try taking my virginity?"

I said, putting my hand to the opening of my vagina... but was interrupted by the sound of metal.

Ah... yeah. My hands and feet were tied.

However, my seductive words and actions seemed to have captured Trust.

A little...scary?

No, I was the one who seduced him.

I mean, I was originally a man.

I can't help but think that if that's the case then I shouldn't have tried to seduce him in the first place, but that was the atmosphere.

In fact, I have no intention of denying my thoughts up until that point, and I intend to make Trust my own.

But...

"Hii..."　

While I was thinking about this and that, Trust's penis began to stick between my legs.

Trust's cock, which I was touching for the first time, was hot and throbbing.

He rubs his penis against my vulva.

"Hmm... hmm..."

Pressure is felt around the crotch, and a tingling sensation of pleasure rises up inside me.

Trust's penis rubs against my clitoris, labia minora, labia majora, perineum, and vaginal opening, causing pleasure to spread throughout my crotch.

Isn't this what they call... sumata?

"Fuahh..."

What's more, Trust's hands were rubbing my waist...around my sides, which was ticklish.

The tickling sensation is a source of pleasure, which enhances the pleasure of dry sex.

At the same time, the cock rubs against my crotch, and the pressure feels good.

It feels so much better than when I masturbate.

"Huh... mmm..."

It's not a pleasure worth screaming about.

However, my whole crotch feels itchy and I feel like I'm being teased.

Before I knew it, love juice was oozing out and the feeling of being rubbed had become smooth.

"Ah...fuhhh..."

Oh, what's that?

Um... I know I was the one who seduced him, but isn't this really embarrassing?

The bodily fluids oozing from my body act as a lubricant, making his penis slippery and rubbing against my crotch.

Even though this is all I can say, I'm incredibly excited.

It feels like blood is rushing to my entire face, and it's very embarrassing.

"Hmm... Ah..."

As the friction becomes smoother, the sensation of the penis becomes more real.

It had a familiar shape...it was much larger than the one I had when I was a man, and the glans and other parts were bumpier than I'd imagined, rubbing against the areas that were being pressed.

Each time, my body jumps.

...Maybe the reason why I feel Trust's dick is big is because my body is small right now.

"Haa... haa..."

Before I knew it, I was out of breath from the pleasure of my excitement.

Trust seems to be just as excited, and his cock has gotten thicker and harder since he started rubbing it.

"Hey"

"Y-yes?!"

Perhaps because I was intoxicated by the stimulating yet pleasant pleasure, I made a strange noise when he called me.

"You have no experience, right?"

Trust declared this as if he was certain of something.

His face had such an evil expression that it was hard to believe he was a Hero, and for a moment I wondered if I had come to the wrong world.

...It's true that my reactions up until now may have been too naive.

But there's nothing I can do about it.

Is this my first time having sex?

It's not unnatural for a person to be confused by the overwhelming pleasure that is different from masturbation.

"Y-yes. I said I am a virgin in the first place."

If I was suspected to that extent, Trust's mental state must be quite serious.

There aren't many women who have as little to do with men as I do.

After all, I am a woman who didn't even exist until just a short time ago.

Furthermore, I'm a former man.

Unless I drink a love potion, there's no way I will even have romantic feelings for Trust.

On the other hand, because I took the love potion, I have romantic feelings for Trust to the point that I offer my body to him willingly.

"I mean, what if I had no experience?"

"After I break your hymen, I'll teach you pleasure. So that Filia will belong to me alone."

It feels so real when it's said to my face.

One reason was that I was starting to get excited from the dry sex, but my heart was beating really fast.

Is this fear, or anticipation of pleasure? Or perhaps it's a reaction that combines both.

Even so, he has been trying to scare me this whole time.

Maybe he want me to hate him?

But that's not possible.

Since he can't trust me, he only want to own my body.

I can understand what he's saying, but he still seems hesitant.

In that case...

"No need to go on about it. If you're going to do it, why not just do it quickly?"

"What?"

"Or are you scared? Maybe you were betrayed by the girls you loved, and now you're scared of women? Haha~"

"You……"

If you still have any sense of heroism left, I'll corrupt you.

If kindness alone doesn't work, then you can direct your anger at me.

I'll provoke you as much as I can for that purpose.

"Huh? Did I hit the nail on the head~? In a room like this, you've prepared handcuffs and leg irons and you can't even rape a single woman... Aahhh!"

As I continued speaking, as if pressing a knife into the wound in his heart, his penis dug into the inside of my vagina.

Bright red blood gushed out from the hymen that had been torn without any mercy.

Due to the effect of the dry sex, the inside of my vagina was slightly oozing with love juice, but it still hurt...

It was probably about the same as when women lose their virginity...we seemed to be physically compatible, so it might not have been as painful as average, but I still felt a sharp, throbbing pain inside my vagina.

"What do you know about me?! I've worked so hard and fought for everyone up until now, but I got nothing! What do you know about me?!"

This is the true feeling of a man named Trust.

In the end, Heroes are human too.

He had talent beyond that of ordinary people, which led him to choose the path of war.

During the days of fighting, he gained important things, only to have them destroyed and taken away.

No matter how powerful a person is, that doesn't mean that their heart is strong.

There's no way he is strong enough to endure this reality.

"Of course I know all about you..."

I had a simulated experience of Trust in the form of a game.

I got to know what he was thinking and how he acted.

On top of that, there's no way I don't know that he was betrayed by the heroines and cursed this world.

But what Trust needs now is not someone who understands him.

But a place to escape from the unpleasant reality.

So I change my expression from pain to a smile and say.

"You can do it if you try... You've come this far. Why not try making my body yours with this pleasure?"

"Ugh..."

Before long, the penis, covered in blood from the hymen breaking, begins to move inside the vagina.

A little bit of love juice was oozing out of my vagina due to the dry humping.

The same goes for the penis, which is coated with a mixture of pre-cum and love juice and acts as a lubricant.

Furthermore, the blood from the hymen breaking had mixed in, and it had become so severe that the penis could be used to gouge the inside of my vagina.

"……sorry"

He whispered that in my ear.

I'm sure Trust knows too.

This method is wrong, it can't be right.

Still, he can't stop.

His body is fine, but his mind is already broken...he can't fight.

So, let's run to the end of the world?

"As I said, Trust-sama."

"……eh?"

"There's nothing here that can harm you, so do whatever you like while you're here."

Tears flowed down Trust's cheeks.

To be honest, I think it's rude for a woman to see a man cry, but I was tied up and couldn't just ignore the tears.

I can tell by looking at these tears.

I made a wrong choice somewhere.

I wasted the opportunity God gave me.

This is just postponing the problem and leads to a bad ending.

Even so, I truly felt that I wanted to save this person, Trust...at least save his heart.

"Let's forget all the bad things..."

When I told him that, Trust looked at me...and only me, and began moving his hips.

"......Ah......"

I've heard that a girl's body is influenced by her feelings.

Why did I think of something like this?

This is because the pain that had been so great from the impact of the hymen breaking was completely gone.

Pleasure wells up from the cock thrusting in and out of my vagina.

That's nothing compared to dry sex.

"Ahhh..."

As the penis enters, it rubs against the erogenous zones, such as the glans, which feels good, and the vagina involuntarily tightens.

"Hmmmm..."

As it comes out, the pressure on the vaginal canal relaxes and I reflexively relax.

"Ahh... mmm... ahh... hihh..."

Even though this is just repeated over and over, my body trembles with pleasure.

Not hope.

But it's not despair either.

This closed room... as quiet as the world, a decadent pleasure.

That feels really good.

"Haa... haa... hmm..."

If you listen carefully, you can even hear the sound of breathing mixed in with the sounds of flesh hitting flesh and bodily fluids hitting bodily fluids.

It's such a quiet place to indulge in pleasure.

This silence, which would have been enough to drive me crazy, wasn't so bad, I thought.

"Huh..."

While I was thinking about this, his penis hit the deepest part of my vagina...my cervix.

My eyes unconsciously turned to that area.

My stomach is slightly swollen to fit the shape of the penis that has entered through my vaginal opening, stopping just below my belly button.

Although I understood it intellectually, I couldn't help but be surprised at how deep the penis could penetrate.

The reason it bulge up so high is probably because this body is small.

Then I think I felt a slight squelch as my uterus was pushed up.

Immediately afterwards, a shock like an electric shock ran down my spine and reverberated through my brain.

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~!?"

My body trembles from a shock I've never felt before.

It was as if someone had struck me right to the core... Pleasure after overwhelming pleasure, as if all the pleasure I had felt up until then had been just a game.

My entire vagina tensed, my lungs instinctively gasped for air, my vision flickered, and I couldn't think straight.

Sweat broke out and fatigue washed over my whole body.

"Ahhh... What... is this..."

I can't hide my confusion at this unknown sensation.

It's a strange state where my whole body is tense yet relaxed.

And yet, the convulsions continued...it was an irresistible pleasure.

"It's a climax. Filia has come."

When I heard that, I was convinced.

This is a woman's climax...

I didn't understand because it felt so different from a man's.

Men's orgasms and women's orgasms are different.

I often hear that women feel better, but that's not quite right.

That said, the difference between man and woman orgasms... I felt like women were a better fit.

It feels at least several times better than the masturbation I used to do when I was a boy.

I wonder if this is also a matter of physical compatibility.

"Hmm... mmm... mmm..."

Even though I had just climaxed, the penis relentlessly dug into my vagina.

The pleasure of the torture became more intense and welled up from inside my vagina...from my uterus.

It overflows in the form of love juice, and the pleasure is so intense that it moistens the inside of the vagina.

To be honest, it's a little harsh, but since I'm being held captive, I can't say anything.

That's what confinement is all about - it continues until the person holding the other person captive is satisfied.

"Aaaahhhhh..."

The penis has penetrated deep into this small body, all the way to the cervix, and is pressing so hard that it can be seen from the outside.

My belly bulges out slightly in the shape of a penis, as if to tell me about his size.

And even though it's that big and painful...it feels good.

"Ahhhh..."

Trust's hands rub the swollen area.

When touched from the outside, I can't help but feel its mass.

"I'm going to let it out."

With that, Trust began to move his hips more vigorously.

Let it out? Let it out, huh... I know what it is.

As a former man, I can instantly understand what happens when a man climaxes.

I won't resist, I close my eyes to prove I'm on his side.

"Ugh... agh..."

The cock is moved violently to ejaculate.

I can feel a mixture of blood, love juice, and pre-cum overflowing from the opening of my vagina.

And the place where we were connected was making a lewd, squishy sound.

"Ah ah ah.... aaaahhhhhhhhh...."

A moan escapes my mouth involuntarily.

Of course, the embarrassment remains, but it cannot be contained.

It's such an intense pleasure that it's forced upon me.

"...... ...... hmmm......"

Immediately afterwards, hot liquid was spurted out from the penis pressed against my cervix.

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!?"

The liquid that entered through the cervix, polluting the path inside the uterus, was thick and made a sticky mess at the bottom of the uterus.

Of course, it doesn't end there, as more and more semen starts to overflow from the penis, causing the inside of the uterus to swell a little.

"Hmmmmmmmmmm...!"

The intense pleasure made my body reflexively try to escape.

However, Trust's arms grabbed my waist and pulled me along.

The uterus and penis are pressed against each other from the front and behind, making it impossible to escape the pleasure.

The glans and cervix tightly press together, delivering a large amount of semen into the already full uterus.

Then, the semen that could no longer fit inside the uterus came out through the gaps in the vagina.

The first time I had received semen in either my previous or present life, my inexperienced and immature uterus was stained with a milky white liquid.

Although it was already slightly moistened with love juice, it felt as if it was dry.

The thick semen activates my uterus, which has never known a man, and I tremble with pleasure for the first time.　

It was like a seeping, satisfying pleasure, a different kind of pleasure.

His cock twitches periodically, and each time it does so, semen is forcefully spurted out.

An incredible amount of semen was ejaculated, staining the uterus, cervix, cervical opening, vagina, and vaginal walls, and overflowing from the vaginal opening.

The heat and mass are so overwhelming that it makes me tremble with intense pleasure and I can't stop.

"Huh, mmm... aaahhh...!"

I came again.

It seems that setting the maximum value for both the body and soul has an unimaginable effect.

"Ha, hmm... haa... haa..."

Breathing heavily, I looked down at my crotch and saw a light pink liquid.

This must be a mixture of blood and semen from the hymen breaking.

When I imagine this passing through my body and coming out, a vivid sense of reality wells up inside me.

But, well, it felt good, so I guess it's okay.

Hmm? The cock inside my vagina is getting bigger.

Could this really be... a resurrection?

Even though I am a former man, it's hard to believe, but Trust might have a strong sex drive.

Well, he's the main character of an erotic game.

"Can you teach me something even more pleasurable, Trust-sama?"

"……ah"

We're not like-minded people.

Those who are imprisoned and those who do so.

There is not even a trace of love involved.

A place where only fear, violence, and despair prevail.

But I accepted it.

Of course, everyone wants to live in hope.

You work hard towards a goal that is worthy of praise, and you have colleagues who will support you.

If you can achieve your goals and live your life in the light, it will be a fulfilling life.

I want to live in such a world, talking about my dreams.

But not everyone can get it.

We are forced to give up on our dreams, we don't get anything we want, but we still have to live.

Even though Trust was more talented and powerful than most people, it didn't work out for him.

It's something that only a limited number of people can get their hands on.

But... what about those who don't get it?

No matter how hard you try, they run away.

Just when you thought you had it, it was empty.

Suddenly it's in someone else's hands.

...Then just pretend you don't see it.

Just ignore reality and mask all the things you don't like.

--But even if... he could stand up once more, I'm sure he would become even stronger.

Even if such a future never comes...

"I'll stay with you until then."

"...What?"

"No, it's nothing. More importantly, please teach me about pleasure... ngh... ahh..."　

Such depraved thoughts were drowned out by the next pleasure.

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"...Did it feel good?"

Since then, I've had a fierce relationship with Trust.

I climaxed many times and he also ejaculated many times.

We tried various positions and each time I climaxed.

There have been times when I was raped to the point of passing out, only to be forced to wake up by having healing magic cast on me.

Then, after getting tired and falling asleep, he wake me up and we have sex again.

When I get hungry, I eat the food that Trust brought me, and when I am full, we have sex again.

I lead a truly self-indulgent and useless life.

To begin with, I don't even know what time it is, or whether it's day or night.

I don't know how many hours...or even how many days have passed since I came to this room.

What's going on outside, what's happened to the world?

What about demons? What about humans? What about war?

I am in an environment where it is impossible to know anything.

Still, well... I guess it's okay.

In my previous world there was a word called NEET, and now I understand how those kinds of people felt.

It's okay to escape from the troublesome and unpleasant reality and just do things that make you feel good.

What can I say...the ultimate string?

I do think that confinement and being tied up shouldn't be equated, but once you accept it, they're similar.

"Ohh~, that felt good~"

With that said, I leaned my body sideways onto Trust's shoulder.

It's what someone who falls asleep on the train does to the person next to them.

By the way, when we changed positions, he untied me from the chains that were connecting me to the bed.

Naturally, it seems I am not trusted that much yet, so I still has my. handcuffs and leg irons on.

"Let's stay like this until the end of the world, okay, Trust-sama?"

"...That's true."

I don't know how long this lifestyle will continue.

But I think this isn't so bad either.

On this day...I realized that I was a more self-indulgent person than I thought.

Eroge-style IF Route branching conditions:

✓ Complete the Main Route.

After clearing the main route, additional options are added along the way, and the route will branch if all of the following are met:

✓ "Player got tired and fell asleep on the day she was able to move freely at Nerisford."

✓ "Player didn't have a physical relationship with Trust within a certain time."

✓ "Player didn't go to Trust's room at night even once during the period."

✓ "Player didn't listen to Trust's troubles."

etc.