+18 IF Route: Chapter 10: We'll Always Be Together ♀

At night, I was alone, closing my eyes and trying to sleep.

The place I'm currently in is a fairly high-ranking inn.

The reason why I'm here is because I need to remember today's battle.

The battle with the Demon King's army ended in a miraculous victory.

A group of ordinary people mixed together was able to win against an army of demons of that scale.

It's miraculous in the truest sense.

I guess this is what Trust means by a Hero who gives courage.

Since there were many ordinary people there, Trust and I also returned.

Trust was naturally welcomed and treated like a total Hero.

Even I'm being called a Saint.

After returning to the city, a modest feast was held.

Originally, the only people remaining in the city, excluding those who were unable to escape in time, were those who stayed voluntarily.

Soldiers who sacrificed their lives to protect their homeland from demons.

The knights followed their own beliefs and tried to protect the city to the very end.

It is not uncommon for people to choose to die in their hometown.

That is why even ordinary people were able to participate in the fighting and maintain high morale.

Hearing these good stories, I felt a cold feeling somewhere.

They express their gratitude and respect us, but what about before?

They took it for granted that Hero would fight, and would complain if he didn't suit their convenience.

However, when a situation like this occurs, they turn their backs on him.

In the end, whether we are a Hero or a Saint, we have to be someone convenient for them.

...Honestly, I hated myself for thinking like this.

How did I become such a twisted person?

Isn't this a moment to praise them for mustering up their courage and fighting instead of running away?

That's what I thought, but my heart wouldn't allow it.

The dirty parts obscure my vision, making it impossible for me to be happy.

I tend to only notice the bad things about others, as if I'm nitpicking.

Is this what they call a misanthrope?

Come to think of it, maybe I've never really liked people that much.

I am a weak-minded person who has become distrustful of people just from playing a cuckold game.

Incidentally, the cause of death in my previous life was murder due to a misunderstanding.

If I close my eyes and remember... I can remember the feeling of a blade piercing my body.

It's not a quick feeling like in a game, but even the pain of it hitting my bones.

I've never thought anything of it before, but it's really scary.

Other people are scary. There are only a few people I can trust.

"..."

Suddenly, the idea of Trust came to mind.

Ever since I fought the Vampire Princess, I've been feeling dazed when I think about him.

It's too late now, so I won't lie to myself, but I like Trust.

I can say with certainty that I like him as a member of the opposite sex.

I think I still have the pride of being a former man.

But that time of confinement made me acutely aware of the fact that I was a woman.

I have experienced firsthand what it means to be a woman.

But I don't like men, I like Trust.

Even now, I don't want to be raped by a bastard.

If it was anyone other than him I would reject them and would probably find it disgusting.

And yet I fell in love with him so much, you never know what will happen in life.

The Trust now has a new goal.

This has enabled him to face the harsh reality.

Even today, he fought many demons and led people to victory.

...Honestly, it's really cool.

When it was a game, if you just look at the battle scenes, it was just one of many works, and games where you fight monsters and demons were common in my previous life, so I wasn't particularly interested in it.

But if this becomes a reality, that's a different story.

After all, the enemy attacks in armies.

Each one of them is trying to kill you, using weapons and magic.

Of course it's scary.

He points his sword at the being who could be called the symbol of fear and dashes past them.

He shows his courage by fighting a large army all by himself.

This would be an exciting development for any man.

In that sense, there may be a part of me that is in love as a woman and a part of me that is in love as a man.

Of course, I can fight demons too.

God has given me the strength to fight, and also given me weapons to turn my emotions into power.

But I can't fight alone.

I can fight because I have him...my Trust by my side.

".....ghh...."

I'm starting to feel a bit naughty.

Just thinking about Trust makes me feel this way, I guess I've reached my peak.

Well, we had sex every day, so I guess it can't be helped.

Come to think of it, it's been a while since we have had sex at night...well, I don't know if it was night, but at a time when I feel sleepy.

At times we would do it for more than half a day, maybe even the whole day.

Maybe I'll try sneaking into his room at night...

Trust must know that I have a fairly strong sex drive.

And I think he likes me enough that he wants to respond when I ask him.

He must like me quite a bit, considering he was holding me captive.

He said he wanted to see a tomorrow with me.

In fact, why are we in different rooms in the first place?

Well, normally men and women would have separate rooms.

It seems like they can tell from the atmosphere whether a man and a woman have a deep relationship.

Or are they trying to say that a Saint wouldn't do something vulgar like sex?

Unfortunately, the Saint is a lewd girl who loves sex.

...Why am I being so confrontational?

Oh well, I'll sneak into Trust's room and try to sleep with him.

"Trust-sama ....."

"……yeah?"　

Hearing that, I opened my eyes and saw Trust's face right in front of me.

"..."

Our eyes cross and my thoughts become confused.

I don't know why the person I'm planning to sneak into at night is in my room.

Or rather, how did he get into the room?

I don't think I heard anything like that... but it's possible that I missed it because I was engrossed in my thoughts.

Even if that's the case, why is Trust here?

"Are you still awake?"

"Ah, yes. I couldn't sleep."

"I see. Well, it's usually the time you'd be awake."

Is that so?

I had no sense of time in the room where I was held captive, so I had no idea what kind of lifestyle I was living.

That's it. Judging from the flow of the conversation, I must have been a night owl.

"Filia"

"Wh-what is it?"

I was a little surprised when he called me in such a serious tone.

I know what Trust is thinking...

I don't know exactly what he's thinking, but it seems like he's thinking about me.

"You looked anxious before you went to sleep, right? That's why I wanted to talk to you."

...I don't know what to say, but I can't compete with him.

He was pretty insensitive when it was a game, but now he can understand people to this extent.

However, a lot has happened since then.

My Trust is growing, and most importantly, he has had the experience of having someone he cares about stolen from him.

It wouldn't be strange if he was quick to sense the change in me.

But... I'm still happy that he is worried about me.

"When I saw your face, it disappeared, Trust-sama."

In fact, that was the case.

I've thought about a lot of things, but in the end, I guess that's just the kind of person I am.

I prefer to think about the person I love and move forward in a straight line.

Perhaps understanding my feelings, Trust spoke up.

"I see. Well then... I came to have sex with Filia."

It seems he thought it was okay now, so he changed things in that direction.

If so, I'll answer like this.

"Yes, as always, make me your woman."

I no longer felt embarrassed to say such things.

I was a man in my previous life, but I've changed a lot.

As I was told on the first day of my confinement, maybe my body has been taken away by him.

Well, he has been stealing my heart too lately.

"..."

No more words are needed.

As I took off my clothes... my body was already ready.

My vagina is moist and begging for him to enter as soon as possible.

"It's fine now, so can you put it in already?"

"Is it really okay?"

He was wondering whether to caress me or not, but when Trust saw the opening of my vagina, he pulled out his penis.

He seemed to be quite excited, as his penis was already erect and his glans was swollen.

With practiced hands, he brings his penis to the opening of my vagina.

"Hmm..."

My whole body was melting as well, and my vagina in particular was overflowing with pleasure just from the touch of his cock.

His cock was boiling hot and even bigger than average.

However, the inside of my vagina was already sufficiently moist, and the vagina, which had been specially designed for Trust, opened its opening and easily swallowed it.

"Ahhh.... Hmm...."

Just the insertion made my hips jump.　

This seems to be the same with Trust, as the vaginal wall on the abdominal side is stimulated and twitches.

His cock was extremely hard, and the mass and size felt amazing inside my vagina.

Just the feeling of that thick thing being twisted and rubbed in makes my spine shiver with pleasure.

And…….　

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!?"

The moment his cock kissed my cervix, I climaxed.

Normally, this level of stimulation wouldn't make me climax, but the feeling inside my vagina made me understand why I had climaxed.

"Hmm... hmm..."

I was creampied.

Through repeated training, my body has become so sensitive that I can reach orgasm just by having vaginal ejaculation.

So the shock of ejaculating reflexively made me climax.

Highly viscous semen spurts out and fills my uterus.

The amount exceeds the average for a man, and no matter how many times he ejaculates, the quality never deteriorates.

From previous sexual encounters, I knew that this tendency was particularly strong when Trust was excited.

So when it comes to sex with Trust, premature or delayed ejaculation is a trivial matter.

In fact, I think I'm amazing because I can satisfy a man the moment he insert himself.

"Ah ah ah... mmm..."

The cock began to gouge into my vagina, spewing semen from its glans.

It felt like a semen-squirting faucet was being inserted into me, and it was a strange sensation of semen hitting my flesh and hitting it.

Having a lover with a high libido may be difficult, but it's a good thing for me.

Because it feels so good.

"Ahhh... Ahh..."

The mixture of semen and love juice fills the vagina.

The cock is pushed into it again and again, making a mess.

Semen overflows from the vaginal opening like a pump, staining the joint.

But it still won't stop. I don't want to stop.

"Hmm... Ah... Hmm..."

I also move my hips.

Move my body in a way that brings out each other's pleasure and hits the spot that feels good to both of us.

It's missionary position, which is a very common position, and it's difficult to move because I am being held so tightly.

However, I still want him to feel good, so I put my strength into my hips and move the inside of my vagina.

"Huh... Ah..."

Of course, it's a double-edged sword.

If I press and move the inside of my vagina, I find that more areas are sensitive.

Although I no longer feels pain from Trust's thick, hard cock, my pleasure level has been fully developed.

"Ughh..."

The impact of the glans digging into my uterus caused a haze to form in my brain.

My vision was flickering and blinking, and my second climax was quickly approaching.

"Ahhh...ahhh...ahhh..."

Trust is not the kind of person who wouldn't notice my condition.

Perhaps realizing that Icwas close to climax, he thrust his penis deep inside me and poked my uterus.

The movement causes a clear flicker in my field of vision.

"Aggghhhh....Ah ah ah...!"

The pleasure is so intense that it makes my fingers and toes go numb.

However, I instinctively tightened my embrace and wrapped my legs around Trust's waist.

"Ngyuu..."

The adhesion becomes stronger, and the penis digging into the uterus is maintained at a deeper position.

In this state, even if it is Trust, he probably won't be able to pull out.

I wasn't really thinking about it, but the feeling of wanting to orgasm by receiving ejaculation inside my uterus was deeply engraved in my body.

That moment came when the penis slipped out halfway into my vagina and then thrust back in forcefully.

"I'm cumming...!"

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!?"

The head of the penis sank firmly into the cervix, and semen was expelled.

My vision suddenly flashes and my mind goes completely blank.

His breathing stopped for just a moment, and he became stiff as if he had been stabbed with a spear.

"Aaaaaahhhh--!"

Even though it was the second time, it was as if the thick, viscous semen was still entering my uterus.

The semen that had already entered the uterus swells it to capacity and then comes out, replacing the old semen with new.

The semen that came out through the gap spurted out in a circular shape.

"Ahh... Ahh..."

Normally, this would have continued into the second and third rounds, but Trust pulled out his penis.

Well, unlike when I was imprisoned, we still have things to do tomorrow.

So it's not like we can just have sex all the time.

"Haa... haa..."

As the feeling of climax gradually subsides, I takes deep breaths repeatedly.

It felt good.

It really feels good, no lie.

I can forget about the bad things.

As I was thinking about this, Trust said with a serious look.

"Filia, if you have any worries, just stay by my side."

Those words resonated with me.

...I feel a bit strange.

I think I was saying something similar to Trust a while ago.

But, well... I guess everyone feels anxious sometimes.

"...I have done many terrible things to you. I could never atone for them even if I spent my entire life doing so."

"Trust-sama, that was consensual, so it doesn't count as a terrible thing."

"But I still want to make amends. If the person I love is struggling, I want to help them."

I get embarrassed when someone tells me they like me to my face.

And I'm really happy about Trust's feelings.

It makes me feel like the life I've lived up to now is being affirmed.

He made a lot of mistakes, but Trust changed everything in an instant.

He is trying to actually embody the words "turn everything upside down."

"So Filia, please don't forgive me."

"...Don't ....forgive you?"

"Yeah, I can't do it without you by my side. That's why I want something like a connection."

A connection, huh...?

Certainly, the act of confinement is unacceptable.

It was because I allowed that that strange relationship continued.

From now on, we have to take a different path from that kind of relationship.

At least, as long as he keep fighting.

"No Trust-sama, I'll forgive you after all."

"..."

Still, I can't blame Trust.

I know it's a little late now, but I want the person I love to stay beautiful.

He was finally able to walk in a place where he could see the sunlight.

Forgiveness is not the right word for such a person.

"Please ask instead."

I took a deep breath.

One reason is that the sex just before was intense, but my heart is pounding.

"Trust-sama, please be my lover."

Yes, a confession.

We've made so many mistakes that our thinking is going haywire.

If you're looking for a connection, it would normally be with a lover, right?

"With pleasure."

The answer was immediate.

It was as if he nodded without thinking.

Apparently he had no idea he'd be confessed to. But then he snapped out of it.

"N-no... wait! Are you sure you want someone like me?"

"Why do you think so, anyway?"

"I did terrible things to you..."

"I've already forgiven you for that, haven't I?"

"But..."

"Are you not happy with me, Trust-sama?"

I'm sure Trust can't forgive himself.

There must have been a reason why I was imprisoned.

I can only speculate as to the reason, but I can roughly guess.

I said I'd allow it.

Still, I don't think it's easy to forget what I've done.

"That can't be. I want to be Filia's lover."

"Then that's fine."

From my perspective, I am confessing to someone who was originally the same gender.

A normal person would point fingers at me and call me crazy.

So it took a lot of courage for me to confess.

"...That's right. Thank you. I'll do my best for the future. So please be by my side and watch over me."

"Yes. We'll be together forever."

With that, we pressed our lips together and shared a normal kiss.

I made a lot of mistakes.

I continued on the wrong path.

Still, I walk the path to tomorrow with Trust.

No matter how strict it is, I can't make a mistake next to this person.

Even the toughest roads can be walked with joy.

...The world that I saw then seemed just a little brighter.