+18 IF Route 2: Chapter 1: Still, She's Not Finished ♀

"……"

I heard someone crying in silence.

Tears that hide the sadness, as if afraid of being seen by others.

I've heard that sentiment somewhere before.

Where was that... My thoughts become hazy and my thoughts drift away.

It's as if my mind is floating and about to disappear.

But that won't do.

For some reason, I think so.

--I can't.

I heard someone's voice from far away.

The voice was so distant it was hazy.

But those meaningful words seem to awaken the power that had ended.

--It can't end here.

...Yeah, that's what I thought.

I came to this world because I wanted to save Trust and make him happy.

And then we were united.

The day I arrived in Nerisford, I was so exhausted that I fell asleep.

Just as God had said, the Demon King's army's fierce attack was extraordinary, and although Trust and I managed to escape the city with our lives, the demons' pursuit continued unabated.

That continued right up until we almost reached Nerisford.

The next day, a monster appears in a nearby village and I defeat it together with Trust.

That night... I hadn't noticed the day before because I was tired, but I started to worry about Trust, so I went to his room.

Trust was in deep despair, having had his heroines stolen from him.

Of course.

He was betrayed by the girls he trusted with all his heart, was verbally abused, and was almost killed.

It's not surprising that he has become so locked up that he can't trust anyone.

So I dedicated my first time to Trust.

I've come to the realization that must have been the reason why I came to this world in the form of a girl.

From then on, we have sex almost every day, and to be honest, it felt really good.

Trust was gradually regaining his strength...and then that happened.

"...Something like that?"

What was that it?

If I organize my memories of what happened before and after, the Demon King's army should have begun their invasion.

At that moment――

……my head once again felt like it was floating away and about to dissipate.

Something happened.

Even if I can't remember, I know.

Even if I can't remember, I can't give up now.

Yes, it can't end here.

--That's not enough!

"……?"

With a strong will, I opened my eyes and found myself looking down at Trust.

The view is located above Trust's waist.

Well, I was feeling kind of cool, but maybe we were having sex and just climaxing?

Wow...that's so embarrassing.

If you think about it, the feeling of my head going foggy or floating is a climax sensation.

That's it. I must have climaxed so deeply that I lost consciousness.

I was so embarrassed that I tried to turn my face away, but then...I saw it.

"Trust-sama, are you crying?"

A woman should not see a man's tears.

However, the current Trust is not on that level.

He looked as if he might die at any moment.

"Filia...? Hmm?!"

Without further ado, I covered Trust's mouth with my mouth.

I don't know why he's in so much pain.

It's easy to hear.

I thought that if he had told me he loved me after we'd been together many times, he would tell me right away, but I realized that it was something I shouldn't ask.

So, although it's not the usual, I kiss him with the idea of ​​doing something naughty to ease his mind a little.

"Mmm...slurp..."

To be honest, I'm not as good a kisser as Trust.

But if I do that much kissing every day, I'll definitely improve a little.

And if he is able to take back the control of this, I can feel relieved that he has regained some of his strength.

"Mmph... slurp... mmph..."

Trust immediately inserts his tongue and devours my mouth violently.

There was a time when I suggested it and he raped me violently.

Just like back then...no, it's needed even more now.

"Mmmm... not enough... mmm..."

I don't know why Trust is asking for so much.

But I knew my Trust was damaged.

So I'll accept him kindly.

Even if the world becomes his enemy, I will remain on Trust's side.

"Slurp... mmm... mmm..."

I drink the mixed saliva without any resistance, and my body starts to feel warm.

Perhaps it's a sense of mission.

The floating feeling I had felt before the kiss...no, something similar to a sense of emptiness, began to fade.

That's right.

It's similar to the depressed state I felt after seeing this world when it was a game before I came to this world.

I feel so depressed that I don't feel hungry and I gradually become malnourished.

Those feelings are blown away.

"Phew…"

After being sucked hard and relentlessly desired, I was released.

And then he hugged me tightly.

"Filia! Filia! Filia..."

Our are so close together that it feels as if our bodies will melt and mingle.

It's the love potion's fault, and the irresistible physical compatibility that this body generates.

The places where Trust touched me were tingling with pleasure and my body was trembling.

I don't dislike this feeling.

"The difficult part is... well, let's do something naughty and forget about it."

I said this while stroking Trust's head with my hand and gesturing to him to do what we both wanted.

Trust then did as he was told, took out his penis, lined it up with the opening of my vagina, and inserted it.

"Ahhh...!"

I was shocked.

No, it had always felt really good to be penetrated by a cock, but this brought a different kind of pleasure.

It was as if my entire lower body was trembling with pleasure.

"Ahhh... Ahh... Mmm..."

The cock soon begins to slosh and make its way inside my vagina.

I was already wet and ready to go, and it easily accepted the cock.

"Mmmmm... ahhh... ahhh...!"

At this point, I start to think that it's face-to-face sitting position.

Still, it feels good...

I didn't want to be trapped in pleasure while Trust was suffering, but perhaps because my body was warming up, my vague consciousness began to become clearer.

"Hmm... mmm... mmm..."

So I will move forward from here too.

I move my lower body to make Trust feel good.

At the same time, I try to apply force while being aware of the feeling of stretching and contracting inside my vagina, something I've recently discovered.

"Ugh..."

Such a voice escaped from Trust's mouth.

Apparently it's working.

Naturally, it's a double-edged sword, so the glans of his penis is also scratching my erogenous zones.

Every time that happens, I get chills.

"Haa haa... hhkyuu... ahh!"

He then reaches the depths, making me climax many times, and then his glans penetrates into the spot where he ejaculated inside me.

My vision begins to flicker along with a oozing sensation.

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!"

I quickly reached a mild climax.

"Hmmm....Ahhh..."

Of course, it didn't end there, and Trust continued to dig into my vagina while I was climaxing.

It feels so good that it makes my toes twitch.

The vaginal walls and uterus pulsate, increasing the tingling sensation.

I only had a light orgasm, but it still wasn't enough.

I want to reach a deep climax at the same time as he ejaculate, just like always.

"Ahhh... mmm...!"

Although it was light, it rubbed against my erogenous zones, which had become sensitive due to my climax, while gently poking my cervix.

Love juices are gushing out of my vagina and uterus, and I am incredibly excited.

The same was true for Trust, and the cock attacking my vagina was hot and swollen.

I'm sure he'll ejaculate soon.

I can tell by feeling.

"Filia, I'm going to cum!"

"Ahh... ngh... come, ahhh... please...!"

He then hug me tightly.

Naturally, I hugged his back and our skin was pressed together.

Immediately afterwards, hot, boiling semen is poured into me.

"Mmmmmmmmm~~~~~~~~~~~~~!"

This time, my vision began to flash violently and my mind went completely blank

However, I heard a buzzing and thumping sound coming from deep inside my body, and felt a deep sense of pleasure.

This time in particular, I felt the sensation of gulping down the semen being spurted out from the glans that was embedded in the cervix.

It just fills me with a good feeling...it just makes me feel energized.

"Hyaaah... mmmmm..."

His embrace weakened slightly due to the intense pleasure of his climax, but he pressed his penis hard against my uterus as if to say he wouldn't let me escape.

After being subjected to such torture, I lost all sense of reason and put more strength into my hips, pressing closer to him.

"Haa... haa... haa..."

His cock bounces repeatedly, and I realize that Trust feels good too.

This gives me an indescribable sense of satisfaction.

And then, every last drop was spat out.

"...Filia"

Before I knew it, Trust was calling my name.

My breathing is still not regulated and I stare blankly.

"Thank you. I'm fine now, so you can sleep in peace."

"Huh...?"

Huh? Is that the end?

Isn't that a bit mean?

I, Filia, have had sex with Trust many times.

Not only is the frequency high, but the amount of intercourse that takes place each time is probably quite intense.

I'm not satisfied with just climaxing once or twice.

That's the kind of body I ended up with.

So, just one ejaculation isn't enough.

The same should be true for Trust.

After all, Trust has such a strong sex drive that he can easily ejaculate three or four times.

It's unclear how many times this has happened, but even though he's the same man, but it's hard to believe he's the same species as my former self.

There's no way that this will be a one-time thing today.

It wasn't really something to complain about, but just when I was thinking about trying to tempt him...

"--I will definitely avenge you!"

…….

………….

……………………ehh?

Avange?

What does that mean---...?

"...!"

Ah...I see...

I realized why I felt like I was floating.

That's... right.

--Because I died in that battle.

Life at Nerisford was good.

Saying this makes me feel really awkward as a former man, but Trust is cool and kind.

Sex feels good and I feel valued.

I learned that being liked and cherished by someone makes me feel...warm.

In this way, I defeated monsters, helped people in trouble, and people started calling me a Saint, and my days were fulfilling.

Trust was also mentally unstable at first, but he gradually became more stable.

If I had to say, he was relying on me a bit, but it can't be helped after what happened.

I gladly accepted his feelings.

However, that lifestyle did not last long.

This is because the Demon King's army has begun its invasion.

To be honest, the Demon King's army's invasion was extraordinary.

Trust fought like a man of a thousand army, but the enemies were not so easy to defeat that he could do it alone.

I was always there to help out, but little by little I was forced to take a step back.

...Or rather, the enemy was incredibly cunning and clever.

The Demon King's army moves as if they know our plan.

How will we advance, how will reinforcements arrive, and what traps will we set?

All of these measures were predicted by them.

In such an impossible situation, I died.

I even think I might be trying to be a little too cool.

I must have died in such dire circumstances that I didn't even realize I was dead.

I don't remember exactly, but it looks like this.

Maybe this is what they call a ghost.

"I was dead, wasn't I?"

"Sorry... I wish I was stronger!"

"That's not true. I told you I'd always be by your side, but I couldn't be with you..."

I said that to cheer up Trust.

But I couldn't be with him.

"Trust-sama, are you injured?"

If I remember correctly, he must have been in a very difficult position.

My memory is hazy around this point, but I think that's what happened.

"I'm fine. Filia, I'll do my best from now on so that you can feel at ease."

When I heard that, I felt like I had to find peace.

Trust says he's going through a very tough time right now, but he's determined to do his best.

It would be inappropriate for a woman to appear disguised as a ghost.

I wanted to be with him forever, but now that I am dead, there's nothing I can do about it.

……so regrettable.

I came to this world praying to God, but due to my lack of power I died without being able to do anything.

It can't end like this.

But I no longer have a body and can't do anything.

I think that instead of wandering around this world, I have no choice but to go to the next world...the place where God resides.

That's what I thought, but...

"……?"

Eh? Ummm?

So, I have the feeling that I'm dead.

I know that there's no other way but to find peace and ascend to my next destionation. But...

"Um, Trust-sama?"

"What?"

He answered in a trembling, yet gentle voice.

I do think it's extremely ridiculous to say something like this to someone who has made up their mind like that.

"How can one attain nirvana?"

Well, that's how it is.

Dead 

It is because of ghostly regrets that it has become what it is today.

But how can I attain nirvana?　

"……eh?"

Even Trust, the Hero, exclaimed in shock.

That's right. I can't help but say that.

Now I am like a dead girl who appears to comfort a depressed man.

It's hard to imagine such a turn of events where the person is unable to rest in peace.

Or rather, when I look at myself closely, I feel like I'm a little transparent.

I float against gravity.

However, for a ghost, I have solid legs, and can tap on the floor like normal.

Come to think of it, I've heard stories about European ghosts...ghosts having feet and making footsteps.

Maybe ghosts in this world have legs.

In the first place, even though the semen was ejaculated into my vagina, it didn't drip out.

Eh? If you ejaculate inside a ghost, does the semen disappear?

I feel like I've observed a phenomenon that I don't really understand.

Well, I'm just talking about myself.

"Filia, can I touch you?"

"Ah, yes."

When I held out my hand, Trust grabs it.

Maybe it's because I'm a ghost, but his hand feels warm.

...It seems a bit strange considering we had sex just before, but it feels like we're just touching each other normally.

I am like a ghost or a spirit?

Perhaps I am a spirit, but I feel like spirits are more on the side of humans.

"Can you hear your heartbeat?"

"Let's check."

I know this is strange coming from me, but how do you check your heartbeat?

Taking his pulse or something... well, in this case, that's what a girl would do.

I grabbed the back of Trust's head, my gaze became serious, and pressed him against my chest.

I'm much shorter than him in terms of height, but since I'm floating now, I can do it normally.

"..."

Trust is a little embarrassed.

Well, it'd be embarrassing if a girl hugged your head.

Being a former man, I understand how it feels.

So I took the opportunity to gently stroke his head.

I know this is a little late to say, but this is the role I like to play.

"How is it, Trust-sama?"

"...Sorry."

That means there was no heartbeat.

Well, since I don't have a physical body, I guess there's no way I could have heartbeat.

However, to my surprise, the shock was minimal.

What's even more painful is that Trust is saddened by my death.

But... I'm a little happy.

I know it's inappropriate to say this, but knowing that there are people who will be sad when I die makes me realize how important I am to them.

That's why it's painful, but I still feel a surge of joy.

So, and this is my true feeling, I hope that he will feel a little better.

I want to weave words that will cheer up Trust.

"I don't know what's going to happen next."

"Yeah……"

"But please let me stay by your side for a little while longer."

I know that if my body ends up like this, I'll be causing more trouble than ever before.

But still, I want to be with you.

I think this is my regret that is remaining in this world.

I'm so attached to his fate that it's cracking my soul.

An irresistible fate that threatens to make Trust unhappy.

I want to destroy at least that much.

In death and after death.

"Filia..."

"Is... is that not okay?"

To be honest, I was a little scared.

Currently, I am like a ghost, and he could even think of me as a monster.

I don't think Trust would think that way, but I can't shake the anxiety that arises.

"Of course not! In fact, I'm asking you to stay with me."

He said that and patted me on the head.

When he do this, all the anxiety I had just before the event just disappears.

That's the kind of person he is.

A kind and strong, yet weak person.

...I've decided.

Although I have become like this, I will stay in this world at least until Trust can be happy.

Even if it's impossible, I'll continue to say that in my heart.

--Death alone won't be enough to end me.

Because I became a ghost.

Is that the kind of feeling I had when I asked God to save Trust?

What was my reason in coming to this world?

No, I'm definitely going to save Trust.

No matter what hardships I face from now on, I will never let Trust be unhappy.

Even if I can't move my body anymore.

No matter how much blood flows.

No matter how much it hurts.

But at least the heart - the soul - will continue to exist.

That's what I vowed that day.

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Eroge-style IF Route 2 branching conditions

✓ Player have completed the Main Route and the IF Route.

After clearing the IF Route, additional options are added, and the Route will branch if all of the following conditions are met:

✓ "The conditions for the main route are not met,"

✓ "The conditions for the IF Route are not met,"

✓ "Player die in battle with the Demon King's army,"

etc.