+18 IF Route 2: Chapter 4: Thank You Handjob ♀

"Thank you for that time!"

A few days later, I was thanked by some strong warrior.

The location was Nerisford Square, which was quite large but packed with people.

It makes me think, "Wow, there were so many people in this city..."

Somehow, what Trust and city representatives were saying seems to be true.

At the very least, I was appreciated by soldiers, knights, mercenaries, and even commoners.

I wondered why even commoners were involved, leaving soldiers and knights aside, but they also had families, and above all, unlike Japan on Earth, rumors seem to be quite widespread.

If it weren't for the Saint, this city would have been destroyed by the Demon King's army by now.

This story was quite widespread, and everyone in the city seemed to believe it.

According to the city representative, it wasn't what was advertised.

However, he said he wanted to establish the name Holy Spirit as a symbol, and that he would move in that direction.

However, becauseI have little experience of being relied on by others, I feel very embarrassed.

"Thank you Holy Spirit-sama!"

It makes me realize how powerful rumors are, when even children say things like this.

The fact that my body is semi-transparent and I appear to be floating when I move adds to its credibility.

Not remembering how I helped my friends makes me feel a bit of a fraud.

But a symbol... in this case, would it be better to say an idol?

Maybe this is what idols are like.

The reason is that the city representative asked me to raise the morale of the entire city.

Specifically, he would like me to appear in front of people in the city on a regular basis and interact with them.

That just shows how noticeable this body is.

Apparently there are beings called spirits in this world, but they are only stories at the level of folklore or old tales, so I think it looks just right for propaganda purposes.

"Holy Spirit Onee-chan, is it true that a scary Demon King is coming to this town too?"

Oops, it seems like just covering it up with a polite smile won't do.

A small child, a girl holding a doll, looks anxious.

"Don't worry. Trust-sama and I will defeat that scary Demon King."

"That's right. Good luck, Holy Spirit Onee-chan!"

Hearing what I said, the girl said with a smile and left happily.

Hmmm... what is this feeling of guilt?

Of course, I have no intention of lying, but I feel like I'm deceiving an innocent child.

...Now I can't fight like I used to.

Did the effect wear off because I lost my kodachi, or because I died?

Fortunately, I can use magic, so I'd like to do something about it with that, but since I can't fight on the front lines, I'm still weaker than before.

I will have to do something about this.

The Demon King's army is strong.

Even though we had such a strong Trust and me there to fight on the front lines, we were still effectively defeated.

According to the city representative, military forces are gathering in this city, but it's unclear how much we can trust them.

As Trust said, I don't think demons are an opponent that can be defeated by sheer numbers.

This is a game-like way of thinking, but I don't think they would set up an enemy that could be dealt with without the intervention of Trust, the protagonist of the story.

At least they wouldn't let it turn out so boringly.

...It's not a game now, so no one knows that.

Either way, now that Trust has decided to fight the Demon King's army, things can't continue like this.

I didn't win last time, so there's no point in me winning now that I'm even weaker than last time.

I have to do something about that.

The problem is that right now, all I have left is magic.

I would like to train in this magic, but using magic makes it difficult to maintain my physical body.

To be precise, the Holy Spirit's body is made of magical energy, and is currently sustained by absorbing Trust's semen.

It seems that magical power can be recovered by eating, but even if I do nothing, it seems that magical power is constantly being consumed, so it is constantly decreasing.

The most efficient thing is Trust's semen, and if I get a few of it I will be able to get by to a certain extent.

If I didn't use magic, that would be more than enough to maintain my body.

In short, this body is made of MP.

Normal humans have HP, and when it reaches 0 they die.

However, my current body has no HP.

Instead, everything has to be covered by MP.

I don't even want to imagine what would happen if my MP reached 0.

...I can't live without semen, I guess I'm starting to feel like a succubus.

Since I am a ghost, it might be different from a succubus, but that's what it feels like.

Moreover, absorbing semen makes me feel like I'm really alive.

Trust also desperately wants me every night... but, well, it feels good, doesn't it?

It feels good, but it makes me feel a little lewd, like I've become a lewd being.

I mean, I was a man after all.

But... I can also understand Trust's feelings.

When I regained consciousness, Trust had holed himself up in a room at the inn.

Of course.

Trust was betrayed by the heroines he loved, and then he lost me in the battle with the Demon King's army.

There's no way he can endure this.

If I don't come back at that time, he would probably become a recluse.

How happy would you be if a person you thought was dead came back to life?

I've never lost a loved one to death, so I can't truly understand.

Even so, I know how happy it is.

By the way, Trust and I have a relationship where we even have sex.

I'm not saying that physical relationships are everything, but I think it's normal for men to be a little obsessed.

At the very least, he must like me that much.

And after interacting with him over the past few days, I understand that this is not an illusion.

Trust is definitely my favorite.

I knew that before I got this body, but the circumstances are different now.

How should I put it...the way he sought me was extraordinary.

It's not that sex has become rough or anything like that, but it's something that is strongly desired.

Tenacious yet relentless.

It's a sinister and sticky accusation, as if to say that this man is my master.

This includes not only sexual but also psychological things.

Maybe it's because I've become a spiritual being that my sensitivity to these things has increased.

I don't know if Trust has always wanted me this much, or if it's something he's wanted since I got this body.

But I think I'll accept that feeling.

I didn't understand it when I first came to this world, but now I do.

Trust needs someone to be there for him.

And I hope that it would be me if possible.

I was originally a man... I wonder if everything goes to waste when a person dies twice?

Oh well. I've made up my mind, so there's nothing I can do about it.

Ugh... thinking about such things has made me feel horny.

But there is still time before the exchange greeting ends.

Gradually, my heart and my expression became separated, and I felt as if I was wearing a smiling mask.

I feel like I've become a popular idol.

I can't sing and dance though.

"Filia and I will definitely defeat the Demon King!"

Trust is also participating in this exchange.

As a Hero, he seems to be used to this sort of thing, and looks very good.

If you're promoting the Holy Spirit, it's better to promote it together with the hero.

If this were an idol group, I think a group of guy and girl would be weird.

However, in this city, it's more convenient for the Hero and the Holy Spirit to be together.

There are circumstances that are different from those of idols.

"Holy Spirit-sama!"

...Well, that was how I made my debut as the Holy Spirit.

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"Phew…"

Right now, I was resting in a room at the inn.

I was originally distrustful of people due to the influence of NTR games, so naturally I'm not very sociable.

So interacting with strangers was very tiring.

Physically...I'm not sure because my body is the Holy Spirit, but mentally it's pretty tough.

"Are you okay?"

There is also Trust that worries about me.

In fact, since becoming the Holy Spirit, we have always lived in the same room.

The reason is...right?

Even if it's not every day, I still have to suck semen regularly.

Well, I think I was like this even before I became the Holy Spirit.

"Thank you for your concern."

Trust always looks out for me.

This is especially evident since I became the Holy Spirit, and he may know more about me than I do.

After all, even if he feel that I am a little thinner, he start to worry.

Yesterday he asked me with a serious face if I wanted to have sex in the middle of the day.

However, it's hard to refuse because his ejaculation makes me feel better.

Trust himself is extremely serious, so I don't think he has any ulterior motives...well, he's a man, so there's probably a little bit, but there's no doubt that he's worried about my health.

"More importantly, aren't you pushing yourself too hard, Trust-sama?"

However, it seems that this Trust is also being stretched.

He's been ejaculating a lot every day for a while now, but he's an extraordinary hero, so I'm not worried about that, but it's more of a mental aspect.

That's because ever since then, Trust has been tormenting me under the guise of training.

Even today, after interacting with people, he did a lot of training.

I also helped out a little.

It's true that I lost my swordsmanship and other skills, but I didn't lose my physical athletic ability.

In the first place, as a Holy Spirit, I am now a spiritual body and am not affected by gravity.

So simply running or floating around won't cause any trouble for the Trust.

This means that you can do exercises that build basic physical strength, such as marathon running, together.

"I'm sorry for worrying you. But I don't think we can defeat the Demon King unless we do this much."

"……I agree"

I think that's right.

What Trust is saying is not wrong.

If things continue as they are, we will lose to the Demon King again.

The Demon King's army is highly trained and possesses great military power and intelligence.

To defeat them, we will need either a brilliant plan or overwhelming military force.

However, if such things were easily available, it wouldn't be such a hassle.

In the end, the only way to come up with good ideas is to work hard every day.

"By the way, there was something I wanted to give to Filia."

Perhaps wanting to change the topic, Trust took out a book from his luggage.

The books of this world are worth much more than those of Earth.

One reason may simply be that bookbinding technology is immature, but I also think that another reason is that scientific development has been slow due to the influence of magic.

Even so, I liked this game, so I'm familiar with that setting.

Well, it's been a while since I played it, so my memory is a bit hazy.

"Thank you. Um... is it a magic book?"

It looks like a pretty thick book.

There were about five thick of normal books.

There's a lot of stuff and it takes up a lot of space.

"I was hesitant to give a book as a gift to a girl, but I thought Filia would prefer practical things."

Well, Trust is right.

Even though I look like a girl, I was originally a man inside, so there's nothing I can do about it.

To be honest, I don't get excited when I receive gifts like jewelry, accessories, or clothes.

This is similar to perceptions of previous dates and food preferences.

"I think it might be better to be a little more feminine."

Since I was violated every night even before I became a Holy Spirit, she no longer cares about the fact that she was a man in life.

Of course, I am often shocked by the differences between men and women, but this is also the path I have chosen.

I decided to come to this world, drink the love potion, and be embraced by Trust.

"Oh, please don't get the wrong idea, the reason I gave you the magic book was--"

"Yes, I'm glad that you noticed, Trust-sama."

As I said this, a smile filled with affection, different from the one I had during the day, naturally spilled out of my face.

Although he ended up interrupted, Trust must have realized that it seemed like I was trying to get at him.

Certainly, handing a magic book to someone who has lost their fighting ability could be taken as saying that they are useless.

However, I know that he's not the type of person who would take such a dig at me.

"I'll be sure to read this book carefully."

"Yes, if Filia is happy, then I'm happy too. It was worth choosing."

The fact that he says things like this right to the person's face is what makes him the protagonist of an erotic game.

I feel embarrassed, or maybe just ashamed, and my heart is uneasy.

Well, I can understand his feelings without he having to say them, but it makes me even happier when he actually say it.

Above all, someone is taking me seriously.

There's no way I wouldn't be happy.

...I still hate heroines who betray a person who can care about others like this.

I saw their reason when I was playing the game, but I still can't accept it.

Even though they had shared the good times and the bad and even had sex for a long time, did they feel nothing?

Or perhaps they were demon-like beings who couldn't understand human hearts from the start.

Especially that woman, Luries.

She acted like a reliable older sister, but then betrayed him like that.

As a former man, and no, even as a woman, I cannot forgive her.

What a bitc――

"Filia?"

"What is it?"

Trust's voice instantly widens my narrowed vision.

I was thinking, and even felt something close to murderous intent, so I was a little taken aback.

"You are getting a little thin. I'm going to do it now, is that okay?"

I look at myself as I am told.

I can see my slender body and large breasts, but I'm not sure where the parts he meant are.　

However, since Trust says so, it must be true.

To begin with, I was mentally exhausted from socializing today, so it's understandable that I was spending so much.

However...

"Trust-sama, can I have you make love to me today instead of just me sucking your semen?"

"Um..."

He looked at me as if he didn't know the difference.

Well, the expression is different, but the action is the same.

I am aware that I said something that was difficult to understand.

That being said, this is just a matter of feeling.

Even though it's necessary, the idea that even a Trust can become a machine that squeezes out semen for me...huh? Isn't that a little exciting?

In any case, mood and atmosphere are important for a man's sexual desire as well.

"That's right... Although the idea of ​​indulging in sexual relations out of obligation is appealing, I thought it would be good to occasionally pursue pleasure..."

"What?" he whispered, wiggling his hips a little.

First of all, I can feel that sex is not something that Trust requires.

However, sometimes change is necessary.

And right now I felt like forgetting about all the bad things.

I like feeling good.

As a former man, I still have some resistance to being raped by another man.

However, now that I've experienced the feeling of having a penis inserted into my vagina and my uterus thrust into orgasm, I'm so addicted that I can't easily quit.

Even now that I've become a Holy Spirit, the body created by God is compatible with Trust, and I'm not a good enough human being to not be trapped by pleasure.

"So...why don't we have sex as a thank you for the gift?"

These words are also true.

I want to forget the unpleasant things, but I don't want to talk about them.

It's not strange to want to have sex in a positive mood, if possible.

Well, I suppose it's tempting to have sex with someone to comfort you when you're feeling down.

"...I understand. However, it seems like that was the purpose of giving it to me as a gift."

Trust nodded so obediently.

I'm sure he knew that too, and so he went along with it.

I think we've deepened our relationship enough to understand that.

"Oh, is that not the case?"

"...I wonder."

We chat and prepare for sex.

Specifically, I take off my clothes slowly, but shyly.

It's nice for him to take off my clothes, but it's also nice to see a girl take them off herself.

Men are selfish and greedy when it comes to sex.

If I were a real woman, I might not have known about those subtle lewdnesses, but men are quite sensitive creatures.

Big breasts, small breasts, thighs, maid uniforms, nurse uniforms, etc.

There is no limit to how much sexual preference you can have.

Thinking about the Earth of my previous life... Japan, I'm sure women hated such filthy thoughts.

Well, basically sexual preferences are kind of perverted, so it can't be helped.

Those who aren't interested can't understand it, even if they're both men.

But I am someone who understands such things.

As long as you're not a ryona or a cannibal with a perverse fetish, it has the specs to be acceptable to most people.

"……"

The sound of skin rubbing against fabric echoes as the clothes are slowly removed.

It was still early evening, but the sound carried through the relatively quiet room.

The way I take off my clothes is also conscious of the sexy look that men imagine.

Well, how effective is it? Trust's crotch is already swelling.

Well, in Trust's case, that's pretty much what happens when he see me naked.

"Ah…"

While I was undressing, Trust touched me while I was half naked.

His arms wrap around my waist and back, pulling me towards him.

Although he isn't doing it that strong, my girl's body just unable to resist and I fall into Trust's arms.

"You couldn't wait that long?"

"Yeah, it feels like I'm being teased."

"Oh, indeed I am teasing you. You get excited, aren't you?"

"Until just a little while ago, you were a girl who knew nothing..."

"I have been dyed to your liking."

As I continued to arouse his sexual desire with words like this, Trust really began to get excited.

I'm sure he is probably thinking in his heart that he wants to get started soon.

If this was aimed at masochistic men, the teasing would have continued for a much longer period of time.

However, I'm lenient with Trust, so I give in easily.

Above all, being half naked is pretty erotic.

Being a former man, I understand.

"This isn't the end, is it? Or have you grown bored, Trust-sama?"

If you get violated every night, your body will naturally get used to it.

The same was true of the body of the Holy Spirit, which had tasted pleasure.

However, there is no end to pleasure dyeing.

At best, it will be over when Trust gets tired of it.

"That's not true, right? Well, I'll make you understand that today."

Oh, yeah, I think I might have stepped on a landmine.

It felt a little scary.

I know by law that when I'm violated with this kind of reaction, it's usually very intense.

I've thought about it many times, but I like feeling good.

Of course, as a person, it's within the realm of my own terms, but I don't mind being held by Trust.

Is this the effect of the love potion, or is it just a natural overflow?

Either way, I can't bring myself to hate someone who still says they love me even when I look like this.

But this time it's Thank You Sex.

Don't get the subject wrong.

"Before you teach every last inch of my body, would you like me to thank you?"

"...That's true. But what are you going to do?"

Yes, this time it's thank you sex.

I've said it many times, but Thank You Sex.

It's called "OreiSex" for short.

I'm starting to lose track of what I'm saying, but that's just how it is.

Since it's a thank you sex, I want to do something that looks like a thank you for now.

In that case, I will use the knowledge I gained during my adolescence as a boy in my previous life.

"Like this."

I squatted down to get out of the embrace and turned my attention to Trust's lower body.

When I pushed his pants aside, I saw his big, erect cock, engorged with blood and throbbing with such force that it looked like it might explode at any moment.

It's still as big as ever.

I grab that big cock with both my small hands.

"..."

...Yes, I've been violated by this many times, but I'm still amazed by its size.

At the same time, I felt an unpleasant sensation coming from both of my hands.

Just touching it causes pre-cum to come out, leaving an unpleasant sticky liquid on my hands.

The amount of fluid was far more than when I was a man, but the bodily fluids of a man other than myself were disgusting.

I thought I'd gotten used to it by now, but it seems I still have some awareness of being a man.

"Haa... haa..."

Trust was breathing heavily.

It probably feels good.

After all, this is the hands of the Holy Spirit... just kidding; it can't be helped, as the smooth hands of a young girl are touching the man's organ.

"Um... please forgive me for not having the courage to put it in my mouth yet."

Apparently I was performing blowjob while my consciousness was hazy due to a lack of magical power.

So if he asks me if it's possible, I'd say wait a little longer.

However, I don't want to keep refusing forever.

Well, it's just my fault as a former man, it's not Trust's fault.

So I think I'll at least give him a handjob.

"... Gulp."

My throat suddenly clears.

I'm a former man, so I think I know a lot about the male body.

After all, I spent over twenty years of my previous life as a man.

However, I wasn't carrying this lump of flesh...it would be presumptuous to even call it a stick or a tube, hanging between my legs.

No, I'm not an expert on the genitals of the same sex either.

The only people who I know anything about it are my previous life self and the person in front of me now.

But this size difference is unfair.

I can't help but admire my body, thinking how it can always accept something like this.

Damn... I feel like I've lost as a man.

As a woman, though, I'm inferior in many ways.

That's why I want to bully him.

"Here I go."

My hands were already covered in sticky pre-cum, allowing me to move them smoothly and slippery.

Of course, I used to masturbate when I was alive.

It was only natural for an ordinary man, but it happened so many times that I can no longer remember.

So I have some understanding of the structure of a penis and the pleasurable spots.

So I uses both small hands to masturbate his hot, swollen, throbbing cock.

"Hmm... hmm..."

I gently grasps the shaft and strokes the glans, which swells and then slightly shrinks.

I feel more disgusted by his penis's reaction than the woman, but it feels good to inflict pain and pleasure on Trust at the same time.

After all, I'm usually the one who gets made to cum.

I have an admiration for the act of attacking others.

"Fufu~ how is it, Trust-sama?"

"Oh, yeah... you're good at it."

Hmm, I said it in a sadistic mood, but contrary to the reaction of his cock, it seems Trust still has plenty of composure left.

I guess this is due to my poor technique and lack of experience.

The male genitals are sensitive, so I can't just rely on physical strength to stimulate them.

However, I don't have the skill to perform a soft, enveloping masturbation.

Well, I'm going to keep improving my skills now.

"Ugh..."

A gasp can be heard escaping Trust's mouth.

As a man, I know that the pain will not go away unless he ejaculate.

So I continued masturbating him, moving my hand to finish as quickly as possible.

After a while, his penis begins to twitch up and down.

For some reason, my sadistic tendencies were stimulated and I frantically moved my hands.

In response, his cock throbbed violently and gradually grew larger.

To be honest, it's pretty gross.

When the men me was touching my own bodily fluids, I immediately washed my hands with tissue or water, so it would be strange if I didn't find someone else's pre-cum disgusting.

If it's inside my vagina, I'm used to it so it's not so bad.

However, having come this far, there is no way to back out.

A wet, squelching sound can be heard between my hand and the penis.

It make the squishy sound as if it's a final sprint.

And then...

"I'm, I'm gonna cum...!"

As he declared this, his penis began to twitch violently.

It's ejaculation.

I masturbated Trust's excited cock.

This will probably happen someday.

In other words, in order to maintain the Holy Spirit's body, semen must be taken into the body.

However, the position of my fingers was wrong.

If this continues, the semen will splash and scatter.

However, there was no time to put it inside my vagina, and at the same time, I couldn't muster the courage to put it in my mouth in that moment.

My mind was in a state of confusion as to what to do, and as a result, I instinctively tensed up my hands.

"Hmph...!"

I felt a squelching sensation in my hand.

This wasn't the sound of ejaculating liquid, it was coming from my hand.

Yes... there was a cock stuck in my hand.

"Guh...!"

Immediately afterwards, semen was ejaculated from his hot, throbbing cock into my hand.

As someone who already knows that semen varies from person to person, I can say that Trust's semen is amazing.

The semen that had entered my hand was thick, sticky, and gooey.

What's more, the amount is large and it is released in rapid succession like a pump.

And then... I felt a restorative sensation, the same as when someone ejaculates inside my vagina.

"Hmm... hmm..."

It was an extreme situation, but every time the cock bounced two or three times, semen entered, and began to swim on the thin inside of my hand... and then dissipated.

It feels like adding a little bit of bath salts to a bath full of hot water.

I guess this also counts as semen-sucking, right?

"Hmmm……"

A smile unintentionally spread across my face.

There have been a lot of inconveniences since I became a Holy Spirit, but it seems there are some good things happening.

I left it inside hand like a masturbation sleeve and twisted it back and forth.

"Huh..."

Even Trust, as expected, is sensitive after just climaxing, and reacts quite a bit.

Some of the composure he had had earlier was gone, and I instantly realized that this was an effective attack.

I lean my body over Trust, who is still reeling from the afterglow of his ejaculation, and push him down, and we kiss.

"Mmmm... mmm..."

I've gotten used to kissing so much that I can do it anytime with Trust.

Anyway, since this opportunity has finally come around, I want to make full use of the effects of the Holy Spirit Masturbation Dildo.

So I put my hand deep inside and wrapped it tightly around his cock.

"Slurp...slurp..."

I feel like even my kissing skills have gotten better than usual.

There's almost no sexual damage here, so it's the stage for me.

"Slurp...slurp..."

Perhaps due to masturbation by me, Trust's kisses are slow.

Normally, even if I made the first move, he would counterattack and that would be the end of it, but the sexual damage to his penis has weakened his counterattack.

So, while I stimulate him with Holy Spirit masturbation, I also stimulate him with deep kisses.

"Slurp...slurp..."

The penis that had just ejaculated regained its strength and began to harden.

The Holy Spirit's body relentlessly and stickyly wraps around that penis.

The cock twitching up and down makes me feel indescribable.

"Slurp... slurp..."

...I don't know, it's fun.

If you think about it objectively, using a woman's body to punish a man is quite dangerous for a former man, but it's a lot of fun.

Maybe I have some sadistic tendencies?

The thought of manipulating Trust to give him pleasure sends shivers down my spine.

But...it's just a little lacking.

The tingling sensation is mainly around my groin area.

No, I'm the one raping him now.

I hope I can keep my masochistic side to myself.

"Mmmm...slurp..."

While this was going on, his penis began to twitch and spasm.

He had just ejaculated, but it looked like he was about to cum again.

So... I begin to stimulate the Holy Spirit Masturbation Toy with his penis inserted inside.

"Mmmmm... slurp...!"

At the same time, ejaculation begins and disappears into my body with a spurt of liquid.

I can feel the warm, sticky sensation of semen.

Rather than feeling pleasure, I felt a sense of accomplishment at having made Trust climax.

It feels like a spirit of service.

Is this how a woman who likes blowjobs feels?

Have I been promoted to a Holy Spirit who loves handjobs?

"Mmm...slurp..."

I continue sucking and kissing until his cock has twitched and ejaculated.

Even Trust seems to weaken during the climax, and he's being done with by someone like me.

"Chuu...Hey? How is it? Does it feel good? Ufufu, ufufufu..."

My time has finally come.

Is this the birth of the Holy Spirit, now known as Succubus Filia?

From now on, I'll be the one doing the dominating and Trust will be the one receiving.

I'm going to turn the hero into a masochist.

Now, how should I make him cum this time?

"Huh...?"

Immediately afterwards, I suddenly felt like I was floating.

No, I'm a holy spirit... a ghost-like thing, so the floating sensation wouldn't be unnatural, but that's not the case.

Anyway, after that floating sensation, for some reason I found myself being pushed down by Trust.

In other words, the top and bottom are reversed.

"...Filia, you shouldn't tease the man too seriously, okay?"

Um, I'm not angry...

I understood him well enough to understand that he had no anger in his heart.

Either way, I'm excited.

It's the reaction he shows when he really wants me.

Come to think of it, Trust has a stronger sex drive than most people.

His strength is such that he doesn't lose his strength even when having sex with three heroines at the same time.

It would be quite difficult for me to satisfy all of his sexual desires on my own.

In other words, ejaculating once or twice is like trying to put out a fire with a cup of water.

In fact, I just unnecessarily stimulated his sexual desire...

"Ahaha, ahaha…"

I thought I had always smiled a lot in front of Trust up until now, but this time I could tell there was a hint of impatience in my smile.

Well, that's it.

My time has already come to an end.

"So, Trust-sama wasn't serious about me before?"

"As I said before, today I'm going to thoroughly teach you my feelings."

Yeah, I'm being pushed further and further into a corner.

But, well, I guess it's okay.

Trust hasn't been doing well since then, but he's feeling a little better now.

I've always dreamed of being a sadistic older sister, but I'll give up on that.

From here on, I can imagine myself moaning and groaning as Trust rape me intensely.

So... that's it. How about this?

"I'm ignorant, so I get carried away easily. So please teach me with your own hands... Ah!"

He covered me mid-sentence.

His hands are fondling me, my mouth is covered with lips, and I am left unable to move as a grown man pushes me down.

It's now easy to imagine what will happen next, and it's clear that it will end as usual.

...Well, basically, we had a ton of sex today, as well.