+18 IF Route 2: Chapter 13: The Destination of What I Want to Do ♂

"Hey Hero-sama, can you lend me your face for a moment?"

Ai said something similar to what she had said back then after returning to a nearby city after finishing the battle with the Demon King's army.

Naturally, by the time we entered the city, the information had already reached the city and it had become a festive atmosphere.

With everyone drinking and partying, you can really feel how much hope the defeat of the Demon King gave to the people.

And... we are alive without a single person missing.

"What happened to Filia?"

So after enjoying the banquet as guests of honor, we decided to rest at the inn.

I still remember how happy the innkeeper was when he heard that Hero and Holy Spirits would be staying there.

Then we were led to a room one by one.

Although we have our own room, it's customary for Filia and I to share a room for various reasons.

So I was waiting for Filia to finish getting changed and getting ready when Ai came.

"Hmm, we're going to take a bath together later desu no."

A bath?

Girls, especially Filia, love baths.

I think that's the secret to her beautiful, lustrous skin.

...Now that the battle with the Demon King's army is over, imagining her appearance makes me feel a little naughty.

If possible, I should confess more clearly to Filia, and then...

"So? What do you want from me?"

I stopped thinking like that and asked Ai.

There must be something going on if Ai calls me like that.

However, it doesn't have the same atmosphere as last time.

I wouldn't say everything went well, but Ai's expression was bright.

This is all thanks to Filia.

"I'll be more roundabout this time... Onee-sama praised me earlier desu no."

Ai's cheeks were slightly red as she spoke happily.

Considering her previous words and actions, it was a bit late, but I sensed something dangerous happening.

"I see, that's good."

However, I don't know what kind of trouble I might get into by pointing that out.

Filia seems to be dodging the question well, so it would be best not to make unnecessary remarks.

"She praised me for stepping forward to protect her and brother-in-law, calling it a 'cool and respectable act' desu no."

Ai pauses, then continues with a warm expression.

"She confessed to me, 'But please live. I want you to live with me and be happy.' desu no."

Why is my lover...or is she is my fiancé now because I gave her a ring?

I wonder if I am listening to my fiance's sister bragging about herself?

What's more, the person involved is my fiancé.

But... it's strange because I don't feel bad about it.

"Well, what I'm trying to say is...brother-in-law, our previous promise still stands."

I once promised Ai that I would protect Filia and make her happy no matter what the cost.

That's why at that time, I was able to abandon Ai and choose to protect Filia.

To be honest, it was tough.

I cursed my own powerlessness.

Well... thanks to Filia, things have progressed in a better direction.

"I know."

I don't need anyone to tell me what to do, I want to make Filia happy.

I intend to protect her from now on.

I want to make her happy because she protected what I couldn't protect.

I am so happy about that.

"But I made a promise to Onee-sama, so I can't die."

"That's true."

I think it's a very Filia-like promise.

Our plan was scrapped, but it would be better if such a compromise was destroyed.

At least, that's what I honestly think when I look at Ai in front of me now.

"Onee-sama has given me life twice."

...Once when Filia died.

If she hadn't died, Ai wouldn't have been born.

And this time, Ai, who was supposed to die, did not.

Filia protected me.

"So, brother-in-law, I'll help you."

"Help me? What are you going to do?"

"That's something to look forward to later desu no."　

Ai smiles with a grin.

She's supposed to be using Filia's body, but she still doesn't look like her.

Does personality really make that much of a difference?

...That would be more helpful to me.

"Well, you can just look forward to it from now on desu no."

And with that, Ai left.

I guess she's going to take a bath with Filia now.

……good.

That was really good.

Both Filia and Ai survived.

I had a lot of difficult experiences.

It was just heartbreaking, horrible things.

So, although I can't praise this world with joy... I don't think it's something to be thrown away now.

I lay down on the bed feeling at ease for the first time in a long time.

"But..."

Suddenly, a word that caught my attention crossed my mind.

The words "this time" and "a dud" that the Demon King used.

What on earth did that mean?

In the first place, why did the Demon King commit suicide at that timing?

The Demon King is strong.

There must have been plenty of better options than self-destruction.

Above all, it's creepy how easily someone can choose to commit suicide.

Even Filia chose to commit suicide as a last resort to save someone else's life.

It's not like she willingly chose death.

However, the Demon King's thing wasn't on that level.

He easily threw it away, as if it were a toy that no longer had any use for its life.

Moreover, from what he said before and after, it was all just to take Filia's life.

If I remember correctly, Filia and the Demon King have no connection.

No, Filia hates the Demon King.

In this day and age, it's not uncommon for demons to hold grudges against one another.

Or rather, it seemed like the Demon King was obsessed with Filia.

Something like a strong grudge, an obsession.

...Is it really over?

At the very least, the Demon King's corpse has been confirmed.

The Demon King was discovered at the center of the suicide bomb and was definitely dead.

Because of the example of Ai and others, we have taken appropriate measures to ensure that even necromancers cannot use it, so there is no way he will resurrect.

"No good..."

Just not having Filia by my side makes me feel uneasy.

Why would a man who is going to protect his girlfriend worry about something like this?

Even if he were to be resurrected, it would be no good unless we could say that we would defeat him.

...Maybe I'm tired.

It looks like Ai will do something, so I'll take a little rest.

Thinking that, I closed my eyes.

I had a dream that Filia was resting her head on my lap.

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"Brother-in-law, open up desu!"

I wonder how long I slept.

I woke up to that voice.

Looking out the window, I see that the night is deeper than before I went to sleep.

I might have slept for a few hours.

"...What?"

I felt a little uncomfortable when I heard a loud banging on the door.

I was tired, but I was also in a bad mood after waking up.

It must be because I was having a good dream.

With these thoughts in mind, I opened the door to the room.

"Ahh... it's Trust-sama~...!"

Filia said as she unsteadily embraced me, so I accepted her.

She feels soft and comfortable when I touch her.

Furthermore, my sexual desire, which had increased somewhat while I was sleeping, was also stimulated.

...Huh?

"I'm finally free desu no..."

Filia must have been clinging to Ai right up until the moment I opened the door.

Ai looks at us with an indescribable sadness on her face.

"Trust-sama~ ....Trust-sama~...."

She rubs her whole body against mine, sending shivers down my spine.

If Ai wasn't in front of me, I would probably push her down on the bed.

But this is... alcohol?

Yes, alcohol.

Filia smells of alcohol.

Her reactions are very similar to those of someone who is drunk.

"Ai, what did you do to Filia?"

It is unclear whether Filia, the Holy Spirit, can get drunk.

No, I think it's because she get drunk that she is in this situation.

However, you need to drink a fair amount of alcohol to get drunk.

And if I remember correctly, Filia is not the type of girl who drinks alcohol on her own.

It was probably the amount of alcohol consumed socially.

In other words, it must have been something the girl in front of me had done.

"So it seems that Onee-sama is also a little excited desu no."

The elation probably comes from the victory over the Demon King's army.

Normally, Filia isn't this defenseless.

I don't know what happened while I was asleep, but Ai probably made up all sorts of excuses to get her to drink alcohol.

Suddenly, I remember what Ai said before I fell asleep.

"Could it be this?"

"Hehe, I want Onee-sama to be happy. That's why I'm using you desu no."

What a nuisance this is.

However, since it is done with good intentions and is harmless, it cannot be strongly criticized.

No, Filia is intoxicated, so can it even be considered harmful?

Well, given Filia's character, I don't think she would blame him for something like that...

"That's why I'm leaving Onee-sama in your charge. Do your best desu no!"

Ai gave me a thumbs up and then left.

...What is that girl to me?

More importantly, now Filia.

Just like before, she was rubbing her face and body against me, and pleasure was overflowing from the places where we were touching.

"Shall we sit down for now?"

"Yes…"

Filia nodded, but she still clung to me.

I don't know how much alcohol she has to drink to get to this point, but she is quite drunk.

Her eyes were watery and her cheeks were slightly red.

All of this is probably due to the influence of alcohol.

I had no choice but to sit on the bed in the same position.

"Trust-sama."

"What?"

"Is it okay now...?"

What?

Just as I was about to say that, Filia stretched out both hands and placed my head against her ample breasts.

"If you're worried, feel free to use me..."

"..."

This girl...could she guess that even though she was drunk and not thinking clearly?

To be honest, I feel a bit uneasy.

I feel like there's something troubling about the extremely creepy ending of The Demon King.

He's gone. He's dead.

That should be the case, but my anxiety won't go away.

"If I can't do it, there's always Ai-chan... right?"

"Ai? Why her?"

"You two have a secret, don't you? I know it."

Filia puffs out her big chest.

She was drunk, so she said things with a certainty.

In fact, we had a secret meeting and promised to protect Filia.

"Ai-chan is a real girl. So I thought it would be okay to give Trust-sama to Ai-chan..."

……What?

What is this girl saying?

Ah, but if you look at it objectively, how does it look from Filia's point of view when she sees Ai and I having a secret rendezvous?

An indescribable chill ran through me.

"Filia, I'm sorry to give you the wrong impression, but I don't have romantic feelings for Ai."

It's an undeniable fact.

The best I can think of Ai is as the younger sister of the girl I like.

At best, we are collaborators.

"I said it's okay!"

Filia shouted loudly.

Her body is shaking from side to side and she doesn't look very okay.

"I'm an understanding woman. A harem is a man's dream!"

I, I don't understand anything.

No, I understand that it's not convincing to hear from a man who was dishonest by dating three girls.

Seeing Filia look at me like that... it's no wonder she was feeling uneasy.

But that's not the case now.

I like this girl.

I can't think of anyone other than Filia.

This is true even if the Ai has the same face and the same voice.

Above all, I have made a promise to that Ai.

I said I would definitely make Filia happy.

"Huh...?"

Before I knew it, I had pushed Filia down onto the bed.

The girl stares at me with a smile.

I want this girl.

I want her so much that even if I had everything Filia had, it wouldn't be enough.

I don't have the time to think about other women.

"Filia, I love you."

Maybe she was drunk and didn't remember.

I don't mind if that's the case.

So I say it again and again.　

"I can't think of anything but you"

"Is that so...?"

"Yeah, I love Filia so much that I don't need anything else."

"....Is that so…?"

The response was slower than I expected.

I guess it can't be helped since she was drunk.

Or so I thought, but Filia's expression calmed and she began to speak incoherently.

"Then let's do something naughty..."

I don't know what that is.

However, if that's what Filia wants, then I'll grant it.

Also, she pushed herself too hard today, so she is feeling a little thin.

It's also possible that she got drunk because her physical condition was poor.

"Okay. What do you want me to do?"

"Kiss..."

Filia said as she hugged me.

I took her small body in my arms and sealed her dazed lips with my own.

"Mmm... slurp... slurp..."

Naturally, Filia's mouth tasted of alcohol.

Is this wine?

Mixed with her saliva, it creates an indescribable taste.

In addition to having her body rub against mine, as we were kissing, blood was already rushing to my penis.

"Slurp... mmm... mmm..."

Perhaps due to the influence of alcohol, Filia thrusts her tongue in of her own accord.

However, she is not as demanding as I thought she would be.

On the contrary, his movements are slow due to the influence of alcohol.

I would be rape her more than usual.

With that in mind, I decided to conquer Filia's mouth.

"Slurp...slurp...suck..."

I've kissed Filia countless times.

And as a man, I'm happy to say that I think I've been able to satisfy her so far.

That's why I know where Filia feels pleasure, and I've developed her mouth to the point where I can make her feel pleasure just by licking it.

For example, if you trace backwards from the middle of your tongue...

"Mmhmm... Mmhmm..."

Her body jerks upward from the waist.

And perhaps because of the influence of alcohol, Filia was acting more instinctively, and she put both her arms around my back and hugged me tightly.

A soft, fluffy sensation spreads throughout the body.

"Hafu... mmm... slurp..."

I hugged her back and enjoyed her warmth.

The slightly lower body temperature than the average Holy Spirit feels good.

Even through her clothes, I could feel the girl's sensual and soft touch on my skin.

"Mmm... mmm..."

...What is it?

For some reason, I felt more at ease.

Perhaps because the kiss had stirred me up, I no longer cared about anything other than Filia.

I want to stay connected with her forever.

"Slurp... chuuu..."

Because we want to stay connected, we intertwine deeply and deeply.

Intertwine our tongues to enhance sexual sensations.

Then Filia's embrace tightened.

The sight is adorable and makes me want to corner her even more.

"Slurp...slurp..."

I pinpoint and lick up the areas that have continued to be developed to this day.

Then Filia pressed her hips against me.　

Judging from the way she with her legs together, she must be feeling it to some extent.

"Slurp... mmm..."

Perhaps due to our positions, the saliva that had naturally mixed together disappeared into Filia's.

For some reason, I get excited when I feel her throat moving sometimes.

"Chuu.... haa... haa... haa..."

And after relentlessly messing around with Filia's mouth, I release her.　

A string hangs down between our lips.

As always, I never get tired of it no matter how many times I taste it.

"I love you... I love you..."

Filia's eyes melt, and she only sees me.

Her voice was sweet and her body was in heat to match.

If this is how Filia felt after being exposed through alcohol, I'm honestly happy.

I want to captivate her even more.

"What do you want me to do next?"

"I want you to hold me and make me your woman..."

"Okay then, can you relax a little?"

"Yes…"

Following my lead, Filia relaxed her hold and leaned her body against the bed.

I then reache for her panties and start taking them off.

I take off the garment, which has a small string hanging from it, and turns my attention to her genitals.

It seemed that just kissing had made it, and the place was already quite wet.

It was opening and closing slightly, twitching, as if pleading to be let in.

"……Hihh"

If this is the case... For a moment I was torn between caressing her or inserting her, but the look Filia was giving me made me decide to insert her.

I take out my cock, which has been erect for quite some time, and show it to her.

Then Filia, whose face had been pale the first time, suddenly showed a lewd expression.

I remember how I have made her climax countless times, and my desire to dominate is fulfilled.

And now we're going to add another one to that number.

"Hmm... hmmmm..."

No more words are needed.

Without saying anything, he slowly lowered my cock into the opening of her vagina.

"Hmm... it feels good... it feels good..."

Her vagina is already oozing with love juice as she desperately takes in the cock that has entered her.

It feels strangely fleshy despite being the Holy Spirit.

Filia's vagina was squirming, and it seemed she was also experiencing considerable pleasure.

Is it the influence of alcohol that makes her say it out loud?

With these thoughts in mind, I stimulate her vagina.

"Ahh....Ahh....Ahh!"

Normally I would start by developing her immature erogenous zones, but today I will focus on the erogenous zones that are already developed.

Since this is an erogenous zone deep inside, rub it up and down in small movements with the belly of the glans.

"Mmmmm.... Hi.... Mmm...!"

Filia also starts moving her hips and rubbing her erogenous zones.

As her vagina and my glans rubbed against each other, a strong, sticky pleasure welled up inside her.

"Uhh... mmm... ahh!"

It's not intense but it feels good.

It gives you pleasure that stimulates that core part.

Filia's body is already beginning to tremble.

Still, she doesn't resist, but rather indulges in the pleasure.

"Aaaahhh... mmmmm...!"

Soft and hot.

A large amount of love juice clings to it, making it even smoother.

It feels like her core is being dyed with pleasure through my cock.

I grabbed Filia's spread legs and slammed them down.

"Huh?! ...Uh...Hii!"

I twist and dig into the same spot as before, using the force she can feel.

Then I could see that her mouth relaxed and she was accepting the pleasure.

If it were her usual self, she would try to endure it a little longer.

Ah, it's certainly not bad to get her drunk and then do it.

"How's it going?"

"It feels good... it feels good!"

When asked if her mind was not working properly, she answered honestly.

This is also interesting as it is different from the usual sense of shame that Filia exudes.

"Ahhh... I love you, I love you so much!"

When she says she loves me, my cock jumps.

At the same time, I was filled with the desire to make Filia feel even more.

So let's attacks the same place.

I'll keep on torturing her here until she climax.

"Ahh! Ahhh... it's amazing... I love you, I love you... aah!?"

I grabbed the base of her legs and dug into her again and again.

Each time, Filia's body bounces, and her hips in particular rise up.

"I love you so much! I love you! Aaaahhhh...!"

Perhaps she instinctively sensed that the more she said she loved me, the more intense my attacks would become, so she kept repeating "I love you, I love you" more than usual.

This is an undeniable fact, so I doesn't resist the urge to ejaculate, which he would normally hold back.

I want to cum now.

I'll dye this child in my own flesh.

"...Ejaculate, time it up. Got it?"

"Ahh... yes... I understand!"

After hearing her reply, I pull out my penis up to the opening of her vagina.

And strongly pushes up the uterus.

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!?"

I pressed the tip of my penis against her cervix and ejaculated.

It spits out semen.

Her vagina wriggles in ecstasy and desperately grabs onto the base of my cock, refusing to let go.

Moreover, my hands are pulling on her legs, and Filia is pressing her hips against me.

So the uterus and the penis were tightly pressed together from both sides.

"Haa... haa... haa..."

The orgasm ended and heavy breathing began.

I stare blankly at the way her mouth moves.

...I made her climax once already.

And the girl was drunk and weak.

It wasn't something I initiated, but it's still the same as deceiving an innocent girl.

"Trust-sama, Trust-sama, Trust-sama..."

Filia shook her body from side to side and called out my name repeatedly.

Normally, she would have an embarrassed look on her face.

But it's not bad.

"More... Mmm..."

She kissed me not only on the mouth but also on the cheek.

This just goes to show how much pleasure Filia is losing herself in.

Let's make her more and more addicted to pleasure.

That's what I thought, but...no, this is...

I couldn't help but pull out my dick.

Until just before, I thought it was because she was drunk, but then I suddenly realized why.

When we make eye contact, I can see that despite her drunkenness, she still has some sense of reason left.

"Filia, you don't have to pretend to be drunk."

"…………………………………………"

After a moment of bewilderment, Filia went silent.

The brightness of the eyes rapidly brightens.

And her already red cheeks became even more flushed.

"Um... so you realized?"

Finally, she said in a small voice.

It seems my eye is not bad either.

"Yeah, I guess so. Did Ai give you any advice?"

"……"

She nodded slightly.

The way she nodded was cute, and I wanted to have sex with her again, but right now I just wanted to talk.

"Well... I was embarrassed about how I'd made such a bold statement, so I asked Ai-chan for advice and she said I could go if I pretended to be drunk..."

I don't know what she's embarrassed about, but Filia looks genuinely embarrassed.

And Ai's words come to mind.

She said she would help me.

It seems that she gave Filia, who was feeling embarrassed, a push.

…She told me to do my best afterwards, but was that directed at Filia?

In other words, what Filia had said up until now was her true feelings.

It felt pretty much the same as usual, but she seemed to be asking for it a little more strongly.

So, that must be what it is.

I was really happy about that.

"Um... Shall we continue, Trust-sama?"

"As long as Filia doesn't mind."

"Of course I wouldn't mind. I love you, Trust-sama."

But what is this feeling of guilt?

My girlfriend, who I thought was drunk, was just pretending to be drunk.

I feel like I've done something incredibly bad.

However, I couldn't help but feel happy when she told me she loved me, just like always.

I don't think I have any personality to be proud of, but I've come to realize how sloppy I am.

"Later… I’ll correct that later."

Correction?

What is she going to correct?

"I know that Trust-sama has no affection for Ai-chan."

"...That's true."

"That's... jealousy, I guess."

Jealously?

Is Filia jealous of Ai?

I thought they were as close as real sisters, but...

Of course, it was probably just the alcohol, and it's not like Filia dislikes Ai.

"Trust-sama and Ai-chan are bound by a different bond than I am, right?"

The feelings I have for Ai are different from the ones I have for Filia.

They have the same body and the same voice, but they're completely different.

I have never once had romantic feelings for Ai.

We are friends who share the same feelings... We both care about Filia.

If she want to call that jealousy, then there was a time when I was jealous of how close Filia and Ai were.

If I had to say...

"I wanted to be friends with you, Trust-sama."

……Friend?

Me and Filia?

"Sorry. I can't be friends with Filia."

I don't know why Filia thought that.

But I didn't want to be friends with this girl.

Because I want to grow our love and become lovers and husband and wife.

So we can't be friends.

"I know that. That's why I think I was jealous of Ai-chan."

Indeed, it might be appropriate to describe the relationship between Ai and me as that of "friends."

I've heard that it's difficult to be friends with someone of the opposite sex, but in my relationship with Ai, it works.

"I can't be your friend, but... will you be my wife?"

"Yes. If you're okay with me, I'd like to stay with you forever."

Filia responded in a very natural way.

She then give me a deep kiss.

It was a kiss that felt like we were deeply connected.

"Trust-sama... how would you like to live with me as your wife?"

Filia asks, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment as she pulls her mouth away.

...Ai asked me the same thing.

Maybe they are sisters after all.

What will I do after we get married?

In fact, there was something I was thinking about.

There's a lot of undeveloped land in my hometown.

The idea is to receive that place from the country and become a noble.

I also know the area.

There aren't many people, but the location isn't bad.

It's a great place to bring Filia and Ai and live together.

However...

"Filia, I might cause you trouble again."

"I'm happy to overcome any difficulties together."

...That's true.

Filia is this kind of girl.

She has been through a lot of hardships up until now, so she feels that it's important that she was able to overcome them.

Suddenly, the words Filia had said crossed my mind.

"Don't give up on what you want to do, huh..."

That's what Filia said when she was protecting Ai and me.

It's true that we had endured a lot of things, hoping to save at least this girl.

I don't think I was wrong in that idea.

No matter who or where it was said, even if Filia denied it, it was the right thing to do.

I still believe that I would be willing to give up everything else for this girl.

But that's not what I wanted.

In truth, I wanted to protect Ai with my own hands.

I wanted to save many lives.

But after weighing my abilities against reality, I gave up.　

"Yes. I want to support what you want to do... This is what I want to do, Trust-sama."

Seeing Filia smile gently as she says this makes my heart warm.

It gives me hope that there is still something I can do.

...I felt like I was saved.

I was unable to protect the one I held dear, Filia, and felt that even though I was worthless, I still had value.

So, just once more, I'll think about what this girl said... what I want to do.

I am a man who was unable to protect those I wanted to protect.

That's why I will never lose something important again.

There must be something I need to know to protect her this time.

Maybe it's not something that's necessary.

But... I have to do it for Filia, for Ai, who is trying to protect this girl.

That's what I want to do.

"Actually--……"