Chapter 51: As Much As You Want

Then, Jin-wook's movements stopped abruptly.

His hand, which was hurriedly moving the mouse to turn off the video, paused.

At his gaze asking if I really meant it, I momentarily recalled what I had said.

My thought circuit shut down to the point where I could only spit out, "Uh, ah, well..."

"Eun-ha-ya."

"J-Jin-wook-ah, wait a sec."

"I really tried to hold back, but I don't think I can hold back anymore."

My wrist was caught in Jin-wook's hand, and before I knew it, I was dragged onto his bed.

When I came to my senses, I was looking up at Jin-wook, who seemed much bigger than me, as a woman.

"N-Not right now..."

"Then you shouldn't have said you'd help me get it out."

"I used to be a man, are you okay with that?"

"Where do you look like a man? With a pretty face and big breasts."

If I wanted to resist, I could have.

But perhaps my body had already decided to accept him; the telekinesis that was strengthening my body had flown away before I knew it.

"You're expecting it too, aren't you?"

Sensing that I was in a state where I couldn't even shake off his hand, Jin-wook held my wrist and spoke as if mocking me with a sensual smile.

However, I couldn't deny those words.

Although I hadn't been caught yet, my body, which had been embraced by him once, was expecting to be embraced again like that day.

"Ugh..."

"If it was going to be like this, I shouldn't have held back earlier."

Because down there, I was already half-flooded.

Jin-wook spoke as if regretting that he barely held back earlier because of the appointment, and pressed his lips against mine.

He forcibly performed a violent kiss on me, containing his vented anger about why I mentioned the appointment to turn him on and then made him unable to relieve it.

Slurp.

And he didn't stop at just touching lips lightly, which was a prank I played before.

As if intending to invade my mouth completely with his tongue.

Jin-wook's tongue knocked strongly on my teeth.

"Mmph...!"

A rough desire, different from his usual careful and gentle exploration, was transmitted to me through his lips.

I allowed his tongue, becoming a helpless female in front of him.

"Haa, haa..."

How long did we share that kiss?

Entranced by the kiss and half-losing my mind, I surrendered my body to his touch.

As if he had already explored me once and changed my clothes several times.

Jin-wook's hands very skillfully peeled off the clothes I was wearing, layer by layer.

Like that.

The moment he touched the bra hook, I came to my senses for a moment at the tingling sensation on my back and looked up at him, but...

My body, already intoxicated, wasn't listening to me at all.

"I'll take it off."

Instead of a voice that wouldn't come out well, I nodded and leaned my upper body forward slightly while gathering my shoulders so he could take off the bra easily.

And when I glanced at Jin-wook laying me, now half-naked, naturally on his bed.

As if the anger from earlier had been completely relieved by that rough kiss, his eyes had returned to being full of affection.

"Eun-ha-ya."

"Yeah."

"You were surprised because I was rough earlier, right?"

Jin-wook's arm wrapped around my shoulder and the back of my neck, and his voice worrying about me was heard like a melody.

After a gentle kiss that followed, different from earlier and like the usual Jin-wook.

Before I could answer, his lips headed to my breast and lightly bit the tip that I had never allowed to anyone other than Jin-wook.

"Ah."

"Sorry, but I got angry for a moment. I guess I'm a helpless man too."

For some reason, Jin-wook exploring my breasts like a child felt cute.

I'm a former S-Class Hunter, and he's a civilian who wouldn't be able to move if I just applied a little force.

The fact that I accepted him fully and couldn't move at his every small movement...

"Haa-ah...!"

This situation was arousing a very strange sense of immorality (Baedeokgam) in me.

The thought that I wanted Jin-wook, whom I always treated anxiously fearing he might break if I made a mistake, to ravage me as he pleased was dominating my head.

"Seeing you're wet down there, makes me want to explore you."

Maybe that's why, clutching the blanket tightly.

Just simply touching my breasts, rolling the nipples with his fingertips, and gently pinching them with two fingers.

To every small action Jin-wook performed, I merely flinched without any resistance.

"Did you know?"

"I can feel the dampness just by touching, how could I not know."

Usually, we should wash before doing something like this...

It's not like Jin-wook didn't wash yesterday, but still, we shouldn't just do it...

"I'll take off your panties."

"Huh?"

While I was feeling ashamed of the fact that Jin-wook knew I was already wet.

I flinched at the words of Jin-wook, who had taken off all his clothes leaving only his underwear before I knew it, and looked at him with surprised eyes.

But perhaps because my eyes were actually unfocused, intoxicated with the lust wishing he would explore me.

"Yeah..."

As if to take them off now.

Hearing my answer, Jin-wook placed his hands on my pelvis and gently grabbed my panties with both hands.

But I hesitated for a moment.

If this last remaining layer of underwear is taken off, I will be completely naked in front of him.

And showing my intimate parts in a sober state, not while drunk, aroused fear momentarily.

"So this is Eun-ha's..."

Jin-wook quietly murmured looking at my secret part that was finally revealed.

I know, so please don't say it, Jin-wook-ah.

I'm so embarrassed right now...

"So this is how a woman looks..."

If I show my face to Jin-wook right now, I might die of embarrassment.

It's funny to think like this when I'm spreading my legs as his hands enter, but...

It was the moment I covered my face with both hands.

"Ah!"

My body flinched momentarily at the sensation of spreading my flesh that would have been closed tight.

But did Jin-wook not notice my reaction?

Or did curiosity take precedence over lust momentarily? He didn't stop his fingers from tormenting me.

There was no need to think about why separately.

Although it was the first time for both me and him to embrace each other soberly.

Unlike me, who had held Elijah when I was a man, for Jin-wook, the opposite sex was an approach to the unknown, much more veiled than it was for me.

"Ah-hng...!"

So, lust is lust, but wouldn't it be natural to be curious?

Jin-wook touched my clitoris and small petals, then gently thrust his finger inside below.

And that sensation made my waist bounce momentarily.

It came to me as such intense stimulation that it rather startled Jin-wook.

"Eun-ha-ya?"

"I'm okay..."

When I squeezed out a voice that wouldn't come out properly, Jin-wook moved his fingers again, which had stopped for a moment.

The moment I felt the sensation of gently scratching my inside with his fingertips a couple of times, I felt my reason flying away and ended up climaxing just like that.

To the point where I forgot to cover my face making an embarrassed expression.

"Haa, haa..."

After one intense pleasure, realizing that the fingers tormenting my lower part had disappeared, I slowly lifted my gaze.

The moment his thing, which had previously pushed between my legs, tapped against my lower part, I snapped back to reality.

"Eun-ha-ya, we don't have a condom right now."

Now, if he decides to, that thing will push into my narrow opening.

After the deflowering, facing a man's thing again.

The experience of being held in a man's arms as a woman, which I hadn't even imagined when I was a man, was scary but...

It was bringing me a strange anticipation right now.

"Will it be okay?"

Looking at Jin-wook's face, an expression of contemplation caught my eye, as if his reason had returned to some extent too.

We came this far, but he is worried that I might get pregnant if something goes wrong today.

"It will be okay today..."

After retracing my memory for a moment, I spoke to Jin-wook in a crawling voice.

According to my memory, today should be a safe day.

Wasn't there a little over a week left until the next menstrual cycle returns?

When I spoke blushing, Jin-wook swallowed hard and started rubbing the tip slowly up and down against my secret part as if to tease me again.

"So don't tease me, and quickly..."

"Quickly?"

"Put it in..."

My body has become too sensitive because I climaxed once already.

At that moment, Jin-wook's thing filled my lower part.

Surprised by the feeling of it pushing into my hole.

I hugged Jin-wook's waist tightly with my spread legs momentarily, unknowingly pulling him into my deepest part.

"Haa-ang..."

But something was strange.

When I first received Jin-wook's thing before, it hurt so much, but now, how should I put it...

It felt like pleasure, not pain, was covering my head.

One thing was certain.

The feeling was so intense that if I hadn't released the body's telekinesis in advance, I would have hugged Jin-wook with enough intensity to break his waist.

To the point where I couldn't even moan...

After such intense stimulation, hearing his worried voice while holding Jin-wook in my arms.

I could feel my reason, which seemed to have half-disappeared, barely returning.

"Eun-ha-ya, are you okay?"

Overflowing with love.

But mixed with the worry that I might have been hurt.

Unknowingly influenced by that voice, I reached the point of feeling that it would be okay to give him everything.

"Yeah. If it's you, Jin-wook, I'm okay."

So, Jin-wook-ah.

As much as you want.

Won't you ravage me?

I feel like going crazy with heat right now.

I want you, who filled my inside, to ravage my most secret place as you please, a little faster.

"Then I'll start."

Did the voice in my heart reach Jin-wook?

Closing my eyes, I hugged Jin-wook tightly, buried my face in his chest, and accepted Jin-wook with my whole body.

This time, after I became a woman.

Became the time that brought me the greatest satisfaction about my current gender being female for the first time.

To Jin-wook, who embraced me so I could feel this feeling.

To the point where the words 'I love you' popped out automatically.