Chapter 86: This is... It's a creative economy.

Empty.

Feeling like finding a super hot art style but it's not Fox Beastkin content?

Missing what I wanted in an instant, my heart feels infinitely empty.

"Fuck."

Spitting out a short curse expressing fuckery.

And then, looking at the 4 days 3 nights trip to Japan ticket in my hand, I think.

Give back my three boxes of cup ramen.

Can live fine for 8 days eating only cup ramen for three meals, why give me a 4 days 3 nights trip to Japan ticket I can't even eat?

Absolutely no intention of going out.

Just getting humiliated mating by a super hot Fox Beastkin with excellent baby cuckoo jugs while stuck at home is sex itself, why do I have to look for sex outside?

Outside is not fun, cool, or sexy.

Everyone thrusts at me like beasts in heat at any chance, why do I have to go out?

"Haa..."

As I sighed deeply in emptiness, Hyeok-jin approached closely and patted my back as if intending to comfort me.

"Hey, think positively. Rather, this could be an opportunity, right?"

Spouting absurd bullshit.

Just how should I think for this to be an opportunity?

Exposed to such big dangers even briefly outside the house, how much worse would it be in Japan which is much farther.

When I glared asking what bullshit he was talking about, Hyeok-jin showed me news related to Comiket opening soon on his smartphone.

"Heard it's opening after a long time. Heard many artists drawing Fox Beastkin content participate too. Rather than searching hard on the internet, wouldn't it be better to go and take a look once?"

"...How do you know artists drawing Fox Beastkin content participate in large numbers?"

"There's a way to know everything. Wouldn't I know more information than you who stays stuck in the room drawing lewd pics and jerking off watching manga every day?"

"Somehow can't trust words coming from you who watches furry content."

Spoke with a voice hard to believe, but heart definitely moved.

Because Fox Beastkin content dried up lately.

Whatever comes out is Magical Girl, Succubus, Monster Musume, Furry.

Gritting teeth and searching for a day, barely finding one Fox Beastkin with arousing art style, so the words that illustrators specializing in Fox Beastkin participate in large numbers effectively shook my resolve not to go out.

What to do.

Wait for later? Or go and buy directly?

But some things don't come out no matter how long I wait, thinking like that, wouldn't it be right to go and buy directly?

...If I think about going, money will break more than imagined.

Should I accept a few more commissions?

Intended to draw some personal works this time after finishing all received commissions.

Worried.

Pros and cons of going and not going on the trip are too clear.

Pros of going: Can obtain super hot Fox Beastkin manga. Cons: Everything else.

Pros of not going: Can live a life full of romance and leisure drawing lewd pics as personal works. Cons: Only one, cannot obtain super hot Fox Beastkin manga.

Weighed the two carefully, but as expected, the single advantage was strong enough to chew up all other disadvantages, so I decided to go just for the Japan trip.

Personal works are important too, but fap material drawn by others is a graver matter than that.

"Can't endure 3 months' worth of fap material."

Time remaining until the trip is 3 weeks.

Suffering like a dog for 3 weeks, and obtaining 3 months' worth of fap material? Isn't this creative economy?

I must be a genius.

"Will be quite busy for a while. No, is it just daily life now?"

Laughing hollowly, I wrote a commission promotion post as usual.

[<Promotion> R-18) Accepting Commission/Outsourcing. (All abnormal fetishes possible except Gore, BL)]

Time flowed and flowed, the day before the homework (sponsored) broadcast.

Although only 6 days, there were countless changes during that time.

First, people applying for 'The Moon' character related commissions increased tremendously.

Whether uploading a lewd pic of the arrogant mage character bound and humiliated on the related community had big impact, many people put in commissions asking to draw lewd pics with other characters.

How happy it was to draw normal pure love lewd pics without abnormal fetishes.

Less happy than drawing Fox Beastkin, but still could draw pictures without emotional consumption after a long time.

And second is.

"...Embarrassing, can't I stop wearing this? Feel like I'll really die of shame if I wear it more?"

[Didn't you say it was okay sometime? Wear it a little longer. Only 15 minutes passed.]

Although only briefly, becoming able to wear women's clothes.

Considering I threw it off having a seizure as soon as I wore it at first, could be said to be a really huge change.

But.

"Really want to wear jeans or dolphin pants... This feels like cross-dressing so feels like something inside me is being shaved away a lot."

Patience enduring shame increased, not adapted, so wearing women's clothing was suffering for me just like the beginning.

Phew, just wait until the homework broadcast ends. If I wear women's clothes again, then I'm a dog, a dog.

Sighing and enduring boiling shame, the Fox God shook her head and opened her mouth.

[You acted fine when wearing a nun outfit doing confession or whatever last time, I cannot understand why you make such a fuss now.]

"Nun outfit was still somewhat modest! Wasn't an outfit emphasizing femininity like this!"

Pointing at the black night dress I was wearing, the Fox God rested her chin on her hand as if recalling something, then shook her head once again.

[Well, considering your appearance wearing that outfit, that outfit was also an outfit emphasizing femininity quite a bit.]

"...Wait a minute. Can compare right now."

At the Fox God's words, I threw off the night dress I was wearing, took out the nun outfit stuck in the wardrobe and wore it, and when I stood in front of the mirror like that, I realized I felt shame differently from before.

Despite being loose clothes, large tits that couldn't be hidden.

That part kept bothering me, making me feel like I wore women's clothes, and eventually I threw off even the trusted nun outfit and wore a tracksuit top and dolphin pants as usual.

Now it's better. Feel at peace.

Hah, by the way really what to do? Have to broadcast wearing a shrine maiden outfit with exposure on the 1st-anniversary broadcast, big trouble being like this with one day left.

Two shrine maiden outfits that arrived today and are lying soundly on the bed.

One is a shrine maiden outfit with level too high to go on broadcast, and the other is a shrine maiden outfit with moderate exposure.

...Just what wealth and glory did I want to enjoy ordering such outfits.

Moreover, what on earth was I thinking ordering production of that vulgar-beyond-measure shrine maiden outfit?

Cursing the past me who designed such an outfit thinking 'Fox Beastkin must be hot unconditionally!', I picked up the relatively modest shrine maiden outfit.

No matter how I think, wearing that vulgar outfit is impossible.

Absolutely won't happen, but even if corrupted into a female, wouldn't I absolutely not be able to wear that outfit?

Resolving to take it and burn it if going out by chance, I started wearing the shrine maiden outfit slowly.

White top and red skirt like traditional shrine maiden attire.

If there's a difference, leaving slight slits on the side of the skirt exposing parts of the flank and thigh?

Felt ashamed feeling like it would be lewd if worn fully, but suppressing shame, I succeeded in wearing all the shrine maiden outfit.

Like that, wearing the shrine maiden outfit perfectly, I entered the bathroom carefully and looked in the mirror.

"Pretty..."

In the mirror, I could discover a Fox Shrine Maiden more beautiful than any Fox Beastkin I've seen so far.

Shrine maiden outfit showing faithfulness and purity, in contrast, the obscene female body drawing elegant curves gives a lewd feeling showing reverse charm.

Is that all? Fluffy ears and thick and luscious fox tails make one feel cuteness, and at the same time stimulate the desire to touch.

Beauty that every man, even gay, would look at with a dazed face.

Feeling shame at such appearance of mine, I smiled satisfied.

"With this appearance, can definitely make those crazy lolicons into normal sexual desire holders."

If this is not arousing, that's a Buddha beyond gay.

No? Maybe even Buddha would say this appearance is arousing?

[Nong (Loli) lololol]

Yes, says it's arousing.

Buddha in my heart said so.

Good, much hotter than I thought. Hot but...

"Really fucking embarrassing. Sh, Shame I can endure is at the limit... Q, Quickly take it off..."

Due to belated shame, I tried to escape the bathroom and take off the shrine maiden outfit.

Unfortunately, really unfortunately at that coincidental timing, I ended up showing my appearance wearing the shrine maiden outfit to Hyeok-jin who came with chicken and beer.

Thud.

Hyeok-jin dropping the chicken and beer in his hand as soon as seeing the appearance.

The guy put an honest evaluation in his mouth with a serious tone, not the usual vulgar tone.

"Pretty."

Hearing those words, feeling shame and anger, and unknown subtle heat, I threw the frying pan at the guy.

"Get out right now!!!!!"