Chapter 12: GAME OVER
My head is chaos.
I canât grasp the situation around me.
Only one thing is clear:
Something is missing.
Something important.
Like a part of my brain has been violently ripped away.
Not a wound to my bodyâbut a fatal injury to my mind.
I canât remember who I am, what kind of person Iâm supposed to be.
Noâwait, thatâs not right.
My name is Moribe Sabaki, an ordinary high school boy.
But.
But thatâs wrong.
Thatâs⌠not it.
"âŚNghâ"
I try to sit up, and a sharp pain shoots through my side.
The sensation of blood seeping. A voice nearby tells me not to push myself.
Somehow, with their help, I manage to prop myself up and look around.
A school⌠gymnasium.
Evacuees are gathered here.
Right. The emergency alert. A tornadoâsomething about a meteorological disasterâbut it doesnât feel real.
Apparently, I was injured and brought here. Staff members rush around, checking on people.
Some faces seem familiar.
Then, something spills from my pocket.
A jumble of meaningless junkârandom, mismatched, but clearly well-kept.
Why would I carry this stuff like it mattered?
A worn 10-yen coin rolls into my palm.
I flip it.
Heads.
"âŚHuh?"
What the hell is this?
More importantlyâthereâs something written on my hand.
In marker.
A dinner menu and shopping list.
But Sabakiâwho only ever cooks curry, fried rice, or yakisobaâwould never write something like this.
Which meansâŚ
"A⌠code?"
I decipher it.
The message reads:
"ăGet the medicine from Mifune-san at Enterprise.ă"
Who? And whatâs "Enterprise"?
Confused, I ask a nearby staff member if they know a "Mifune from Enterprise."
They blink, surprisedâthen lead me to a man I almost recognize. Heâs standing beside an energetic elementary schooler.
"Thanks for patching me up back then," he says.
I donât remember.
When I tell him, he nods like it makes senseâthen pulls out a single pill.
"Honestly⌠you probably shouldnât take this."
"Hah?"
Why offer it, then? I give a vague reply.
"Whatever you forgot⌠itâs better left forgotten. That woundâyou got it because of that. I canât explain, butâŚ"
He says Iâd need resolve to take it.
And yeah, logically, swallowing some shady pill with no informed consent is insane.
"âŚâŚâŚâŚ"
My side still throbs. It hurts enough to make me cry.
They say itâll take months to heal.
I donât want to suffer any more than this.
But at the same timeâ
I canât suffer more than this.
Nothing could hurt worse than the hollow ache in my chest right now.
So.
I swallow it.
"ââââ"
A memory restoration drug.
Reverses neural suppression.
And thenâ
I remember.
That day. When I saw her fighting.
Hiding in the shadows, torn between running or dying.
Before her battle with the Magnetic Flux Dead Coil, she had mentioned this medicine to Mifune-san.
A drug that could bring back what was lost.
Now, it floods backâ
Her.
Me.
Everything.
And the truth I tried so hard to forget.
"............"
I shake off the hands trying to stop me, stand up, and walk out of the gymnasium.
The pain is excruciating. They say if I donât rest, it could be fatal. And theyâre probably right. This is reckless to begin with. Just sitting up had been agonyâwalking, running, let alone fighting, is absurd.
Even with my memories back, Iâve never been injured this badly before.
At worst, it was during the battle with the Illegal Stimulant Black Dope.
âŚRight. Black Dope.
That underground facility outside the city.
If thereâs any hope left, itâs there.
Staggering, I force myself forward.
The Materializer is gone. She must have taken it.
It doesnât matter. I was just a high school student to begin with.
Losing that thing doesnât change much.
Thereâs only one thing I need.
As long as she is there, he never needed anything else.
Let me think of something happy.
Even if it feels like tempting fate to imagine what comes after this battle.
At the end of the day, my path is clear. It always has been.
I just have to win. Thatâs all. Nothing complicated.
If I win, the world is saved.
Save the Commander. Save Misora of the Heavens. Save Sabaki.
Erase my past mistakes. Fulfill my responsibilities. And thenâ
âIâll leave the Army for good.
They might erase all my supernatural-related memories for confidentiality, but I donât care.
I donât even need the memories of my past life anymore.
I never needed them to begin with.
The memories of when I was a boy? Theyâre nothing but a hindrance.
If IâTokizami Arishiroâcan just be a girl who loves him with all her heart, then I donât need anything else.
Heâs real. Truly real.
It doesnât matter if no one else believes it. I know he is.
As long as heâs hereâ
As long as we can go back to school together, knowing nothing, remembering nothingâthatâs enough.
Yeah. Once this is over, letâs walk to school together every morning.
Iâll go wake him upâafter all, Iâm his childhood friend. Iâll make breakfast, walk with him to school, exchange glances during class, eat lunch together.
What about after school?
Iâve never joined a club, but if he wants to, Iâll join too. If he doesnât, thatâs fine. Mornings might be too rushed, but on the way homeâmaybe we could hold handsâŚ
Wait. Would that be weird if weâre not dating?
Then Iâll have to confess. Start from there.
Heâs so incredible that it might not be easy, but stillâIâll try. Iâll do my best.
Because walking beside him, fingers intertwined as loversâ
I think that would make me happier than anything.
"HahâŚ! UghâŚ! AahâŚ!!"
"I thought your wounds were healing, but I suppose regenerating a lost arm is impossible. But donât worryâthere are plenty of people who live fulfilling lives with just one arm. No matter how severe the injury or illness, as long as you donât give up, anyone can find happiness."
I have to think like thisâor else Iâll break.
This isnât just about bandages anymore.
Tears blur my vision as I unleash a barrage of attacks.
It hurts. It hurts so much.
This is the worst damage Iâve ever taken.
So my attacks should be stronger than everâ
"Ah, hello? Sorry, Iâm a bit busy at the moment. Yes, yes, itâs nothing serious. Oh? Alisa and Maina are doing well? Of course they are, Kairi. Your happiness is my top priorityâah, could you please be quiet? Iâm on the phone."
âbut theyâre swatted aside. Casually.
Itâs not even his own power. Overdoseâs offensive and annihilation capabilities are monstrous, but his actual durability and vitality? Not impressive.
"TakeâTHIS!!"
"Oops."
The moment I go for the attack, Nishizaki-sanâs surprise strike throws me off balance, leaving me wide open.
"DAMAGE BULLETâ!"
From the severed stump of my arm, a crimson wave of slashing energy fires like a cannon shell.
Maximum output. Though I call it a slash, the spiraling, layered force is closer to a drill.
A gaping hole opens in Overdoseâs chestâa fatal wound.
In the game, heâd have top-tier boss equipment.
But not in this timeline.
But he remained utterly unfazed.
"Exemplary Demon, Demonicus.""Understood. Who shall it be?""Alisaâno, it's only been a year since I took her in. The emotional weight isn't quite enough. Let's go with Kairi.""Acknowledged."
From the other end of the phoneâa collapse.
The confused screams of children.
Thenâthe gaping hole in Overdoseâs chest vanished.
Healed.
In the same motion, a burst of blue light sent Nishizakiâalready batteredâflying.
"Ah⌠sheâd just turned ten. With all the older orphans gone, she was so determined to take care of the younger ones... Now Iâll never get to make her favorite hamburger steak again."
"UghâAAAHâ!"
With all my strengthâeven with just one armâI swung the massive box cutter.
Overdoseâs weaponâworn down from constant use over the past two daysâshattered.
It tore through the half-platinized building, tumbling end over end.
And where it landedâ
A mother and daughter.
Mid-evacuation.
"RUNâ!"
A snap of his fingers.
Monsters swarmed.
No escape.
The mother shielded her daughter, crouching in place.
"P-pleaseâŚ! Iâll do anything, just spare my daughterâ!""Such beautiful devotion. Is there any sight more pure? My heart swells with the desire to never lose such sacred souls. Truly, this emotion is beyond measureâyes, this will suffice as emotional weight. Exemplary Demon, Demonicus.""Acknowledged."
A scream.
The sound of every bone in her bodyâall 206âsnapping at once.
What emerged was a greatswordâdecorated with human skin, forged from blood and flesh.
A weapon that, in-game, would rank among the strongest endgame gear.
The nun swung it at me.
"GuhâUUUUGHâŚ!!"
No. No no no.
This is too much. I can't.
The girl is crying.
A single swing. A slash infused with the pale-blue radiance of nuclear fusion.
I materialized a tsunami of box cuttersâonly for them to be split apart like the sea itself.
A dull, heavy thud.
Thenâthe delayed explosion.
The blast tore through the center of my body.
Yet it felt distant.
Like it was happening somewhere far away.
A sensation of floating. The platinum-stained scenery rushing past below.
I slammed into a platinized skyscraper, the impact spiderwebbing the wall.
Sliding down, leaving a smear of blood, before crashing to the ground.
Like a toy in the hands of a violent child.
"Well, the city's transformation should be finishing up soon. The depletion of the 'Remnants' is accelerating⌠You may go all out now, Overdose."
"Please donât call them 'Remnants,' Exemplary Demon Demonicus. Though, with no further interference expected, I suppose we can proceed. The aid fund for conflict zones, the treatment support for incurable diseases, the groundbreaking discovery in artificial panacea synthesis, and the sealing of three disaster-class entitiesâ"
"Acknowledged."
The pale-blue glow swelled.
The sheer magnitude of power defied comprehension.
Just how much had he sacrificedâwith that same calm expression?
"............"
I try to think of something happy.
Even if imagining after this battle is nothing but a death flag.
I imagine it againâ
Going out with him.
Letting him pat my head.
Eating meals together.
Leaning against him, acting spoiled.
Listening to the same music.
Hearing him call me cute.
Growing even closerâbeing with him, more and more and more and moreâ
"ââââ"
But even that.
I donât need it anymore.
As long as he is here, I donât need anything else.
Even if I dieâas long as he lives, thatâs enough.
Death is nothing. Iâve already experienced it once.
I accept the incoming strike.
Not as an end.
But as a beginning.
A fatal wound.
I turn it into an attack.
A counterattack with my entire being.
From my right hand, a blade extendsâburning like life itself, a vivid rose-red radiance.
The swing of that blade splits heaven and earth.
A crimson brilliance explodes outward.
The ground trembles like an earthquake.
A desperate slash, launched with the thought that maybe, just maybe, it could kill him instantlyâ
But.
"Yet more innocent children have been sacrificed. Tell meâwhat do you think a life is worth?"
It doesnât work.
"âŚWhy⌠why are youâŚ?! Donât fuck with me! If you care about lives so much, then stopâjust STOP!""Precisely because I care, I must strive to improve this world. Reality is cruelâthat is all the more reason to push forward with every effort. That is my humble, sincere wish."
Overdose keeps spouting nonsense.
Words that sound reasonable but mean nothing.
Maybe, in his twisted logic, it makes sense.
But no sane person could ever understand.
Either way, talking was never an option.
This is just a rehash of the first time.
Iâm trying so hard.
Iâm finally staking my life.
But thatâs still not enough.
Because in this world, everyone stakes their life like itâs nothing.
And yetâthis is all I can do.
The sheer volume of âpriceâ Overdose has stockpiled is monstrous.
No matter how much I fight, it wonât matter unless I sever his contract with the Exemplary Demon, Demonicus.
I donât know what to do.
Logically, thereâs no last-minute miracle plan.
The wounds are deep.
My healing canât keep up.
At this rateâIâll die.
Iâll really die.
âAnd that terrifies me.
Iâm afraid of death.
The idea that "Iâve done it before, so I can endure it" is a lie.
All that experience taught me is that itâs unbearable.
Knowing the **darkness, the pain, the despairâ**thatâs exactly why I canât endure it.
I donât want to die here.
I donât want to die like this.
I want to be happy.
I want to believe my life was worth something.
I want someone to save me.
"âŚ!"
Even though Iâve staked my life.
Even now.
I stillâ
âIf this world has a protagonist, I wish theyâd come here, right now.
Then, even if I die here, itâd be okay.
Even if Iâm just some nameless sacrifice, buying time to save the worldâ
Thatâd be enough.
In my fading consciousness, just for a momentâ
I know youâre not just a character in a story.
But stillâ
If you were someone special, someone who could save this worldâ
Thatâs what I wished for.
"âââââ"
And thenâ
Sabaki was standing in front of me.
"âŚHuhâŚ?"
Why?
I erased his memories.
There's no reason for him to be here.
Yet there he standsâpale-faced, unsteady, blood soaking through his jacket from his wounded sideâon the verge of collapse, but still standing.
"The 'Convenient Contract: Love King's Speake'âŚ"
He raises a tattered, nearly used-up bundle of coupon-like tickets.
"I heard about it from Tokizami⌠The backup stash in the 'Army' facility you destroyedâŚ"
The nun interrupts with a voice like spat blood.
"And what, pray tell, do you intend to do with that now? Even if you use it, who could possibly pay the price to reclaim this city, when nearly all of it has already been converted into 'Something of Value'â?"
"âMaybe not the city."
"But what if I claim ownership of all the 'price' you've stockpiled instead?"
His retort.
For just a moment, Overdose's eyes widen.
"You said you'd use 'Something of Value' to claim the entire world as your own. This platinumâthis 'value'âmight be worth more than the combined budgets of every advanced nation⌠But if I can just seal away your 'Remnants'â"
"True, if you prepared the proper price, you could still claim ownership. But you seem unaware of just how many lives are entrusted to me. Gathering that much 'value' would beâ"
"Already here."
"Right under your feet."
The nun sighs, almost amused.
"As I said, this cityâthis 'Something of Value'âis mine."
"The elevator in the building on Second Streetâinput a hidden command, and it leads to an underground facility outside this city. You and your 'Exemplary Demon' have already converted parts of the outside world into 'Something of Value.'
This cityâand yet not this city.
A distorted space linked through supernatural areas."
"âââââWhaâ"
This time, his eyes definitely widen.
For the first timeâOverdose is speechless.
"Twenty-four other locationsâevery supernatural zone I know ofâI adjusted them all last night to connect outside the city. Got jumped by one of your monsters in the process, but⌠during all this chaos, I stole the land deeds for the converted areas from a real estate office."
He tears them apartâand raises them.
"Convenient Contract: Love King's Speake"âa supernatural item that, under specific conditions and with the proper price, allows the user to temporarily claim ownership of a target, ignoring all laws, contracts, ethics, and procedures.
"Starting now, for a limited time, I'm taking ownership of everything Overdose possessesâexcept this city."
No reply.
Insteadâpale-blue explosive light erupts from the nunâs palm.
Sabaki tries to blockâbut heâs too late.
The critical mass of blue-white light is unleashed toward himâ
And misses.
"âŚMag⌠netâŚ!"
A beast of lightning erupts from Overdose's phoneâa four-legged electromagnetic creature, snarling as it clamps down on his arm.
At the edge of my visionâNishizaki, blown away earlier, grins through pain, clutching a communicator.
"Magânetâic PULSEâ!!"
"âInterferenceâ"
The blast scatters.
But in that split-second openingâ
"Reproduction rate 3150%âMissile Materialization."
A meteor tears through the midday sky, crushing Overdose.
And riding that lightâa single figure descends.
"âThis is Star Chart, broadcasting live."
Long silver hair fluttering in the wind, wearing a stark-white hospital gown, her fierce expression belying years of being bedriddenâ
A striking girl speaks into the communicator.
"Yeah, yeah, I know, Commander. More importantly, you should be restingâarenât you still in the ICU? Quit lying to the higher-ups about âneeding to save the worldâ and hoarding that panacea.
Iâm not bailing you out later, got it?"
"Well, I guess this is pretty much over already."
She says it so casually, as if it were nothing.
And thenâshe turns to look at me.
Misora of the Heavens.
"Oh, hey, Tokizami-chan. Long time noâwait, no, not really, huh? You were always visiting me in the hospital."
"M-Misora⌠sanâŚ"
Iâm happy. I want to apologize.
My emotions are a tangled messâ**incomprehensibleâ**and before I know it, tears spill out.
"I'm sorry⌠I'm so sorryâŚ! Iâve wanted to apologize this whole time, for what happened back thenâŚ!!"
"Why are you apologizing?"
She says it with a wry smile.
"Yeah, Iâve been wanting to say this too. Two hundred people, two hundred and one, hundredsâit doesnât matter. It doesnât matter who you were or what you did. No matter what, I was always going to save you."
She raises a hand, and her **Materializer eruptsâ**light shimmering like the twinkling of stars.
"Iâve had way too much time to visualize this in my head. No more gloomy, tragic scenes. From here on out, itâs all high-octane action for everyoneâs sakeâso letâs go all out!!"
The sky ignites.
Countless missiles materialize, trailing light like a meteor showerââall raining down upon Overdose at once.
An army of exploding brilliance.
The starlight tears through the heavens, outshining even the fissures in the sky.
"Thâthis canât beâ!"
The nun lets out a pained cry.
"Do somethingâplease, Exemplary Demon Demonicusâ! Iâll give you everythingâAlisa, Maina, Yuuki, Kouto, Rein, Seira, Hatsuka, Kuuna, Hain, Marika, Keito, Aria, Shilua, Teiku, Riki, Raimu, Marudoâall of them, all the things I hold dearâ!"*
But none of that registers.
Because the sight before me is too dazzling.
Next to me, Sabaki stumblesâabout to collapse.
So I catch him.
He tries to say something, but blood catches in his throat, and he coughs painfully.
"A-are you okay?! Donât push yourself, you donât have to talkâ!"
"Gh⌠yeah, Iâm⌠fine. But⌠thereâs something I never got to sayâŚ"
"You can tell me laterâ"
"âI never properly confessed, did I?"
Something like thatâ
Something like that, you couldâve said anytime later.
Iâd even given up on it.
Butâ
Iâm so happy.
So, so happyâ
That my mind goes blank.
Ah.
Of course.
Of course itâs him.
Not because of power.Not because of some "main story."
But because, in the truest senseâ
Heâs stronger than anyone.
Unbreakable.
The one who saved me.
The one whoâll save everything.
The real protagonist.
And nowâ
As the world burns around usâ
He finally says the words Iâve waited so long to hear.
"I love you."
And just like thatâ
The story begins again.
My vision turned pure white.
Everything is blown away.
The entire world is dyed in flamesâeven the sky is crimson.
The clouds have vanished, leaving only the fissure floating above.
"You said you would offer up everything you hold dear, didnât you?"
The platinum city, once shining, is now charred black.
At its centerâSomething is devouring something else.
"Whyâ?"
"Because the thing you cherish most, despite claiming to value everythingâ""Is yourself, Overdose."
The woman is swallowed by the voidâvanishing without a trace.
And thenâthe descent.
An overwhelming mass of power.
Thirty meters tall.
A vaguely humanoid void, faintly colored by structural hues.
The Exemplary Demon Demonicus.
Now in its complete form.
This is the final battle.
The message flashes through my mind.
Butâthis enemy was supposed to be an endgame boss.
The shockwave from its descent alone sends Nishizaki and Misora flying.
They recover.They rejoin the fight.But they stand no chance.
A single, careless swipeâLike swatting away insects.âSends both of them crashing back to the ground.
But.
But none of that matters right now.
Becauseâ
"Sabaki."
Heâsâ
Only his upper half remains.
...This is wrong.
Because in the game, an attack like that was just a pre-battle cutscene.A flashy way to show off the bossâs overwhelming powerânothing more.It wasnât even a real attack.
Nishizaki and Misora brushed it off easily.I wouldnât have been taken out by something like that.
And yetâ
Him.
The one who should have been the true protagonistâ
Is lying here likeâ
Like some nameless mob.
"Tokizami... hey..."
His voice is so normal.
"I always... thought you were special..."
So calm, so casualâit almost makes me think this isnât a big deal.
"Turns out... you werenât."
"You were just a normal girl..."
"But even so, I... at the end..."
His voice is quiet, but steadyâjust like always.
"At the end... I still believed... youâd save the world..."
"ââââ"
"So... I could... do this..."
"ââââ"
"Because I love you... Because I wanted to save you..."
"ââââ"
"I knew I couldnât do anything..."
"But I didnât... want it to end... just wishing..."
"ââââ"
"I didnât want you... to think these feelings were fake..."
"ââââ"
"If this world has a protagonist... I wanted... it to be you..."
"ââââ"
"Even if Iâm just... some nameless sacrifice..."
"ââââ"
"If the one who saves the world... is you..."
"ââââ"
"Then I..."
And thenâ
Moribe Sabaki died.
No grand fate.
No dramatic last words.
Justâ
Gone.
No protagonist's privilege. No plot armor.
Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing at all.
Just death.
...
I walked.
Across the battlefield of the final showdownânow empty, abandoned.
Me, a nobody.Not even a proper character in this story.Standing alone like some kind of protagonist.
"In the end... even now...He never showed up."
Before the enemy of the world, shimmering with structural colorsâ
I stood.
And thenâ
"Aâ"
I screamed.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
A sound like shattered glass inside my skull.
My mental and spiritual damage manifested.
From my backâlike grotesque wingsâ
A searing, dripping, shocking pink radianceâVibrant as blood, toxic as venom.
"Iâll... kill you."
And thenâit erupted.
Like a geyser.Like a volcanic vent.Like a gateway to hell itself.
The darkness-tinged light explodedâBursting.Surging.Expanding.
Ten meters.A hundred meters.A thousand meters.
Endlessly.Infinitely.Rupturing the world as it stretched toward the heavens.
"...Impossible. This isâ"
"I'LL KILL YOUâ""I WILL, I WILL, I WILLâMEâTHIS ME RIGHT HERE!!""I'LL KILL YOU!!"
"DIE!!"
"JUST DIE, YOU MODEL DEMON, DEMONIXX!!!"
âCollision.
The wings of agony clashed against the demonâs strike, fissuring the world anew.
Darkness and rainbow fire scorched the earth.Turbulent energy quaked the sky.
We clashedâHundreds of times in a single second.
A spiraling shockwave capable of shattering the cosmos.
Energy condensed into pure destructionMorphed into black light,Staining the planet.
The demon transformed a celestial star into a flaming arrowâA crushing wall of firepower.
In any game, youâd dodge it with a gimmick.
But Iâ
I cleaved through it with brute force.
The shocking pink wings slammed into the demon.
A single, pummeling strike hurled its body into a platinum skyscraperâ
No.
Clean through it.
From the Materia Manifestation Engine,A flood of sinister light erupted.
Countless bloodstained razor bladesSwirled around me like a tornadoâMorphing into a dragon of steel, baring its fangs.
"Guhâ!"
The demon shattered the attack meant to grind me to dustAnd retaliated with annihilating light.
A blow that should have been unbearableâYet, I endured.
I made the impossible possible.
But that truthâ
Felt so, so hollow.
The person who would have praised me for trying so hard...
Was already gone.
The raging wings grew stronger.
I thought of happy things.I thought of happy things.I thought of happy things.
All of it was painful.Suffocating.Unbearable.Irreversible.
Thatâs why I could fight an unwinnable battle.
How long did I keep it up?
My body stopped moving.
My vision flickered into darkness.
The demon conjuredâ
Something like a black hole.
In its palmâ
And hurled it.
"ââââ"
I couldnât dodge.
My legsâwouldnât moveâ
"Tch!"
In that instantâ
Nishizaki-san.
A burst of water jets from her soles.
She grabbed me midairâBlasted us both away.
The black holeâs direct hitâavoided.
Butâ
Its gravitational pull dragged us toward oblivion.
"âGo!"
She hurled me away from the attack.
And thenâ
Like a missile rider,
Tenma Misora-san caught me mid-flightâ
Using the black holeâs pullâNot to be swallowedâBut to accelerate.
Skirting its edgeâBefore rocketing straight toward the demon.
The wings of agony contract. The shocking pink radiance tightens, condensing into my palm.
From my right handâa cursed blade ignites, seething with death, burning a signal-red glow.
From my leftâa sacred sword flares to life, its silver light as human as it is divine.
One born of the abyss.One forged in salvation.
I slash upward.I slash downward.
The two forces collideâsplitting heaven and earth apart.
I'm being overpowered. I can't win. Instinct takes overâI kick Tenma Misora away to safety.
But when I look backâ
The demonâs body is breaking apart, its form collapsing under the sheer force.
Even if Iâm annihilated here⌠itâs going down with me. That much is certain.
âŚThen, fine.
If this is how it endsâfine.
I think⌠I did something incredible.I think⌠I saved the world. I saved someone.I think⌠I atoned to Tenma Misora. I became something to someone. I built something real.
But.
The thing I always wanted to beâ
It feels so dull.
So.
But.
"ââââ"
This⌠is what he left me.
My power surges past its limit.
The blood-red blade carves through the demon, cleaving it into the void.
It has no faceâyet, as it vanishes, I swear I see something. A flicker of confusion. A refusal to accept this end.
"UghâŚ"
I won.I achieved victory.
But this kind of victoryâ
"Saba⌠kiâŚ"
Tears spill, trailing behind my falling bodyâtoo late.
And thenâI plummet.
Down, into a city where he no longer exists.
It was a place unknown to anyone.
ăâŚâŚâŚâŚă
A space like the margins of a storyâsomewhere never spoken of.
The exemplary demon Demonix stood silently, its form fading, dissolving into nothingness.
Then, without a sound, a man appeared before him.
ăWhatâŚ?ă
Black. A figure that seemed to bleed into the darkness of night. A pitch-black coat. A pitch-black full-face helmet.
Armorâits plated design intricate, undecipherable, as if it held a meaning long since forgotten.
Instead of a sword of light, he held up something small. A tattered commuter pass.
Collateral. Something crucial. Something of immense value to this world.
A trade.
A sacrifice.
An offering in exchange for borrowing the exemplary demon Demonix himself.
ăSabaki Moribe⌠Whyâno, I see.ă
And then, he spoke.
"âI offer my strength, my fate, my very existence. Every last fragment of the stories bound to meâI sacrifice them all."
ăAnd in return, what do you desire?ă
"That was decided long ago."
ăVery well. Accepted.ă
A contract was forged.
As his own form began to dissolve, the demon posed a final questionâcasual, almost idle.
ăBut are you sure? There are still countless threats left to defeat. Do you truly believe the world can go on without its protagonist?ă
"It doesnât matter. This is game over for me. Iâm not this worldâs protagonist anymoreâ"
"They are."
And so, having saved an utterly ordinary high school boyâŚ
The one who was meant to save the world disappeared from it entirely.
Turns out, it was all just a dream.
I woke up.
An unfamiliar ceilingâno, wait. A familiar one.
On my desk, no bandages, no medicine. The closet, lined with plain, masculine clothes.
A game console lay on the floor, next to it, the latest installment of that series.
Right.
The Super Smash Bros.-style game Sabaki and I sometimes play together.
"UghhâŚ"
I crawled out of bed and opened the curtains.
Before heading out, I washed my face.
The girl in the mirror stared backâpink hair and all.
Iâve gotten used to making simple breakfasts with one arm, and by the time I was mostly ready, Sabaki returned from his morning jog.
"âŚWhy are you just casually in my house?"
"Is that a problem?"
"Not really, butâ"
Then I remembered my dream.
Without thinking, I threw myself against his chest.
He grimaced a littleâstill sweaty from his runâbut I didnât care. I used to hate the smell of guysâ sweat too, but Sabakiâs is different.
That kind of thingârealizing Iâm gradually becoming more like a girlâmakes me a little happy.
âŚThough it also feels kinda perverted.
Normally, I wouldnât do this before he showered, so he gave me a questioning look.
"âŚSomething happen?"
"You died like some random NPC in my dreamâŚ"
"Oh⌠Well, I mean, that wouldnât be that weirdâŚ"
I glared. He awkwardly backtracked.
"Not that I want to die! Thatâs why Iâve been training so hard lately."
"But you donât have to cut into our time just to hit the gym!"
Grumbling, I sat at the table for breakfast.
After losing my arm in that battle, Sabakiâs been feeding me. Not that I canât eat on my ownâEnterpriseâs high-tech prosthetic takes care of daily life just fine, and I can fight like normal.
But since I am missing an arm, I let him feed me.
âŚStill.
Why didnât he die back then?
And how did I win?
Honestly, I still donât really get it.
It didnât feel like fate was on our sideâwe were just two ordinary humans.
But if something was looking out for us, it wasnât gods or destiny.
Probably just⌠some kind person, somewhere.
â
After changing, we headed to school.
On the way, we ran into Tenmi Misora-san.
"Hey, Kizami-chan. You donât have to use â-sanâ with me, you know? Weâre classmates."
"But I did get held back four times, and youâre already an adult. Itâd feel weird not to."
"Oi, Moribe. Oi. I donât mind, but Kizami-chan looks like sheâs about to cry from guilt. Take responsibility and commit seppuku."
Tenmi Misoraâfour years older than us, but still our classmate after spending four years hospitalized.
Maybe the panacea slowed her aging, or maybe she was just baby-faced to begin with, but she definitely doesnât look twenty.
Sheâs already back to being activeâstrong as ever.
I still firmly believe she should spend the rest of her life making amends, both publicly and privately⌠but she insists itâs okay for her to live for herself now.
âŚAs if losing four years of her teens is something you can just brush off.
The Commanderâs still hospitalized, but I heard sheâll be back soon.
Lately, I donât feel as hesitant about visiting her.
Personally, I want everyone to take it easy, live peacefullyâand Iâll do whatever it takes to make that happen.
At the very least, Iâll work hard on missions to lighten her load.
âŚThough lately, with fewer emergent threats, Tenmi Misora-san keeps stealing all the assignments.
Itâs a problem.
At lunch, I met up with Nijisaki-san, and the four of us talked together.
Lately, it feels like weâve settled into a solid groupâone guy, three girls.
From Sabakiâs perspective, heâs the lone black sheep in a sea of pink.
As a guy, Iâm jealous.As a girl, Iâm also jealous.
âŚThis is a problem. No upside here.
Well, whatever.
"Wait, they gave her permission to go outside?!"
"Yeah. Sheâs gotten better at controlling her electricity, and the stab woundâs healed. âŚStill got other issues, though."
Not everythingâs been neatly resolved.
Even after taking down a global-level Threat and reclaiming her position in the Army, her standingâs still shaky. If anything, it might be more precarious now than before.
But unlike back thenâsheâs not alone anymore.
Thereâs more we can do.
Failures, setbacks, regrets⌠bit by bit, weâre reclaiming them.
Slowly, but surely.
â
After schoolâŚ
Still not joining any clubs, the two of us walked home side by side.
(And no, losing an arm doesnât stop you from holding hands with your girlfriend.)
Then, at night, we took to the streetsâ
Alongside Sabaki, Army agent-in-training.
âŚWe couldâve chosen to wipe our memories and become nobodies again.
But we both wanted to be something.
Even if that desire was born from misunderstandings and misstepsâŚ
I think, finally, weâre inching closer to somethingâsomething shapeless, but real.
And we both decidedâ
We didnât want to let go of that.
Even now.
Weâre still fightingâto grasp that something special.
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