Chapter 107: Dreaming...
Several days had passed since I arrived at Chantillyâs Tracen Academy. Once I got somewhat used to life here, I realizedâsurprisinglyâit wasnât all that different from Japan.
There were kids sleeping during class, horse girls stuffing themselves in the cafeteria, and others zipping around on kickboards during pool training. Heck, even Kayf Tara-san used one. Seeing that kind of thing abroad almost moved me. Even in a different country, some things never changed.
Still, there were differences. The biggest one was the attitude toward Winning Live performances. The Chantilly Woods didnât have an outdoor stage. Practice took place in a cramped indoor studio or a modest rehearsal room.
Coming from the junior divisionâwhere we were told over and over, âThose who neglect the Winning Live bring shame upon the academyââI couldnât help but think, Huh? Why donât they care more about the Lives? Donât they dance for their fans?
A thousand question marks floated through my head.
But after a few exchange student classes, I got it. It was just another cultural difference.
Looking back at horse girl history, running came firstâof course it did. Running was instinct. Performing wasnât. Europe, with its obsession for tradition, naturally prioritized the original art: racing. Everything else came second.
So yeah, no large-scale fan festivals like in Japan. Fan events here felt... underwhelming. Though to be fair, they were often tied to major race weeksâRoyal Ascot, the Prix de l'Arc de Triomphe. Maybe it wasnât right to compare.
ââŠâŠFuuu.â
I flopped back on my bed, flipping through notes. My new dorm room was spacious enough to jump rope in. The bed was a generous semi-doubleâno matter how much I tossed and turned, Iâd never fall off. I rolled over restlessly, letting out a long sigh.
âHaaahâŠâ
âWhatâs wrong, desu? Sighing like that?â
âEh, well⊠Itâs the new environment. So much to take in. You doing okay, El-chan?â
âEl has decided not to think too hard about it!!â
ââŠThatâs not okay.â
I sighed again and sat up slowly. Then, poked El-chan in the side, just to make her squeal.
My new roommate, El Condor Pasa, burst into giggles the second I tickled her. Since this was a triple, Guriko or Jara jara-chan would probably move in soonâmeaning things were only going to get louder.
âAh! S-stop the sides! It tickles, desu!â
âTake this! And this!â
âAhahaha! Ahahahaha!â
Hardly anyone in France spoke Japanese. Right now, the only people I could talk to freely were El-chan and my trainer. That alone made me feel strangely grounded.
Maybe El-chan felt the same. Ever since we ended up in the same class, weâd been glued togetherâbreaks, lunch, even random errands. We naturally fell into sync, closer now than we ever were back in Japan.
We always got along, but the environment mustâve played a role. I could speak English if I had toâbut it drained me fast. It made me understand why overseas âJapantownâ communities existed at all.
âGot you, Apollo-chan!? Donât think Iâll stay quietâtake this!â
âAhh! Not thereâthatâs bad!â
âRevenge, desu! So this is your weak spot!?â
âW-wait, my ears are reallyâ!â
Now that we were closer, El-chan had no hesitation unleashing her signature wrestling moves. Before I knew it, I was pinned down and tickled relentlesslyâsides, neck, even ears. Apparently, sheâd never dared to do this to Grass-chan, which meant I was her designated stress toy (âŠ?).
We laughed and wrestled, flailing around the roomâuntil THUD, a dull, ominous sound echoed through the wall. The infamous wall bang. I wiped away tears of laughter and glanced toward the source. The wall was trembling slightly.
âWow, wall-banging is universal, huh?â
âScary, desuu~â
âOur arrival in France, celebrated by the people with wall-banging⊠Iâm touched. We must repay kindness with kindness.â
âPfft⊠Are you imitating Glass? Sheâd be so mad if she heard that.â
âOpening spottedâtickle attack~!â
âAhaha! Hey, Apollo-chan! Not agaiâahahahaha!!â
Still riding the weird energy, we launched into another tickle battle. The louder our laughter got, the harder the wall-banging escalatedâuntil it became full-on slamming.
Then, silence.
We froze.
Footsteps followedâheavy, slow, deliberate. So loud they almost sounded like a giantâs. And they were headed straight for our door.
âAh⊠This is bad, desu.â
Too late.
The door burst open like it had been kicked off its hinges. A chestnut horse girl in loungewear stepped in, casual as everâKayf Tara.
Her golden eyes, almost never angry, flicked to El-chan, then to me. She scratched her head roughly, her tail flicking behind her like a whip. And then she sighed. Long and heavy.
ââŠYou again.â
âK-Kayf Tara-san⊠You were next door?â
âYeah.â
âS-sorry. We got carried away.â
âClearly.â
âUh, Iâll treat you to parfait next time, so forgive us?â
âShut up. Go to sleep. Donât make noise again.â
âY-yes, maâamâŠâ
âWeâre sorry, desuâŠâ
ââŠHmph.â
Kayf Tara-san hastily fixed the door sheâd kicked down before leaving our room. But as she did, I swear her eyes said, Follow me. Bracing for a scolding, I hunched my shoulders and trailed after her.
She waited by the window, completely different from beforeâcalm, even. Her voice, when she spoke, was quiet.
âYou⊠I heard your next race is the Yorkshire Cup.â
âAh, yesâŠâ
âYou free now? If you are, Iâll personally teach you how to handle York Racecourse.â
ââŠâŠ!?â
Her words stunned me. After all her cold dismissals, this sudden offer made no sense. Sheâd mocked me in Dubai, and things hadnât exactly improved after that.
ââŠWhatâs your goal?â
âDo I need a goal?â
âHuh?â
âWell⊠I guess itâs fair. Given my past behavior, this does seem suspicious. But if I said people talked some sense into me and Iâve slightly changed my mind⊠would you believe me?â
She mumbled it more to herself than to me, like she was still figuring it out. A part of me wanted to believe sheâd finally reflectedâbut the sudden shift was too abrupt. Her eyes still held something I couldnât read.
Still⊠if sheâs offering help, I should at least listen.
âHeh⊠Well, come on.â
She led me out of the dorm, through the Chantilly Woods. I followed half a step behind, matching her pace as the dim forest closed in. The academy sat deep in the woodsâso deep, it felt more like wild animal territory than school grounds. What if a wolf showed up? I tensed, but Kayf Tara-san pressed forward until we reached a small clearing.
There, hidden in the trees, was a makeshift track. Long grass. Uneven terrain. Vines twisting across the edges. It was nothing like the tidy, preened courses back in Japan. But something about it reminded me of Epsomâthe worldâs most brutal track.
Kayf Tara-san, clearly familiar with the place, sat on a fallen log. The leaves rustled overhead as she jerked her chin toward the empty space beside her.
âSit.â
Her expression was oddly serene.
âNice spot, huh?â
âSeems a little⊠unsafe.â
âEvery racecourse is dangerous at its core.â
She was completely different now. For the first time, it felt like we might actually talk. When I looked at her face, she narrowed her eyesâalmost fondly. Her golden pupils, catching the moonlight, were striking.
After a quiet moment, she started her lectureâbreaking down York Racecourse detail by detail.
âYork is relatively easy for Japanese horse girls. But relatively is the key word. Compared to Japan, the groundâs rougher. No two turns are the same.â
European racecourses are carved from the land itself, shaped by centuries of terrain and tradition. Nothing artificial. That means steep elevation changes, unpredictable curves. As Kayf Tara said, Yorkâs known for being less punishing, but itâs still not âeasy.â
Two wide curvesâone large, one smaller. Mostly flat, except for a subtle uphill stretch at the end. Itâs also wide, which gives runners roomâbut if you get marked, that space doesnât matter.
âTwo pieces of advice. First, switch to European horseshoes if you havenât already. Secondârun exactly as you always do. Thatâs it.â
âIâm testing different shoes now⊠Iâll decide after tomorrowâs training.â
âGood. Keep that up and youâll win without troubleâunless youâre racing me.â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
âWhatâs with that look? Got something to say?â
The difference in turf speaks for itself, but adjusting your stride also means adjusting your shoes. Japanese shoes are thinner, built for firm ground and short grass. European shoes are thickerâmore grip, more resistance, better suited for soft earth and long blades.
Of course, theyâre all metal. Shaved down to the limit of regulation weight. The difference might only be millimetersâor less. Still, that gap trips up some horse girls. Others (like me) adapt fine. Weâre sensitive creatures.
Kayf Tara-san smiled faintly, stepping onto the uneven course. Curfew was closing in, but her expression stopped me from mentioning it. My feet followed her gaze toward the track.
Then, out of nowhere, she asked:
"Do you have someone important to you?"
The unexpected question leaves me at a loss for words. She gives me a wry smile and continues.
"What, you donât? Or are you dodging the question?"
"What do you mean?"
"Youâre still playing dumb? Everyone at Tracen knows~ youâre head over heels for the Trainer!"
"Whaâwh-wh-wh-whaâââŠâŠ!!?"
"El Condor Pasa was blabbing about it a few days ago. Well, honestly, anyone who knows you already figured it out."
âEL⊠EL CONDOR PASAâŠâŠ!!â
That little traitorâIâm strangling her the moment we get back. My face burned as I fanned my cheeks.
âW-weâre not like that! Wh-what about you, Kayf Tara-san? Why ask?â
âI do. Sheâs still young, but⊠I have a little sister. Precious to me.â
âOh, a sister?!â
Iâd heard the rumors. If I remembered right, her older sister was Opera House, and her younger one was Zee Zee Top. On the track, Opera House was famous as the sire of T.M. Opera O. In her career, sheâd won three straight G1s: Coronation Cup, Eclipse Stakes, and King George VI & Queen Elizabeth Stakesâbeating legends like Commander in Chief, White Muzzle, and User Friendly.
Zee Zee Top had also clinched a G1âthe Prix de l'OpĂ©ra.
The little sister she meant mustâve been Zee Zee Top. I hadnât met herâor Opera Houseâsince arriving. But it was obvious how deeply she cared.
I love my parents too, but Iâve always been an only child. Iâve never known sibling bonds. A pang of envy struck me as Kayf Tara spoke of hers.
"...You probably think my sudden change in attitude is weird. Well⊠letâs just say a few things happened. For one, my sister recently scolded me for 'being too rude.'"
"Thatâs absolutely true!"
"Hah? Watch yourâahem. Anyway, Iâm trying to behave now. Lemos also chewed me out yesterday⊠and you donât argue with her."
"Ah⊠Yeah, that tracks."
"But itâs not just Lemos. Iâve been⊠reflecting. Iâve found a dream worth fighting for again. Iâm not the same Kayf Tara I used to be."
"âŠâŠ!"
"Or maybe itâs more accurate to say⊠I remembered my dream."
Dream. The word hit me like a physical blow. My knees nearly gave out.
My heart still wandered in darkness, unresolved frustrations festering beneath daily distractions.
While Iâd been drifting, Kayf Tara had moved forward. Sheâd faced her demons, reclaimed the stability sheâd lostâemerging renewed, like sheâd shed an old skin. Her growth, both mental and physical, was undeniable. It felt like Kayf Taraâs prime was only just beginningâ
Feeling her presence up close, I understood how far sheâd come. The incident with Angely-chan a few days ago showed she wasnât perfectly composed yet, but the gap between usâclear and wideningâwas impossible to ignore.
"Sorry for rambling, but thereâs one thing I want to ask. Listen closely."
"Y-yes⊠What is it?"
"Iâm asking you because youâre from Japan. Be honestâdo you think Europeâs staying division has a bright future?"
"âââââŠâŠ"
"âŠDonât hold back. Just say it."
"W-well... that's..."
"That is?"
"ââI... don't know."
"...I see. Thank you."
She lowered her gazeâthen suddenly cupped my face, forcing our eyes to meet.
"I donât believe Europe has a bright future. The staying divisionâs decline is obvious. But are we stayers just castoffs? Horses who couldnât cut it in the Classics or jumps? A bunch of half-baked runners who canât handle extremes? ...Hell no. We chose this. We run long-distance flat races with pride. Weâre not some second-rate leftover from the golden age. Our spiritâs not dead yet. Thereâs still a chance for revival."
Her grip tightened.
"'I donât know'âthatâs not the answer Iâd expect from you. Whatâs holding you back?"
Her golden eyes blazed.
Her words hit just as hard as beforeâbut now they carried something more. Purpose. She wasnât the same. That wild spark she always hadânow it had direction.
Her conviction only threw my own weakness into sharp relief.
"Weâll end it hereâthe cycle of decline, the fading popularity. Weâll create hope. I thought you believed that too."
Iâd assumed sheâd merely shed a layer. But sheâd shed layers. Now, she radiated a golden brilliance. The noble spirit she always hadâit was visible now, manifesting as raw, overwhelming presence.
The night deepened. And the part of me that once thought I could save herâthat part had withered into dust. I was the one left struggling to breathe.
Back during the Dubai Gold Cup, her heart had been lost. And even then, her strength was terrifying. But nowâwith clarity restoredâher power was absolute.
What about me?
I couldnât even see the core of my dream anymore.
Clutching my chest, I let out a low, broken question:
"How... How can you still see your dream?"
Kayf Tara exhaled, brow furrowing. She scratched her cheek, eyes darting sidewaysâthen spoke.
"...Because of you."
"Huh?"
"I envied you. Racing in the St. Leger, pleasing Double Trigger. I hated the gap between Europeâs stagnation and Japanâs fire. When I snapped at you in Dubai... it was just petty frustration."
"...But I..."
"Your running showed me a dream. I get it nowâyour state. You pushed too hard. Lost your way."
Under the pale crescent moon, she pulled me into a rough embrace. Through her sleepwear, her skin was warm. Suddenly, heat pooled behind my eyes. My vision blurred, my throat caughtâand I broke down, sobbing into her shoulder.
I pressed my forehead against her. I couldnât stop. I was lost. Left behind. And everything I couldnât name spilled out as tears.
The woman Iâd once seen as brash stroked my hair with careful hands.
Is this how she comforts her little sister too? The thought floated up, distant and dull.
The night deepened further. And her heart grew again, expanding into something vastâbreathtaking.
Unknown Territory Zone.
It was Doncaster Racecourseârising from the void. The oldest classic, reborn. A dazzling parade. Petals in the air. Thunderous cheers. A heartbeat of revival.
It looked like a symbol of the staying divisionâs return.
"Apollo Rainbow. Iâll make you remember your dreamâthrough my running. Just like you once did for me..."
Wrapped in her warmth, I slowly closed my eyes.
The world dissolved into darkness.
The monstrous cherry tree vanished into the blizzardâ
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