Chapter 25: First Shrine Visit of the Year
Stepping outside to see the first sunrise of the year sounded like a good ideaâuntil the night wind hit us, chilling us to the bone and making us instantly regret it.
"F-f-f-freezingâŚ!""T-too c-c-cold! T-Tomio, start the engine, quick!"
Our teeth chattered uncontrollably as we shrieked against the icy air seeping into our collars. We scrambled into the car, but the interior was just as frigid. White puffs of breath escaped our lips, and the frozen seats welcomed us with an unwelcoming chill. The hellish cold would linger until the heater kicked in.
Dawn was always the coldest time of day. And with the sky so clear, radiative cooling had plunged the temperature even lower, making it unbearably harsh.
Tomio jammed the key into the ignition, as if trying to distract himself from the cold, and started the engine. In no time, the car lurched forward, slicing through the night air as we headed toward Tracen Academyâs back gate.
"G-god, itâs cold⌠Hey, Apollo, when we pass the back gate, can you hide so the guard doesnât see you?"
"Huh? Why?"
"Well⌠even though itâs New Yearâs, a trainer and a horse girl sneaking around at night might raise some eyebrows, yâknow?"
"Oh⌠yeah, good point."
Now that he mentioned it, he was right. A trainer and his student driving around late at night wasnât exactly educationally sound. It wasnât about forbidden relationshipsâjust the fact that a minor being out this late wasnât exactly wholesome. But if the trainer was also her guardian, shouldnât it be fine? Eh, Tomio was probably overthinking it.
"Back gateâs coming up. Hide."
"Okay, okay~"
I slid down into the footwell of the passenger seat. The car slowed to a stop, and Tomio rolled down the window to exchange a few words with the guard. After a brief chat, we were waved through without issue.
The awkward position was getting uncomfortable, so I quickly climbed back into my seat and buckled up. The heater had finally warmed the car to a cozy temperature, letting me unbutton my coat a little. Rubbing my fluffy sleeves together, I turned to Tomio as he gripped the wheel.
"Whatâd you tell him?"
"Oh, he asked where we were going this late. Said we were hitting up a convenience store for food, and he let us through."
"Hmm⌠Convenience store food, huh?"
"W-whatâs with that tone?"
"Nothing, really."
I hadnât caught the whole conversation, but Tomio and the guard seemed familiar with each other. The guardâs tone sounded like he was used to Tomioâs late-night outings⌠Wait, did that mean the trainer made regular midnight convenience store runs? Maybe thatâs why the guard just shrugged it off like, "Ah, the usual."
âŚTomio always nitpicks my lifestyle, but he doesnât take care of himself at all. Isnât that unfair? I didnât voice my complaints, but I pouted hard. The car was dark, only occasionally lit by passing streetlights, so Tomio didnât notice my displeasure.
Right now, he was youngâhe could handle it. But if he kept burning the midnight oil, relying on convenience store bentos and cup noodles, heâd hit his limit sooner or later. It was just like how racing nonstop shortens a horse girlâs career. Harsh conditions can make you feel invincible, masking the toll they take. Whether itâs your career or your health, you donât realize how much youâre sacrificing until itâs too late.
"SighâŚ"
Maybe Tomioâs neglect of his health was worse than I thought. If thatâs the case, then at the very least, I should try to improve his eating habits. As his assigned horse girlâand as someone who cares about him.
"Donât push yourself too hard, seriously."
"Hm? Did you say something?"
"âŚNever mind."
I gave his shoulder a light poke. But enough of the gloomy talk. It was New Yearâs, a time to enjoy with someone special. I wasnât about to waste it.
"Hey, where exactly are we headed?"
"An underrated hilltop spot. Well⌠âunderratedâ is a stretch since Tracenâs in the city, but still."
"Ahaha. So, a not-so-secret secret spot?"
"Nah. A real hidden gemâone only I know."
My heart skipped a beat. A place only he knew. And he was taking me there. The simple act of sharing a secret made me irrationally happy.
The late-night roads were practically empty, with most traffic lights blinking yellow. Even though it was the end of the year, we were the only ones out. Tomio kept the speed just under the limit as we drove, the surroundings growing quieter with each passing mile.
The car was silent except for the hum of the engine. I picked up an old CD case from the dashboard and randomly slid one into the built-in player.
After the mechanical whirr-chunk of the CD loading, music began to play. If it had been a song from a popular horse girl band, Iâd have recognized itâbut this was unfamiliar.
"âŚWhatâs this song called?"
"It's called 'Summit.' My parents used to play it in the car when I was a kid."
"Ahh, I get that. Honestly, most of the songs I like now are ones my parents listened to first."
"Hah, yeah. The music they played driving me to after-school lessons sticks in my head for some reason. I donât remember the titles, just the melodies."
The brisk tempo of the song shifted, growing more intense. Yet the lyrics, woven with a voice both gentle and piercing, carried a quiet power.
"...Itâs a good song."
"The year this came out, the Twinkle Series was huge. Supposedly, the writer got inspired by rivalries between racers."
True to his words, the lyrics were painfully earnestâ"Donât give up on your dreams," "Chase your aspirations," the kind of youthful anthem that stung to hear. Back when Tomio was a kidâbefore I was even bornâpeople were already watching horse girl races. An obvious fact, but it still made me oddly sentimental.
...Oh, right. Did Tomio have plans to go home for the holidays? Iâd apparently declared "I wonât return home until at least my senior debut," so my contact with Mom and Dad was limited to messages. But... well, maybe someday Iâd drag him along to visit my family. Not that Iâd say that out loud.
"Hey, Tomio, arenât you going back home for New Yearâs?"
"Huh? Ah... not for a while. I canât really leave until my term as your trainerâs over."
âHis term. The initial three-year contract. By my second senior year, the agreement would lapse, and weâd have to choose whether to renew or part ways. I had zero intention of letting him go, but some girls apparently cut ties without hesitation.
"I kinda wanna visit your hometown."
"Why?"
"Why? âCause youâre always taking care of me."
"...Iâm just doing my job as a trainer."
Tomio killed the headlights and turned off the engine. Weâd arrived. Stepping out, I scanned the deserted parking lot. The beam of my flashlight revealed cracked concrete, weeds and moss forcing their way through the gaps.
"...Not a soul around."
"Thatâs the point."
This forgotten hilltop held only a crumbling parking lot and a single, lonely benchâa place built for reasons no one remembered. Maybe the narrow, hard-to-find access road kept people away. Whatever the reason, the only light came from our flashlights. The cityâs glow was distant, and above us, the stars sprawled endlessly.
"Wowâ"
"I used to come here when things got tough. Just lie around, staring at the sky. ...Havenât been here in over two years, though."
Tomio walked toward the bench with practiced ease, even though the footing was rough. I followed carefully, eyes on his back. Dawn was closeâthe far edge of the sky had begun to pale, pushing back the stars. Once the sun started rising, it moved fast, swallowing the horizon.
Just as the first sliver of sunlight appeared, I sat beside him. We watched the first sunrise in silence.
The sun rises 365 times a year. So why does the first one feel so special? Because itâs the yearâs beginning? Some innate human sentiment? Or... because Iâm seeing it with him? I couldnât tell.
I squinted as the sun grew brighter. When I glanced at him, something cold nudged my cheek. A coffee canâTomio had quietly brought one along.
"Sorry, forgot about it. Probably lukewarm by now."
"No, thanks."
It was my favorite lightly sweetened coffee (with milk). I took a sip, the bitter warmth spreading over my tongue. That lingering aftertaste... some things donât change, even in a new year.
"Beautiful."
"Yeah."
Tomio and I sipped our coffee in comfortable silence, watching the sun climb higher. By the time it could hardly be called a "sunrise" anymore, I suddenly remembered my UmaPhone and snapped a few photosâone of the sunrise over the landscape, and another with my cheek pressed against Tomioâs shoulder (using the front camera, of course).
The second photo was for personal enjoyment later. The first? I decided to upload it to UmaStagram. My account had been dormant for a month.
Well, "dormant" is generousâIâd always been more of a lurker. Up until a month ago, Iâd just spam-liked Palmer-chan, Helios-chan, and Twin Turbo-chanâs posts with generic "Uma-i ne!" comments. A total nobody account.
But something about the new year made me want to post. Reason one: that whole "fresh start" energy. Reason two: I needed to publicly declare a new goalâto force myself into a corner.
The Classics are a once-in-a-lifetime stage. To stand on that grueling, hallowed ground, Iâd need to push myself physically and mentally. And if I had any fans (big if), Iâd use them as leverage. The more people who saw my declaration, the heavier the pressureâand the harder itâd be to back down.
"Tomio, can I post this sunrise pic online?"
"...Sure. You know how to handle yourself out there, right?"
"Obviously!"
"Good."
After letting him review the photo, I uploaded it with a caption: "This year, Iâm giving it everything!" Within seconds, the notifications exploded. 100 Uma-likes! A flood of comments cascaded into my inbox.
What theâhacked? Glitched? Stunned, I tapped back to my profileâand nearly dropped my phone. "120 Following / 147,511 Followers."
"Whaâ?!"
"Wh-Whatâs wrong? Hate comments? Did someone send you a nasty DMâ?"
"N-No, itâs just⌠my UmaSta followers. Theyâre at 140k, and I didnât even do anythingâŚ"
"âŚâŚâŚâŚ??"
"D-Did I⌠mess up somehow�"
The slow creep had started after that group photo with Palmer-chan and Helios-chan got posted. But Iâd turned off notifications when they got annoying, so I never checked the count. Since when did 140k people care about some random mob horse girlâs lurking account?!
Last I checked, I had around 1,000 followers. How did that balloon 140-fold in under half a year?
Tomio grabbed my phone, tapping through it with a furrowed browâthen exhaled a white puff of air and stuffed it back into my pocket. His expression softened, the corners of his mouth twitching upward despite the bitter coffee he gulped down to hide it.
"Seems a lot of people were moved by your efforts. Those followers are here to cheer you onâso treasure them."
"�"
"Letâs head back. We can stop by the shrine on the way."
"O-Oh. Okay."
We rose from the weathered bench and returned to the car. Would we ever come back here? As the engine hummed to life and Tomioâs secret spot faded behind us, I tightened my seatbeltâand wondered.
By the time we reached the nearest shrine, the morning sun was high, and the grounds buzzed with visitors. A winding line stretched toward the offering box, the occasional clang of coins echoing through the air.
"Whatâll you wish for, Apollo?"
"Isnât it bad luck to say it out loud?"
"Fair point."
"Well, my public goal is âBecome a Kikuka Sho-winning horse girl!â"
"Hah. Mineâs âMake Apollo a Kikuka Sho winner.â"
We chatted, weaving through the crowd. Girls in vibrant kimonos glittered around usâmaybe Iâd try one next time.
When our turn came, we tossed in five-yen coins, clapped our hands twice, and gave the offering box a shake for good measure. Only afterward did it hit me: Wait, is this the right ritual? Eh, Japanâs gods probably cut slack for clueless foreigners.
I wished to win the Kikuka Shoâand for the bonds I treasured to endure. What did Tomio pray for?
"...Letâs head back."
"Yeah."
With no other shrine traditions to follow, we returned to the trainerâs office. The next three days passed quietly, spent sharing osechi boxes and lazy conversations.
But peaceful days always end. Soon, the grind of training would reclaim usâuntil breaking news erupted mid-routine: Seiun Sky and El Condor Pasa had won a graded stakes race.
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