Chapter 31: Valentine's Day
Breaking free from Spartan training and acquiring the "Zone"āthese were the urgent challenges facing me and Tomio. Though, if Tomio just borrowed some wisdom from Trainer Amami to devise a normal training regimen, her temporary issues would be solved... But for me, the problem of attaining the "Zone" loomed large and daunting.
The awakening method was too narrowly defined as "battling a rival," and even then, engaging a rival didnāt guarantee unlocking the Zone. If it were a sure thing, I wouldāve definitely awakened it during the Hopeful Stakes.
...In early February, Special Week delivered a dominating performance in the 1800-meter G3 Kisaragi-sho and claimed victory. With that, nearly all the horses running in the Yayoi-sho had been decided. Among those five, the ones competing would beāSpecial Week, Seiun Sky, and King Halo.
Would they grasp something on their path to the "Zone" during the Yayoi-sho? Would they leave me behind? The frustration was unbearable.
As for the strong contenders likely to appear in my Wakaba Stakes... the only one that came to mind was Destiny, a horsegirl known only for finishing either first or dead last. She undoubtedly had the skill to compete in graded stakesāeven G1 racesāso facing her might help me grasp something... but something nagged at me.
...The "Zone" was probably what youād call a unique skill in gaming terms. A distinctive trait possessed only by proven champions backed by historical results. Noāperhaps it was more accurate to call it an evolved and perfected strength that had grown into something truly unique.
The "Zone" McQueen displayed at the final turn was nearly identical to its game counterpartāan illusionary force with real performance. A desperate battle against a rival, pushing past limits. The result was a power unique to oneself. A physical and mental fortitude so overwhelming it could impose oneās inner landscape upon an opponentāthat was the "Zone."
If this world inherited some of the gameās mechanics, then those of us who never existed in historyālike me, Destiny, or Gurikoāshouldnāt possess (or even be able to possess) unique skills.
I wasnāt sure if Trainer Amami understood that. Could I really take her words at face value? The uncertainty gnawed at me. Or was it possible to push past even that limitation and "transcend"?
Still, if I dared to overestimate my own existence... there might yet be hope. King-chan awakened her "Zone" in the midst of a fierce battle against Special Week and Apollo Legend. If she could rouse a rivalās potential, then there was no reason I couldnāt awaken mine.
By this logic, even a mob horsegirl like me could attain the "Zone." ...Though itād probably be a much harder road than for named racers.
As I worked through my noticeably lighter training, I gazed up at the cold February sky. The biting chill and falling snow were nothing short of despair for living thingsāa season that could rightly be called death itself.
On days when snow piled up, youād sometimes find insects flipped over on the white expanse. Hard to tell if they were alive or dead, but you knew their time was short.
It was ironic that in the modern world of abundance, fire claimed more lives among humans and horsegirls than cold or starvationāyet our hearts still reacted viscerally to winter, a season that had tormented us since ancient times.
I couldnāt quite put it into words, but... I felt heightened. As if the fierce instincts of a horsegirl resonated with winter, sharpening the mind to a razorās edge.
If I could seize this fluctuation of instinct as a chance to awaken the "Zone," my deadline would be spring, right? Capitalizing on this hypersensitivity to ignite mental fortitude would be ideal.
Having risen to compete at the top of our generation, the physical differences between us were negligible. What set us apart were skill and willpower. I was already at the stage where I fought carrying the hopes of many.
That said, our mountain of challenges remained unchangedāas Valentineās season arrived at Tracen Academy. February 13th happened to fall on an off-day, meaning I could devote myself fully to preparations.
Somewhere along the way, Japanās Valentineās Day had morphed into an event where girls gave chocolate to boys they liked, but the original concept was far broader. Gifts didnāt have to be chocolate, and the giverās gender didnāt matter. Valentineās Day was simply a day to give flowers, cakes, cards, or other presents to loved ones and dear friends.
...Well, lecture aside, I was still making handmade chocolates. Say what you will, but chocolates were the quickest and clearest way to convey your feelings.
...Huh? Whether itās obligatory or true feelings?
Obviously the latter. H-hey, donāt make me say it out loud!
On the morning of February 13th, I shook my roommate Guriko awake.
"Guriko! Hey, wake up, wake up!"
"Mnn... shut up..."
"Todayās the day we make chocolates for the trainer! Weāre going shopping!"
"...! R-right! S-sorry, Apollo-chan, give me ten seconds! Iāll get ready real quick!"
At my shout, Guriko snapped fully awake and somehow managed to change from pajamas to street clothes in actual ten seconds. I had to wonder if this was really how a maiden should behave.
"A crass horsegirl like you wonāt charm your trainer, yāknow.""Youāre the one who woke me up like a tornado!""Hah!? Youāre the one who said āten secondsā!"
We bickered nonstop while finishing our makeup, then headed to the nearby supermarket for suppliesāwhere we immediately fought over what kind of chocolate bars to buy.
I mean, come on, Guriko had to go and say, "Letās go with white chocolate for a change!" Like, no? Regular chocolate is fine. Sheās out here trying to be ~unique~ with white chocolate, and thatās why her relationship with her trainerās stalled. ā¦Not that I can talk, given my own lack of progress with Tomi-o.
After endless squabbling, we finally bought a mountain of regular chocolate bars and started baking while following a tutorial online. What we were making was⦠yāknow. Those little foil-wrapped chocolate cake things.
Iāll skip most of the baking process. It was a disaster. Like, *eyes-averted* levels of disaster.
As the treats neared completion, I caught myself whispering a spell over the chocolate. Not that I believe in that "put your heart into handmade gifts" superstition⦠but just this once, I figured it couldnāt hurt.
I poured my gratitude into itāplus a tiny, secret hope that maybe heād notice my flicker of a crush. Cupping it gently, I let the warmth seep in. Then, of course, I immediately got embarrassed and stopped.
The final product was⦠sort of a ganache cake? Ugly as sin, but it tasted decent. Since weād just melted store-bought chocolate, if it had been bad, "bad at cooking" wouldnāt even begin to cover it.
Now, the real question: how to give it to him? Should I just casually say, "Thanks for everything. Happy Valentineās," like itās no big deal? Or go full "THIS IS A LOVE CONFESSION!!" energy?
ā¦Nah. Confessing now feels⦠eh. Tomio probably senses I like him, but not that way. And even if he does have feelings for me, itās gotta be more of a "precious kid" vibe.
Right now, Iām undeniably a child. Not a woman. Sure, I might be mentally mature, but my bodyās still tiny. Soāyeah. Not happening. Iāll just⦠wing it.
Guriko, meanwhile, got way too fired up and declared, "Iām confessing tomorrow!!" I had to talk her down. Her trainer handles the whole team, so competitionās fierce, but⦠well, good luck to her.
āFebruary 14th.
When the final bell rang, I headed to the trainerās officeāway out in the boonies, as usual. But today, the walk felt fun. Why? Because the halls were packed with horsegirls clutching wrapped treats.
Some lurked outside doors, faces burning red. The extreme cases? Smashing their foreheads into the walls, groaning in agony. ā¦Probably senior horsegirls nearing graduation, staking everything on one do-or-die confession.
ā¦I mean, after three years with an irreplaceable partner? Of course feelings happen. So I silently cheered them on. Plenty of trainers marry their graduates, and we students still have a shot. Go pour your hearts out, I thought.
Grinning, I stopped outside Tomioās door. Since the nearby rooms were storage or empty, no other horsegirls were around. Meaning? I was the only one gunning for Tomio. The race for his heart was a one-horse sprintāmine. Hah! Victoryāsā
āThen I opened the door.
And saw my trainer holding three neatly wrapped boxes.
My entire worldview shattered. Among them was clearly high-end chocolate. The "this is a confession" kind. ā¦Who. Who dares steal my trainer?
"Good work today, Apollo. Ready for trainā""āWhat. Are those.""Huh?"
I hurled my bag onto the sofa and marched to his desk. Tomi-o flinched backābut with the wall behind him, he had nowhere to run. I closed the gap further. Though visibly flustered, he answered.
"Oh⦠these? Just, uh, from some colleagues. Yāknow. Valentineās."
"Three of them.Ā From who."
I shoved the boxes in his face. Left to right: luxury chocolates, luxury cookies, luxury jelly assortment. Are you kidding me. My trainerās swimming in attention.
I grabbed his cheeks. "Mblgh," he dumbly protested. Squishing his face, I repeated: "From. Who."
"Not really your busineā"
"From. Who."
When he hesitated, I sharpened my glare. Finally, he caved and muttered the names.
"ā¦Th-this oneās āobligatoryā from Kiryuuin-san. This oneās the same from Amami-san. And this⦠uh⦠is from⦠Hayakawa-sanā¦"
"ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦"
"W-why are you so mad�"
"...I'm not mad."
"Uh, yeah you are. Your ears and tail are super obvious..."
The high-end cookies turned out to be an obligatory gift from Kiryuuin-chan. No surprise thereāsheās from a wealthy family, so splurging on fancy treats for everyone fits. Plus, I know she only admires Tomio platonically, so⦠fine. Iāll let it slide.
Next, the luxury jelly assortment was supposedly another obligatory giftāfrom Trainer Amami. Sheās basically Tomioās mentor. Wait, does she wear a wedding ring? Ugh, canāt remember⦠But she treats him like a little brother, and sheās not the type to lie. Probably harmless. The jelly selection was likely picked by McQueen-chan, since sheās got a sweet tooth. Whatever.
But. But.
Hayakawa Tazuna.
What the hell is this "serious business" high-end chocolate!?* Heart-shaped? With aĀ red ribbon!? This is 100% a love confession! So much for "Iām just here to support trainers," huh? Youāve been targeting my trainer this whole time!
"...Tazuna-sanās chocolate looks pretty romantic to me."
"U-uh⦠Sorry. Iām kinda clueless about this stuff. She just said, āItās Valentineās,ā and thatās itā"
"...Tazuna-san?"
"Ah."
Tomio froze at my tone. Wellāmaybe "froze" is my biased interpretation. More like heād just recalled something. He glanced off to the side, avoiding my gaze.
"...This was a while back. We ended up talking training theory all night during this outing, and by the time we noticed, it was morning. Thatās when she said, āPlease, call me Tazuna, not Hayakawa.ā So⦠yeah. No hidden meaning."
First-name basis? Seriously? Hnngh⦠Tazuna-sanās way too mysterious. Hard to tell what sheās thinking. But she does seem like the type to drop hints on purpose. Iāve barely seen her interact with Tomi-o, so⦠is this a trap? A "letās make Apolloās crush explode" prank chocolate? ā¦No, overthinking it. Probably.
"But Apollo, why are you so worked up? Who gives me chocolate shouldnāt matter to you, right?"
"Ghhā! Sh-shut up! It does matter! For, uh, reasons!"
Flustered, I yanked the wrapped package from my bagāhidden behind my backāand peeked up at him through my bangs. Tomio, ever oblivious, just tilted his head.
"...Trainer. This is, um⦠handmade ganache cake..."
"ā¦Huh?"
"Here. You can have it if you want. ā¦I-itās obligatory, okay?!"
I shoved the package into his hands without meeting his eyes, then crossed my arms and turned away with a huff. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Tomioās entire face light up, his hands trembling slightly.
"āIām so happy, Apollo! Ahaha⦠I never thought Iād get handmade sweets. First time in my life. Hey, can I eat it now?"
"Uh, sure⦠W-waitā"
He carefully untied the ribbon, his fingers brushing against the ganache cake inside. Lifting it gently, he turned it in the light like he was inspecting a rare gem.
"...Looks delicious."
His Adamās apple bobbed with an audible gulp. Maybe it was too small for a grown manāGuriko had taken a huge chunk for her teammates, and now it was too late to regret it.
Tomio pulled out the disposable plastic spoon, its edge sinking effortlessly into the cakeās moist surface. As he carved out a bite, the ganache parted cleanly, its texture perfectly soft.Ā (Inner victory pose!)
The spoon hovered near his lipsāsnapāand just like that, my chocolate vanished into his mouth. He chewed slowly, eyes closed. The silence stretched. And stretched. Was it bad? Did I mess up?
Finally, after an eternity, he spoke.
"...Mmm. Itās really good, Apollo. Mustāve been tough making this. Thanks."
His hand landed on my head, ruffling my hair. My heart nearly burst, my tail shooting straight up. I leaned into his rough, warm palm, ears flattening sideways in a silent demand for more.
āMy chest burned.
This crush of mine, this stupid, flaring emotionāit slammed against the walls of my heart, threatening to explode.
Maybe it was the harsh winter, heightening everything. Maybe I was just too sensitive. But my heart had never felt so unsteady.
As February drew to a close, that tension lingered, a spark waiting to ignite.
āAnd then March arrived.
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