Chapter 94: Encounter! Dubai Meeting! Part 2
Dubai is hot. Unbearably hot. In the summer, temperatures soar past 50°C (122°F), which is why the Dubai Twinkle Series is held during the winter months, from around November to March. And at the tail end of that racing season comes the Dubai Meeting.
Now, as the third race at Meydan, the G2 Dubai Gold Cup was about to begin.
I made my way toward the paddock through the staff passageway, adjusting the hem of my track jacket and smoothing out the wrinkles in my number bib. With the race being broadcast worldwide, I wanted to present a flawless version of myself. More than anything, I couldnât afford to embarrass myselfânot when my rivals back in Japan had sent me off with their hopes riding on me.
I honed my fighting spirit, burning so fiercely it felt like steam might rise from my body. Gripping the sleeve of the trainer walking beside me, I took deep breath after deep breath. This nervousnessâit had been a while. Unlike the familiar tracks of Japan, everything here was differentâthe spectators, the turf, even my opponents. The weight of being Japanâs Horse Girl of the Year, the pressure of expectationsâit all bore down on me so heavily it threatened to crush my spirit.
"Apollo, you okay?"
"...No, not really. I'm all stiff and jittery. I can barely walk straight."
My legs were already tangling up. Though no one had outright said it, maybe I was only now realizing just how daunting it was to be seen as "Japan's representative" on an overseas expedition.
The worth of all the rivals Iâd fought tooth and nail against would be determined by how I ran today. In a single race. If I messed up, the world might underestimate my rivalsâ strength. I hated that idea. Precisely because I knew firsthand how terrifying they were, I refused to let my failure drag their reputations down.
"Maybe it's just pre-race nerves making me weirdly sensitive."
"You're nervous."
"It's not something you just 'get used to.'"
Even though I shouldâve been relaxed, my shoulders were tense. My muscles had locked up, already wasting energy I didnât need to spend. Watching me like this, Tomio muttered, "Nerves can be good spice, but right now, Apollo, you're overdosed."
Nerves were a double-edged sword. The right amount could sharpen your performance, but too much would only hinder you. Then again, being too relaxed wasnât ideal eitherâit was a delicate balance. Had I really misjudged my own control this badly?
Thatâs exactly why I needed to rely on my trainer. I had a partner I could count onâsomeone who knew me better than anyone, who understood the words I needed to hear even before I did.
Driven by desperation, I tugged on Tomioâs arm, forcing him to stop. He turned to face me. He already knewâwhat was happening, what I was about to ask. He always knew.
"...Tomio."
"I know."
"I want sweet words. The kind thatâll melt my nerves away. If you're my trainer, then charm me properly."
"Thatâs a pretty tall order, donât you think?"
"I... I'm sorry."
"...Well, alright. Guess Iâll go the extra mile for my star Horse Girl."
Even I knew I was being unreasonable. But he was kindâso kind that he gently took my hand, still clutching his sleeve, and wrapped it in his larger palm.
"...I love watching you go all out, Apollo. Sure, itâs a little reckless, but the way you runâitâs enough to captivate the whole world. Thatâs what I believe."
"...Yeah."
"Run. Take the lead. And then charge straight for the finish line. Show Dubaiâs fans exactly what a Horse Girl named Apollo Rainbow can do!"
"âYeah!"
His unwavering gaze. Dark eyes that saw right through me, tinged with something almost sultry. The same eyes that sometimes lingered a little too long on my ears or tail.
His voiceâlow, steady, soothing.
The softness in his expression, the way it screamed just how much he cared.
All of it flooded into me, setting my fighting spirit ablaze. The nerves receded, replaced by a frenzy of passion so intense it bordered on madness.
My heart was burning with love. It had been so long since Iâd felt this way. I was in peak conditionâso much so that I slowly pulled his hand closer.
I nuzzled my cheek against his rough palms, deliberately narrowing my vision. Love-drunk, I stoked my hunger for victory. Sure, part of me just wanted to indulge in him, but this was a calculated move.
âHorse Girls run carrying the passions of the people. And among those "people," I was included. I was just following superstition. A tiny pang of guilt pricked at me, but... surely he felt the same way. Tomio didnât seem to mind. So it had to be okay.
"âThanks. Iâm not tense anymore."
"Glad to hear it."
"Well then, itâs about time."
"Yeah."
"âIâm off!"
"...Go get 'em."
With a smooth motion, I slipped my hand free and dashed into the light.
The Dubai Gold Cup was about to begin.
Meydan Racecourse in Dubai was designed with an oval paddock between the stands and the track, unlike Japanâs venues where you had to leave the stands to see the horses. In other words, the track and paddock faced the same direction, allowing seamless viewing. It was a layout I wished Japan would adoptâno more fighting through crowds just to switch between the paddock and seats.
The moment I stepped out from the staff passageway, a faint stir rippled through the air, and my image flashed onto the massive turf screen by the homestretch. The paddock introductions had begun.
Cheers erupted from the stands, the excitement reaching a fever pitch. Fans were fully shifting into spectator mode, the venueâs energy skyrocketing. The giant screenâs broadcast only added to the hype.
ăNo. 1, Drill Isabel. Fifth favorite.ă
ăA Horse Girl from the United States, active primarily in America and Europe. Will her powerful front-running style dominate Meydan as well? Sheâs one to watch!ă
Gathered in the oval paddock were 16 long-distance specialists from around the world. Most were Europe-based Horse Girls, so how the mid-pack pacing would unfold remained a mystery until the race began.
No. 1, Drill Isabel, would likely serve as the de facto pacemaker for the packâassuming the others didnât chase after me if I went for a bold lead.
Then, it was my turn. Past race footage played on the screen, showing my signature runaway tactics. The crowd buzzed louder at the sight.
A Horse Girl so ridiculous sheâd charge ahead in a suicidal sprintâonly to hold the lead all the way to the finish. A snow-white fairy in a wedding dress. Right now, I was just in a plain tracksuit, but inside? Nothing had changed. The same stubborn, single-minded runaway Horse Girl stood here.
ăâNo. 2, Apollo Rainbow. Second favorite.ă
To fans and Horse Girls outside Japan, Apollo Rainbow was likely an enigma. A delicate-looking Horse Girl from a remote island nation, dominating race after race.
Unlike the European circuits where Kaiftara competed, Japan was still somewhat niche. Hence the second-favorite position. Given the turf and pace considerations, I couldâve easily been the top pickâbut uncertainty lingered. I had the skill, but doubts remained. Thatâs why I was second.
ăJapanâs reigning Horse Girl of the Yearâa superstar whoâs claimed three G1 titles with her unprecedented runaway tactics in ultra-long distances. An idol in her homeland, beloved by fans. Will her explosive, unpredictable running shine in Meydan? Letâs find out!ă
I took off my jacket, revealing my perfectly honed form. My radiant limbs, my glossy dapple-gray coat. My ears twitched energetically, my tail swished brisklyâby all appearances, I was in peak condition. There could be no excuses.
I waved to the crowd while casting glances toward my trainer, El-chan, and the others watching nearby.
Tomio gave me a firm nod; El-chan and Meek-chan silently raised their thumbs. Though I couldnât quite hear her, Guriko was likely cheering "Do your best!"âeven Suzuka-san watched over me quietly. The trainers wore solemn yet expectant expressions as they observed me.
Watch me win this. I swear I will. Silently making that vow, I retrieved my discarded jacket.
The paddock introductions continued. After Vintage Rainbowâwhose name vaguely resembled mineâhad her turn, the crowd at Meydan erupted as the raceâs top contender made her appearance.
ăNo. 13, Kayf Tara. The favorite.ă
ăHere she isâlast yearâs European Champion Stayer! With her ideal outside post position for a closer, sheâll likely employ her signature late charge. Will the goddess of victory smile upon the so-called "Unsmiing Genius Stayer"? All eyes are on Europeâs quintessential running style!ă
Kayf Tara, standing over 170 cm tall, emerged before the crowd, her sculpted calves and quadriceps on full display. Her lustrous bay coat testified to her flawless conditioning, drawing awed murmurs from the stands.
Yet no amount of cheers could crack her expressionâher face remained stern, almost scowling. Her ears were pinned tightly back, her sharp eyes lidded, showing no intention of engaging with fans. Was this just her nature?
"âŚâŚâŚâŚ"
With the paddock introductions complete, the long-awaited parade onto the track began. The Horse Girls, released from the oval paddock, surged forward as one, their hooves meeting Meydanâs turf.
I considered a light warm-up jog to acclimate myselfâbut when Kaiftara passed in front of me, I instinctively called out to her. She turned slowly, fixing me with an unmistakably weary gaze.
"Itâs nice to meet you, Kayf Tara-san! Iâm Apollo Rainbow! Looking forward to racing with you today!"
"...So youâre the one. The horse Lumos wouldnât shut up about."
"Thatâs probably me!"
We faced each other near the homestretchâs outer edge. Though Iâd intended this as a friendly gesture, Kayf Taraâs eyes burned with undisguised hostility, her barely restrained fury practically radiating off her.
Had I offended her somehow? A first impression this bad made cold sweat prickle down my back.
As I floundered for words, Kayf Taraâs lips curled into the faintest smirkâbut the smile was pure venom.
"Hey, you. Youâve got a thing for Europe, right?"
"O-Oh, yes!"
"Whatâs your goal there? The King George? The Arc?"
"No, my dream isnât the Arc... Itâs to win the Gold Cup and Cadran, to become the strongest stayer!"
"...Huh. âStrongest stayer,â huh."
"Yes! Iâll win the Stayersâ Million too!"
"âPfft."
For a moment, I didnât understand. Had sheâlaughed? The so-called "Unsmiling Genius Stayer"? But as the realization hit, her golden eyes remained utterly humorless.
"HAHAHA! AHAHAHAHA!"
Yet she was laughing. Whether it was my relentless listing of dreams or something else, Kayf Tara had completely lost it. Stunned, I could only stare. Her amber eyes darkened into something unreadable.
"God, youâre exactly the dumbass I heard you were! âChasing dreams in EuropeââAHAHA! Hahâ... Hah. ...Tch. Sorry, that was just too pathetic to not laugh at."
"......"
"People like you? IÂ hate âem the most. Spouting impossible dreams. âStrongest stayerââgive me a break."
âSnap.
Blood roared in my ears. My fighting spirit, already simmering, overflowed into outright rage, flooding my body with impossible strength.
Sheâd provoked meâsaid things no one needed to voice, even if she thought them. This wasnât the Kaiftara Iâd imagined. My dream is my trainerâs dream too. Mocking me is mocking him. I wanted to lunge at herâbut instead, I dug my nails into my palms, forcing the fury down.
At the edge of my vision, Tomio watched me with concern. I wasnât strong enough to shrug off this humiliation. Gritting my teeth, I bared my fangsâif only verbally.
"âThen, Kayf Tara-san, do you have no dreams?"
"Dreams? Sure. Get rich and live free."
"Thatâs not what I meant. Dreams as a Horse Girl on the turf."
She didnât flinch. If anything, her mocking grin widened, her expression now tinged with something like pityâas if I were the delusional one for chasing my ambitions.
My dream was to become the strongest stayer. Iâd won the Kikuka-shĹ, the Stayers Stakes, the Arima Kinenâproving myself unmatched in Japanâs long-distance scene. Wasnât it natural, then, to seek the world stage next? To want "strongest in Japan" followed by "strongest in the world"? This relentless pursuit was what fueled me as a Horse Girl.
But Kayf Tara had mocked my dream. To do so right before our first raceâhow ridiculous. Honestly, if this weren't Meydan Racecourse's turf, I might have knocked her flat. The only reason I held back was because the whole world was watchingâand because losing my temper wouldn't accomplish anything.
From Kaiftara's perspective, this might have been a strategy to rattle her top rival and secure an easy victory... Letting anger take control wouldn't be wise. Either way, one thing was clearâshe wasn't the kind of Horse Girl I'd once admired.
"Seems like you've got the wrong idea. There's no 'hope' in the Twinkle Series... At least not in Europe's long-distance scene. It's just a boring place to make money now. The Stayers' Million doesn't have the glory you're imagining. None of it does."
"That can't be true!"
"Heh... Time's almost up. Well, glad I got to know you, ignorant little Apollo Rainbow."
"âEnough with the insults!"
"Oho, scary scary. Easy there, ponyâfighting's only allowed on the turf, y'know?"
"......"
"...If it bothers you that much, try beating me in the Dubai Gold Cup."
"IÂ plan to."
"Not handing over the Stayers' Million, though. That payout's too good."
"I'm not backing down either."
"But are you sure? About not chasing your dreams in Japan?"
"...Huh?"
"You chase dreams in Japan, I chase money in Europe. Fewer rivals for both of usâwin-win, no?"
"...My dream isn't so cheap I'd abandon it just because you said so."
"Hmm? Coulda sworn you could still be the 'strongest stayer' without leaving Japan."
With that, Kayf Tara turned and began running across Meydan's turf, leaving me behind after saying whatever she pleased.
How satisfying it must have been for herâto tear down a Horse Girl like me. For me, it was nothing but an infuriating exchange. Glaring at her retreating back, Iâ
"âHuh?"
âsaw her figure shrink unnaturally small. She's 173 cm tall. An optical illusion? Blinking repeatedly did nothingâher back remained hunched, worn down, almost melancholic.
The mocking, vulgar aura from earlier had vanished. Her ears drooped limply, twitching unevenly as if unsettled. At a glance, she still carried herself confidently, but her spirit was unmistakably withered.
"Kayf Tara...san?"
My anger forgotten, I stood frozen. What was that? That tiny, diminished presenceâit wasn't that of a strong Horse Girl.
The hopeful stakes of King-chan, Satsuki-shĹ's Sei-chan, the Derby's Spe-chan, Arima Kinen's Grass-chanâthey had all been towering. Their fighting spirit and aura alone had been overwhelming, their physiques seemingly massive. But Kayf Tara now... was small. Her body might be perfectly conditioned, but something crucial was missing in her heart.
Kayf Tara ran across Meydan. Cheers rained down on her back, yet she fled toward the far turn as if escaping themâutterly contrary to a Horse Girl's instincts.
No ambition, no drive. Yet despite lacking both, she was stronger than anyone here. Bitter, rude, twistedâbut undeniably one of Europe's strongest. A complete inversion of everything I knew about "strength."
âHorse Girls run carrying the passions of the people. So what passions did Kayf Tara carry?
Suddenly, Lumos's words from the URA Awards ceremony resurfaced:
"Let me be blunt. Kayf Tara is a deeply cynical, unpleasant Horse Girl."
"She'll provoke you carelessly, say things that hurtâbut even so. I want you to save her heart."
âThrob. A sharp pain shot through my temple. Save Kayf Tara's heart. Only now did I finally understand what that meant.
To redeem Kayf Taraâexhausted, devoid of dreams or purpose. That was surely what Lumos had wanted.
And beyond that... lay my own dream tooâ
"......"
But between Double Trigger's demeanor when we first met, Lumos's cryptic implications, and now Kayf Tara's warped stateâwhat exactly was happening in Europe's Twinkle Series?
Had Europe's long-distance scene deteriorated so badly that it twisted even its greatest stayers? I knew it was in decline, but seeing the continent's top stayer in that state confirmed it was worse than imagined.
I couldn't speak to the full reality, but...
"...It's like chasing dreams in Europe itself is a mistake."
âThe Dubai Gold Cup is about to begin.
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